21 Sep, 2013 09:30 PMDo you really know how much I Cry
Do you wanna know how much I wanna die
Its a repitition everyday
Just let me get a razor , it'll make me pay
It just keeps me calm,
Seeing my blood run right through my arm
Just let me close my door
While with the razor I explore
This world of horror
Which I cant take anymore. ?
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Tags:
Sadness,
Depression,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
BloodVotes: 216804
14 Sep, 2017 07:40 AMThis spider itself, trapped in their own nets,
Want to avoid its own poison,
Like its own anxiety, on his own self,
Wants to rape day and night,
Innocent this eye, into its own dismay,
Want to paint the picture with its darker thoughts,
Only God knows this life is mine,
Why to the hands of death, wants to sell itself,
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Broken Heart,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 115282
19 Nov, 2016 05:57 PMI said I'm fine
-I really meant i'm not fine, please help me.-
I said I'm just tired
-I meant I can't take this anymore.-
I said I already ate
-I meant I am starving-
I said go away
-I meant show me you care enough to stay-
I said I'm just cold
-I meant I didn't want you seeing the scars-
I said I was better
-I meant I have never been this bad-
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Tags:
Scars,
Self HarmVotes: 17871
22 Sep, 2016 08:22 PMThere's monsters in my head,
there's monsters in my mind.
Thought they were helping,
thank you so much for being kind.
I've been shattered and battered,
my body abused and splattered.
New mamma hates me,
even wishes she didn't create me.
New mamma's taking pills,
real daddy's not here right now.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Abuse,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Suicidal,
PainVotes: 023233
18 Aug, 2015 07:08 AMShe was going away from me,
i was fading away like breath,
it was a total break of heart,
i was holding every single piece of it,
i even cant hold her hand,
i even cant say her name,
i even cant look her into eyes,
i was falling from the multiple skies,
just wanna say good bye to you,
my eyes are dying to see you too,
you never broke up with me anyways,
we left each other while we still holding our hands!!
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Breakup,
Broken Heart,
Sad Love,
Painful,
Heartbreak,
Lifeless,
Hopeless,
Lonely,
Confused,
Self HarmVotes: -1537794