14 Jun, 2012 08:10 AMThere's always that moment of sadness
when nothing could cheer you up
everything is just nothing to you
Life may suck but you get used to it
there's still that moment of happiness
but its shattered in moments
so there was no point anyway
I want some one to notice
but then I don’t
I want help
bu thent I don’t
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Sad,
Depressed,
Alone,
Unloved,
Pain,
LonelinessVotes: 342508
29 Nov, 2012 04:08 AMSinking deeper into me,
Losing touch with everything,
Wondering how this came about,
Figuring out just what I'm now.
Let me stray,
And make my own mistakes,
Cause I won't learn anything,
If you keep me tied to strings.
I can't lose faith,
Though my faith's quite gone,
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Lost,
Despair,
Life,
Depressed,
Suicide,
Unloved,
Darkness,
SadnessVotes: 341218
17 Feb, 2012 07:54 AMI feel the pain as you make me cry, as you make my heart bleed inside me.
I feel the pain as I make myself cry because of the way you make me feel when I am around you.
The red staining blood from my heart is inside me no longer
I feel the pain as the sharp knife cuts through my blue veins,
making me hurt so much to the point I cry and hurt no longer.
I no longer feel pain, but rather, I feel relieved at the thought of what I had done
Now you feel the pain. You feel the pain that I had felt ,because of you, before I left.
You feel the pain, a pain that is so unbearable, that you can't stand it any longer.
You feel the pain, and your heart bleeds on the inside also.
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Sad,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Alone,
Death,
Unloved,
SadnessVotes: 341156
11 Dec, 2012 10:54 PMMy beating heart starts to shatter.
It crumbles into pieces,
But it still beats.
Each second that passes
The shards are tearing at me apart.
I have tried to put them back together
But every time I try to,
The pieces cut my hand
And make me bleed
As my heart once did.
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Heart,
Shatter,
Break,
Glass,
Sad,
Depressed,
Pain,
Plague,
BleedVotes: 140852
26 Dec, 2012 07:03 AMI'm so afraid.
Afraid of what people will think of me.
I try to be brave and strong
but the tears of pain just won't stop.
Why won't anyone help me?
Why do they hate me?
I never did anything wrong!
I wish I were like you
so perfect and pretty.
But you are so mean,
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Alone,
Depressed,
Hope,
Suffering,
Unloved,
Hate,
PainVotes: 040664
28 Oct, 2012 07:13 AMFour o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
All alone I feel.
I try to justify all the pain,
All of this guilt before my eyes.
Another day of confusion,
A day of wondering.
Is it ever just going to go away?
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Loneliness,
Sad,
Pain,
Lost,
DepressedVotes: 440602
28 Jan, 2012 11:24 PMI close my eyes and see you,
You smile, like you always do,
You want to speak but words do not come out,
Now I'm left to wonder what that was all about.
I open my eyes to view a room with empty space,
I want to move but time has locked me in a place,
I began to scream the words of the pain I feel,
Then I stop, saying it makes it seem more real,
The hurtful truth cuts me like a knife,
But there's little I can do with just this one life.
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Pain,
Suffering,
Sad,
Depressed,
Alone,
WaitingVotes: 839810
11 Mar, 2012 08:27 AMMaybe the shallow waters in my dreams, are only shallow just to me,
perhaps in a wakened reality, I drown in that great sea,
a happenstance of whirlwinds, an earthquake, magnitude unknown,
an atom bomb of realization that I am better off alone,
when just the smallest touch is my everything, and a smile is life and death,
and the air I breathe will never be as sweet, as when we kiss and share a breath.
Alone, sacrificed for the greater good, for your happiness,
I sink to the bottom of that darkened sea, into that sweet abyss,
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Tags:
Alone,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Sad,
Unloved,
Memories,
LonelinessVotes: 338951
28 Dec, 2012 08:43 PMSitting in my dark filled room
The only sound that is heard is the rain falling outside
Even though I'm alone I still hide my tear stained face
The clock flashes 12:01 which means another day of hell is gone and soon another will replace it.
No one knows how much I suffer in my own pain
Instead of someone saying its gonna be okay and help me up off the ground
I'm pushed to the ground and called names which none of them are my own
I don't know what I did to deserve this
But, I Guess I must have done something to cause it
thinking of the day I've had I blink my eyes to fight back the tears which burn my eyes.
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Tags:
Alone,
Depressed,
Sad,
Lost,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 137856
25 Aug, 2012 08:52 PMWhen they leave you
without saying goodbye
When they go to a place
high in the sky.
When all you can do
is pray for them & cry
When it comes to
the end of their life..
When they leave you
alone in this silly life..
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Tags:
Death,
Tears,
Sadness,
Depressed,
Family,
Love,
MissingVotes: 037325