Because I'm not here

Alyssa Baughman

22 Dec, 2011 08:42 PM
Got my bullet,
Got my gun.
The equation is as easy,
As one plus one.

Load the chamber.
Cock the gun.
Now this is where,
It really gets fun.

Pull the trigger.
There goes it all.
Now you're scrubbing,
My blood off the wall.

Ain't it funny?
Ain't it sick?
Oh, this isn't what you expected?
You f**king idiot.

Didn't see it coming.
Ha, now I'm gone.
Don't blame yourself,
Not like you did anything wrong.

Now they're lowering my casket,
Into the ground.
People are crying.
Tears all around.

Didn't notice me in the beginning.
Now why do you care?
Oh, I forgot,
It's because I'm not here.
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Sarah says:
15 Sep, 2012 08:17 PM


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Eileen says:
19 Sep, 2012 01:57 AM

Absolutely amazing.

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Sarah Smtih says:
19 Sep, 2012 04:19 PM

Sad this is, it's true....

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Angelica says:
21 Sep, 2012 01:29 PM

wow. amazing!

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T.R Wright says:
15 Jul, 2014 06:01 AM


Would love to make contact with you as I'd like to use this fantastic poem in a short film that I'm producing.

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Robyn Watson says:
07 Aug, 2014 12:19 PM

Hi there you wanted to contact me about my poem how do we organise this to happen?

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DepressedGirl22 says:
01 Mar, 2016 02:17 AM

This is pretty relative to me.. I'm 11 now, almost 12, and I can't get suicide out of my mind. I'm just so depressed, I don't know what to do.. Kind of strange that we have the same name, Alyssa. Well, not that you cared anyways..

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