Tired

Derek

27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM

Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"

Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire? 
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire? 
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.

I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.

I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
All my friends are liars, all I need someone who cares. 

I really am, just tired.

I'm tired of thinking too much.
I'm tired of drinking too much.
I'm tired of the sun shining too bright
I'm tired of the night sky's fucking sight

Every detail of my day brings bad memories back to life
And maybe that's what I'm tired of most; Life

Tags: Tired, Alone, Anger, Apart, Pain, Broken, Betrayal, Cry, Cut, Cold, Death, Depression

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annejai says:
01 Sep, 2015 05:50 PM

Each words etched through my soul. Story of my life.

Satchel says:
09 Feb, 2016 02:29 AM

Your post has moved the debate fordarw. Thanks for sharing!

Derek says:
08 Dec, 2016 05:32 PM

If I can even attempt to etch your emotions or draw out emotions into a sentence into a row that makes sense, it'll add meaning onto my life, so thank you kind people. Life is hard but it's people like you who take that burden and create the change that really counts.