I'm Fine


25 Sep, 2014 03:18 PM
I've been lost, I've been down, but most of all I couldn't be found.
I cried many times, I bled many times.

Those scars on my skin was about the past I was in. 
My past was painful. I quit cutting everyone became grateful. 
The scars on my skin make me wanna go back again.
My scars burn like they have just been cut. 

I am getting weaker by the day, 
but if I sadden today I'm afraid I'll let everyone down today.
My scars burn right now, 
but I am trying not to look at them, 
my hands shake because I can't take it much longer.
I overdosed three times, 
but I say I am fine. 
I lied so much about my feelings 
that I became to believe it myself.

I am not okay, but I believe I am. 
I am sad, but I believe I am not. 
I wish I could bare this pain, 
but I can't hold on much longer.
I am breaking down slowly, 
today may be my last day of being strong and keeping my head high.
I will be fine, please no worry, 
but please understand I am not worthy to go on much longer.
Tags: Sadness, Hurt, Cut, Pain
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Shaylee Belyea says:
26 Jan, 2015 10:42 PM

you commented on a poem awhile ago that I wrote and I wanted to say thank you! keep on writing and keep your head up, yours is truly beautiful!

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cheyenne says:
10 Mar, 2015 04:07 PM

Thank you for your comment I enjoy it. I am staying strong.

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Snowflake says:
13 Jun, 2016 11:42 PM

Why is everything so hard.Its like everybody's breathing down your neck telling you things that cut deeper than razors...I can't take it I feel like I'm slowly going insane...and nobody's there to save me

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cheyenne says:
22 Jun, 2016 10:46 AM

Snowflake, I made it out alive it was hard for me, don't get me wrong I did slipped up and gave in, you may think that no one is there to save you, when all you can do is just come to me I can save you.

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cheyenne says:
22 Jun, 2016 10:46 AM

slip not slipped

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