28 May, 2010 08:44 PMWithout a word.
Walk without a word,
Sleep without a word,
Live my life in silence.
Cease to exist because my soul belongs to Satan,
for he it?s the highest emblem of life as I know.
I can?t just sit here and act like nothing is wrong with my life.
?HAIL SATAN!? I cry
A cigarette in the crystal ash tray?
Smoldering.
It?s dark in this the abandon room this abandoned house is only lit by
moon light.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suicide,
SufferingVotes: 028052
19 May, 2010 04:39 PMi cry for you
i would die for you
i would do anything for you
just ask and i'll do it for you
the sad thing is i even cut for you
i let my blood run for you
i never show you
just how much i would do for you
people tell me your not worth it
they say just forget it
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Tags:
Sorrow,
PainVotes: 025039
21 Apr, 2010 01:40 AMSafety across our body is all we ask for,
Instead left with confirmation,
Of Broken glass on our grass floors.
Cuts on our children arms, from where they played at.
Left abandoned, Victimized by predators, where they prey at.
Molested by preachers, where they prayed at.
Beaten to sleep, where their heads, are laid at.
Once found comfort in their homes, now mentally lost like stray cats.
Evil doers, Capture the minds of the youth.
Turn the lies to the truth.
Leaving them hurt, with hate.
Death, agony, and Suicide on their plate.
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Tags:
Guilt,
PainVotes: 022787
15 Jan, 2010 09:29 AMI just don't know why
Why why why
Why did I trust you
Why did I even hug you
Why why why
I cant understand why
I'm hurting so much
And you just left me screaming
So I guess its your turn to say why
Because i'm about to jump off and then you?ll being saying why.
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Tags:
Why,
PainVotes: 018475
07 Jan, 2010 01:17 PMI kiss you and cry wave good bye run to my room and scream at you
I scream and scream why it is me
Why do I have to face this?
I pull my skin open I rub my blood on the walls and yell am I not good enough?
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Tags:
Pain,
Scream,
Tears I Fear Because Im In LoveVotes: 021641
16 Dec, 2009 12:24 PMMY HEART I HIDE BEHIND THIS WALL
OH SO HIGH SO YOU CANT SEE
MAYBE ONE DAY IT WILL FALL
BUT FOR NOW,I SET YOU FREE
I CRIED AND BEGGED AND TOLD YOU THINGS
THAT I NEVER HAVE SPOKEN TO ANOTHER
MY WORLD,MY LIFE,MY DREAMS
YOU TOOK,ONLY TO SMOTHER
I HIDE BEHIND THIS WALL
MY HEART I WILL PROTECT
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Tags:
Love,
Pain,
UnlovedVotes: 028059
10 Nov, 2012 05:24 AMI sit here wondering how you are or where you've been. Remembering how you left and our one last kiss.
You were the one I liked,
but I didn't notice till I started to miss-
miss the way we were together,
miss the way your sweet lips felt against mine.
Missing you is all I have left,
getting forced with regret
and forcing myself to say I'm fine...
I miss you
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Tags:
Love,
Memories,
Missing,
Pain,
SadVotes: -148358
25 Jun, 2012 04:48 PMI've always been your friend
You've always been my rock.
But now I am naked in front of you,
it feels right.
You touch my skin and I think you feel the same.
But you persist that you are but a human.
If your love for me as a friend
was greater than your urges of the flesh
then maybe I wouldn't
be so confused today.
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Tags:
Sad,
Unloved,
Pain,
Used,
FriendVotes: -130684
13 Apr, 2010 11:29 AMI missed you
I missed you so badly
I know it is really sad
But it is the only way to let you know
How i pass my day...
Your hard touch
Never make me say oouch,
I thought you were mine
But now it seems you like someone else
And i'm fine...
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Tags:
Love,
PainVotes: -118815
11 Sep, 2015 07:46 PMSorry, you said
Sorry, I heard
Sorry, you Pleaded
sorry, I blocked it
You took me in
Yet, you kicked me out
You said it was not intentional
Yet, you became international
you promised me a life of fantasy
Yet there was nothing but reality
Beautiful, you used to say
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Tags:
Pain,
Sadness,
SorryVotes: -714849