Showing sad stories for tag "cutting"

My guardian angel

Tory

17 Jan, 2013 08:45 PM

As I slowly drag the the blade across my arm the blood flows out of me. "Just one more." I told myself this lie so many times before. "Just one more" I pleaded again and again. "Last one." I lied again, now my arm is blood covered, and cut to the bone. "What now," I ask myself. I throw the blade. "How could you do this to me?!?" I covered my face as I cry crystal tears. The blood keeps flowing. Again I promise myself no more. My arm goes numb from the pain. I run outside into the rain. I fall to my knees. . I let the drops go into the cuts I scream in pain as a puddle of red forms below my arm. The rain keeps falling and stinging the cuts I have made up and down my arm "Why?! Why, did you have to feel... [Read More]

Tags: Guardian Angel, Love, Suicide, Cutting, Self Harm
Votes: 10
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Why?

Jayjayz

06 Feb, 2012 05:11 PM

"Lily, its time for bed"My mother yelled up the stairs as I walked out from the bathroom. "Ok, I'm going to brush my hair then I am going to bed" I unwraped the towel from my head and let free my long blonde wavy hair. "Ok, night honey" I walked into my dim lighted room and closed the door and turned on my desk lamp and started with my hair as I listened to my favourite song. I placed my newly bought hair brush on the desk and went to my closet and changed into a pair of sweats and a tank top. I walked to my mirror and looked at myself and sighed. The more I try to lose the weigh the more I gain it. I ran my hands from my collar bone to my hips and let out a tear and I lifted my top to revel... [Read More]

Tags: Self Harm, Sad, Hurt, Cutting
Votes: 11
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I'm sorry

Alessia

23 May, 2015 11:55 AM

Melania- It's like im stuck in this deep dark hole of sadness... Questions surround me like, will i ever be happy again? How do i be happy? Statements like, i want to be happy again just flood my brain. 16 years of age, 3 year batteler of depression. For the past three years i have always debated on killing myself. Attemps were made, but my strength got the better of me. But now, its like nothing before. I am worse than i was, i am more sad than i was and really i am more scared than i was. Looking at blades are something so usual now. Cutting into my skin is something so daily. It's like it's a daily routine. I feel as though its time. Time to leave. Cutting is like it was so three years ago, crying too. It's time to end all pain. Im sick and... [Read More]

Tags: Sadness, Suicide, Pain, Funeral, Cutting
Votes: 24
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Why me...?

Destiny

12 May, 2015 05:46 AM

I know no one will probably read what I have to say because its a lot.. But, I just had to get this out of me I can't take it in anymore. Alright here it goes. It happened on February 11, 2014. We were shy we didn't talk much I know but we would look up and smile at each other no matter how wrong our day went. We were in love. I could tell by the way we looked at each other. To this day I still feel bad that I did it that I didn't tell or show or be honest with you why I did it I guess I was just to afraid to see how you would react. You told me you were afraid of losing me and I was afraid of losing you. Later on in our relationship we had started to drift away I... [Read More]

Tags: Suicidal, Cutting, Crying, Missing You
Votes: 7
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Unspoken

Jatin

09 Sep, 2016 02:38 PM

9th grade: I gazed at a beautiful girl who was my so called best friend. Suddenly, she stood up from her seat, approached me and asked for yesterday’s notes that she had missed. I lent them to her. She wore a pleasant smile and said,”Thank u…..what will I do without you.” I wished we were more than friends but she never thought that way and I knew it. I wanted to tell her how I felt But it was something that words can’t tell I thought of giving it a try But i just couldnt and i dont know why Maybe……. I was a bit too shy 10th grade: I received her call. She told me that someone seems to be stalking her for the past few days and she was all alone in her house at that time and was really scared. She requested me to come and stay... [Read More]

Tags: Lost Love, Sad Love Story, Cutting
Votes: 25
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