LOVE HURTS ME!!

Cassie

10 Mar, 2010 11:14 AM
I miss him so much.
An everythung i think of involves him.
When im alone.. i think of him..
At school.. i think of him..
At church.. i think of him..
I cant seem to get him off my mind..
He hurt me 3 times.. but i loved him and never stopped loving him.
He tells me that "LOVE" is a strong word.. then the next day he tells me "Cassie, i love you" its... wierd to me because every other day he 
Changes his feelings over me..
I dont know if i should believe him..
or if he is just saying this to make me 
feel better..
either way.. im not sure.. i love him alot.. and 
we arent even dating.. he dumped me 3 times..
but...every time ihe tells me he loves me.. it breaks my heart..
and i dont know why... every time he asks me out.. it makes me cry.. because 
i know that he is going to hurt me againn.. and soon..
We arent together right now because recently we broke up.. he hurt me deeply.. and i have such hatred for him.. right now,.. im afraid i will go back to him.. 
and i dont want to.. i would move on... but theres none out there that
i see myself happy with other then him..
but i dont think he feels the same
Because every time i write a paragraph..and sometime a two page text on my phone to him telling him how i feel..
he send back "o, ok, awh, ok??, or thats cool." that breaks my heart so much.. and when we arent together he calls me baby... that breaks my heart worse... i need someone new.. i just cant find him. need help....
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Cassie says:
10 Mar, 2010 11:17 AM

awh.. lol.. im tired of getting hurt.. he has hurt me to much.. and he still think that he can toy with my heart.. and i dont wana leave him like this.. but i just cant take it anymore.. i have been tossed around and hurt by him to much.. i need a new love.. one that will actually care for me and not dump me.. one that will mean it when he says i love you.../ you know?

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Cassie says:
10 Mar, 2010 11:19 AM

yea i understand completly you dont need a man like that you need to be treated good and loved for who you are. dont let no guy ever hurt you like that. you take advantage of your love life. dont let a guy bring you that far down. love again. dont let him stop you.

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