09 Dec, 2013 03:22 PMYou came into my life like a blinding light after spending a thousand days through darkness, an explosion of awesomeness. Yep you came into my life with a bang.. but left just like a bacterial infection.
It started as a small patch of roughness,
a beginning to an ending,
irritating me slightly,
but not quite enough to cause a hint of a worry.
like a stray lock of hair tickling my cheek lightly.
Just as you turned into an unwelcome invasion,
the roughness after all became a bacterial infection.
marring my body not just physically, but emotionally,
it would probably, most likely eventually scar me.
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Tags:
End,
Breakup,
Broken,
Break Up,
Hurt,
BloodVotes: 322536
06 Sep, 2010 11:54 AMI cant cry anymore tears
I cant speak up
I just sit on the floor and take the pain
The next morning i try to act like its all ok
but people start to see what is really going on.
One day i will get out but not today.
When i am alone i scratch till there's blood.
the warm blood starts dripping down my arm.
People start to talk but i still act like its all ok.
Maybe one day i will get out...
but not today
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Tags:
Abuse,
Blood,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 323075
23 Dec, 2014 07:57 AMAll alone they sit,
Waiting for the day,
When finally someone will come along,
And never walk away.
They cry themselves to sleep,
As they think about the pain,
Their hearts are now silent,
They think there's nothing left to gain.
Sometimes the pain is just too much,
That they all just want to forget,
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Tags:
Depression,
True,
Self Harm,
Blade,
Blood,
TrappedVotes: 215780
21 Sep, 2013 09:30 PMDo you really know how much I Cry
Do you wanna know how much I wanna die
Its a repitition everyday
Just let me get a razor , it'll make me pay
It just keeps me calm,
Seeing my blood run right through my arm
Just let me close my door
While with the razor I explore
This world of horror
Which I cant take anymore. ?
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Tags:
Sadness,
Depression,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
BloodVotes: 216778
06 Sep, 2010 11:55 AMThis pain is killing me.
This eternal sadness that looms over me.
This black cloud that wont go away.
I found a way to get through the pain.
By just inflicting more.
I take this blade
and drag it over my flesh.
This blade takes my sorrow.
This blade takes my fear.
This blade will take my life.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Blood,
PainVotes: 221778
16 Oct, 2011 11:36 AMThe darkness is binding and blinding.
I can't seem to see what really matters.
I'm too busy rapped up in my own petty affairs, to even care,
that there is blood dripping from my wrists,
that there are tears trickling down my cheeks.
I didn't know that following this path,
would break my mothers heart.
But I don't care.
But I DO care!!!
Does it matter?!
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Tags:
Darkness,
Blind,
BloodVotes: 115974
29 Oct, 2014 10:46 PMOranges has thin skin with lots of rim,
it flesh is juicy and is much like a lime.
Apples are red, with it’s flesh quite firm,
are cut into slices, and can be found on farms.
Bananas are long, with a slight curve,
they’re yellow and spotted, if you observed.
Nectarines are red and probably my favorite,
even with my the core, they’re still very fragrant.
With that in mind, I picked up the knife,
I sliced through the skin, cut it with such rife.
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Tags:
Sad,
Knife,
Fruit,
Red,
Blood,
JuiceVotes: 013888
07 Sep, 2012 10:34 AMLove is a myth.
So is happiness.
So now I must address.
The hole in my chest.
Where my heart used to be.
Before you took it from me.
And you crushed it into pieces.
Now it's useless.
And the shards that fall.
Are 10 feet tall
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Tags:
Love,
Sad,
Hurt,
Unspoken Love,
Blood,
HeartbrokenVotes: 041278