I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons they know how to swim!
- Bring Me The Horizon
No, she's not crying to get attention. She's crying because she's had enough. She's fed up. She's tired. She's sick of crying herself to sleep every night. She's sick of people judging her. She's sick of reality. She's....me.
...behind this is smile, is a sad clown...
"Don't blame me if I break you. Blame THEM. I never did anything. What did I do to deserve this?
...Now look at me! They've created a monster!"
"Your words don't hurt me. Because I've heard worst..."
"Scarred with the Truth,
Healed with the Lies"