My Mistake...


20 May, 2010 10:03 PM

Sitting on the abandoned train tracks; Sitting on the docks, dipping out toes in the freezing water; Sneaking away from reality to escape to a fantasy where I was the gorgeous heroine and he was my hero; Spending all night together... This was a normal day for me. It was about one month from the ending of school, when I met Drew. He was all I could ever ask for in a million years. I'm not going to lie, I have been in love before, but this was different. Maybe it was the fact he was a few years older than I and I hadn't dated an older man? I dunno. But it was surely different. From that month on, school was shot to hell because I spent every second with Drew. And I mean every second. I would sneak out almost every night and spend the whole night with... [Read More]

Tags: Mistake, Lost, Missing, Cigarette
Votes: 7

two years


19 May, 2010 08:31 PM

once up a time, when i was fifteen years old i dated a boy. he was sexy and handsome and just everything i could ask for in mister perfect. he was also very experienced. i was in love about a month and a week into the relationship. although i'd never felt this, i was certain he was it. the months went by as we grew closer and closer. we shared so many secrets and so many memories and we laughed so much. i had never gotten past so much as a kiss with a guy, although i found myself getting in deeper and deeper into wanting more and more from this guy. so, i grew more attached. about two years had past, and we had spent nearly every waking hour together and so many nights together. and, eventually in time, i had lost my virginity to him. i was completely... [Read More]

Tags: Two Years, Heartbroken, Wrong, Played, Blind Sided, Lied To, Stupid, Hurt, Betreayed
Votes: 4

I miss you,Chandler


19 May, 2010 04:48 PM

There was this boy named Chandler.I loved him. He taught me to draw and because of him, one of my painting got first place in a competition. He also taught me to ride a dirt bike.We had so much fun together. He was the only one who knew my background and I his. We hung out a lot, too. But then one day, a couple days before the last day of school, my parents told me i was moving to my aunts. I was devastated. I cant even explain what it felt like. The next day I told my friends I was moving and guess what they said,"Sure,Sophie."They didnt believe me! I ran to chandler, I knew he'd understand.As i was running away my so called friends yelled he's not here,but I had to check. They were right he wasnt there.Tomorrow was the last day of school, I'd tell him... [Read More]

Tags: Missing, Lost
Votes: 1



17 May, 2010 12:23 AM

his name is jacob. and he is love. i can't see anyone else besides him. 7 months of holding a secret relationship behind everyone's back. he made me feel. after my uncle and best friend committed suicide, i was numb. and when he came into my life, it was like i was reborn again. i was literally a different person, all my friends said so. he broke off what we had on march 25. i gave him everything that i could. and i mean everything; he held my innocents in his palms.. but he has crushed them. i'm not saying that HE is THE REASON i am so utterly, pathetically, insanely depressed.. he's just the main cause. so much hope was stored in what we had, and he was my everything. he still is my everything. now, he won't even look at me. going from crazy hot make out sessions,... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Lost, Alone, Almost Lover, Stupid, Mistakes, Memories, Missing
Votes: 21

Why Me


12 May, 2010 05:04 AM

When i was 15 my mom met a guy that christmas we went to his house to met his family. I met a boy who had blond hair and the bluest of eyes he was a gymnast same as me and i fell for him that day not 2 seconds after we were introduced his name was Perry he seemed to be so great. My mom's new boyfriend told me he was bad news but on christmas eve i told my mom we were dating. She smiled and told me be safe she didn't approve but she wasn't going to stop me. she saw the lust clouding my eyes. We were 2 years different in age he was 17. He made my head spin. we hung out with my cousins i am mean we had so much fun together. Then not very long after a half of year pasted by... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Breakup, Cheated
Votes: 3

I want you!

Trinaa Anna

10 May, 2010 12:37 PM

I just moved to Finland, and I was really sad, because I lost all of my friends back in the other country. The guy that I met on the internet went to the same school as I do now, last year. So we started talking like 4 or mby even 5 months ago. I know that sounded weird, "i met him on the internet" and all of my new friends were making fun of me .. liking him :( so one day he decided to come to Finland and visit his "old" friends. So he came and, we didn't have any time to be alone, or to talk and stuff. And it was really awkward between us, in real life. So on the end of the day, when we went to Mc(loads of ppl) , I got really upset about the fact that he is leaving to his home, and... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Broken, Sad, Mad, Angry, Unwanting, Missing, Unloved, Waiting
Votes: 16

Good bye my Beloved father..


29 Apr, 2010 10:17 PM

September 29, 2006 my father died from hypertension. He was 56 years old, and I was just 10 years old back then. Few weeks before my father died, he was confined in a hospital. My mother, brothers, sister, uncle are the only who are allowed to go there. I was left at the house with my auntie. I kept on going to school, my classmates and teachers do not know anything about my father being confined in the hospital. Few days later, my sister went home to take care of me. When we were about to sleep, I asked her. "Sis, what is dad's illness?" "He has no illness. Dad is just sick. He'll come home soon." she replied and went to sleep. I felt relieved, 'coz I thought it was dangerous or something. Then after 1 week, I read some messages in my sister's mobile. She was out that... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Lost, Death, Family
Votes: 6

Loving Online is BAD

Trinaa Anna

26 Apr, 2010 10:18 PM

Well, basically my friend met a guy somewhere in a hotel and they started talking on the net. They were really good friends, and they knew how to flirt. He kept on asking her to show him her body on the cam, and she kept on saying no. Once I was at her house and she told me all about him, the next week me and him started talking. He kept on asking me to show him my body on the cam, and I... I did it. I showed him, not that I was thinking what I was doing .. I showed it. I just wanted to make someone feel good. And always he started the conversation like this "sooooo, when do I get the prize" or something like this. Then my friend got really upset about him and me. We blocked him and we stopped talking to him. Then... [Read More]

Tags: Online, Sad, Mad, Anger, Love, Friendship, Trust
Votes: -4

A Cup In My Sink

Kiki Mathis

23 Apr, 2010 11:41 AM

She laid there, the woman that I knew as Nanna. Her voice like bells at Christmas time, no longer rang in my ear, the last meal she cooked was thanksgiving, her hands covered with lines of wisdom. They were to hold me and give me rare feelings of love and comfort. She laid there as I ate my hot soup, across the table, she used to sit and eat with me. Now, her appetite has perished. I keep praying that the Lord will let her stay, but in my heart I know its time, there is nothing else to be done. Nothing, unless it was to love me some more, but what would life be without life? SHE was my life. If I was wrong her shadow was I, If I was correct her shadow was I. I didnt have to worry, if she ate I ate, if she slept,... [Read More]

Tags: Lost
Votes: 0

lost love (never forgotten continued)


23 Apr, 2010 10:06 AM

continue-ation story. i told you guys bout my boyfriend that died in the car crash.. well this is a continuation story. ironically the day i posted the story i was out at a friends house when we decieded to go see an old friend. we got to the house he was at and went inside there was some boy that i had seen around alot for the past year shortly after my boyfriend died. i remember seeing him on the town bus and i just laid eyes on him he looked identical to my boyfriend i bawled. than id see him at the fair, at the mall but i could never build up enough guts to find out who he was. but it was him at that house that night was my night to finally figure out who he was. so he asked for my number i gave it to... [Read More]

Tags: Lost
Votes: 3