All I Want Is To Be Saved

Mandi Hunt

07 Jul, 2012 06:13 PM
They ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.

I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.

A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
I cry myself.
To sleep each night.
Asking myself.
Why I'm even trying.

I see no light.
Only shadows in the darkness of my life.
Eye liner smeared.
Pounding my fists.

I see no point.
Such a struggle.
No one here to save me.
I wanna be taken away.

From all this frustration.
Depression.
Suffering.
I want to be saved.

I need someone to show me that there is a point in trying.
I need a reason for getting up in the morning.
Don't know how much longer I can go on.
People don't care.
About lives that aren't there's.

All I want is to see some sunlight.
All I want is someone to hold my hand.
All I want is for someone, anyone to kiss the pain away.
All I want is to go a night with out consideration of suicide.

All I want is the burning to disappear. 
All I want is some meaning to come into my life.
All I want is for someone to listen.
All I want is help.
All I want Is To Be Saved.
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Alife05 says:
04 Feb, 2013 02:10 PM

Waw , cool , i like it

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Shawna Pierce says:
17 Mar, 2013 09:56 AM

Very deep poem but if you feel this way right now I don't even know you and I just cried reading this poem hang in the and never think that you are not loved or cared for. And most importantly confess your mistakes to your parents you will see that they will help you fix them but only if they know what's bothering you. And telling them what ever it may be will release the pain it is ok to show your feelings that's how your body releases negativity I am more than happy to helpu n any way I ca. I pray your pain to end:(

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philisiwe says:
21 Aug, 2013 01:25 PM

Lfy is hard

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