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so called teenage love


13 Jul, 2010 11:09 PM

well me and this boy Kevin became friends through my ex boyfriend. but then we became best friends. i could tell Kevin absolutely everything he would always be there for me. but then i started to like him. but i didn't want to tell him because he had a girlfriend. i was so jealous. eventually they broke up. i was so happy. so then me and Kevin started talking. i started to fall for him. we would talk on the phone every night. i absolutely adored him. but i didn't think he felt the same. i wanted to ask him but i was so scared to hear his answer. i loved him more than a best friend. but i didn't tell him that. i told him that i loved him like a best friend. Kevin would always ask me which way do i love him. i would always think he actually loved me but i didn't want to get my hopes up. eventually Kevin told me he started to fall for me. i was so freaking happy. but then this girl Kristen got in the way. i was so upset because Kevin and Kristen started to actually talk so i thought it was time to give up.. because me and Kevin barely talked anymore. i was devastated.. but then a month goes by and Kevin texted me out of the blue. i was so happy. so me and him started talking again. my feelings came back instantly. after like couple weeks goes by Kevin finally asks me out . i was so speechless. i was so happy. i felt like i was the only happy girl on the planet. so a month goes by and he cheats on me with kristen. i was so sad and majorly depressed. i couldn't stop crying for days. i always asked what did i do do get this to happen to her. well gee sorry im not easy like kristen. but i thought he loved me. kevin told me i was everything to him and he loved me more than anything. well i guess that was all a lie. like less then a week goes by he textes me saying im so sorry i didn't mean for it to happen. i said kevin sorry doesn't solve everything and it doesn't really mean anything. he said i really do mean it im really sorry i really did like you. i couldn't take it anymore so i told him i will talk to him in the morning. the next day kevin asks me to hangout and of course my dumb self says yes but i cant help it, i love him . so me and him are hanging out and i asked him why he cheated on me and he said its hard to explain i was getting so mad. so i told him it would take a while to earn my full trust back. i told him i still want to be with him.. so it was time for him to leave so of course we kissed i was thinking in my head god i miss his lips so much. we were hugging for like ever. i didn't want to let go. so kevin tells me he is going to change to get my full trust back. and i said ill believe it when i see it. so i tell him to stop talking to Kristen permanently so he apparently does.. i asked him if we would ever go back out and he said yes i promise when its the right time for me to ask. that was all a lie because now he goes out with Kristen again.. i was so upset and still am. its hard for me to walk away and let go because i was in love . i loved him so much but i guess he didn't feel the same. its so hard to move on knowing he never cared....

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rachel says:
19 Jul, 2010 01:33 AM

hey i feel u should leave and forget him coz i believe that if that person doesn't love u then do the same as he's doing to u and then see the change. trust me it will k

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sarah says:
20 Jul, 2010 04:16 AM

i must add u have a weak grammer.....and i know wen u love sumone u cant forget them easily!!

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nicole says:
20 Jul, 2010 10:59 AM

i know it's hard to forget ,

but jst forget it, like ignore him on your mind , tell your self that his not worth it .
& there's more guys out there that can give you what you deserve -

that's my opinion . . & it's not an order : )

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summer says:
23 Jul, 2010 01:01 AM

girl i know i you feel thats the same thing that happened to me except i lost my virginity to my ex then 3 days he broke up with me for haylee the best thing to do is just stop talking to him.

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sara says:
24 Jul, 2010 07:45 AM

he's such an asshol .. dont go back to him u desirve better than this jerk - trust me even if u lov'm let him go - dont go back 2 him so easly he'll take you for granted .. play hard to get make'm jealous

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Alexia says:
25 Jul, 2010 06:20 PM

:,( How weird how this is the EXACT thing happenin to me at this very moment!!

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Ashley says:
27 Jul, 2010 07:55 AM

Guys are just straight up can never trust them like with me & my ex...we were friends for 5 years & he finally asked me out 3 months ago...we only datted for 2 months...he made a promise that he will aways love me & will never leave me for another person...well he lefted me for his other best friend cuz appearently i didnt put out like all of his gfs that hes ever had

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Cheyenne says:
28 Jul, 2010 03:20 AM

dont worry bout him ( : i konw how u feel butt i think u should just keep him as a friend ( :

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alexis says:
28 Jul, 2010 11:18 PM

the same thing happend to me but the differance was that i neve saw my ex cheating on me my friends where the ones that saw him and i know how hard it is to forget someone that you love or at least think you do trust me you are not the only one that feels that way some times i still think about my ex and even though many boys have asked me out i am still not ready to be with someone i still hope that maybe someday me and my ex will get back toghther

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K!M says:
20 May, 2011 05:51 AM

i know it's hard but you have to let him go and let your self be free not to be prisoner of this 1 side love.
just let him go if he really meant to be your he'll come back otherwise he was never yours.
just try to be happy and enjoy your life because these loves doesn't worth to ruin your life for it.

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billie says:
01 Jun, 2011 04:52 AM

LEAVE HIM! he's not worth it are just wasting your time hoping that this guy will still have long way to go..and along the road you will find someone who is really meant for you..that love is not true love i tell was just an infatuated love..when you are over it?you will find out laughing at yourself for that silly things....

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