A lesson learnt- It was a very nice afternoon. We all were on a picnic and enjoying. Suddenly a couple joined us with their 2 year old son and a newly born girl. I was stunned. It was love at first sight. The lady, Neha, was mesmerizing. I fell in love with her that moment. I still remember even after 5 years that she had a red top. It was not that she was beautiful. In fact she was not even close to be beautiful. But there was something about her which just made me be in the moment and loose the moment at the same time. Few days went by. Though I could not take her off my mind, I thought it just will pass off. Turned out to be not so. A common friend invited both of our families at party. That couldn't be a coincidence! They became... [Read More]
Tags: Betrayal, Love, KarmaIts funny how on TV the image of a relationship is simple. You meet a guy/girl in freshman, fall deeply in love. The relationship carries on all through high school and college. Having special moments when you say "I love you for the first time." Going to prom together etc. And then getting married and living happy ever after. That's not my case at all. I'll start by saying I was surrounded by a family filled with failed marriages, relationships. So at a young age I knew not to believe all the lovey dovey stuff I saw on TV. I went through my first year of High School watching girls desperately go after the senior boys, football players, anything to get there status in the role of High School a little bit higher. Me on the other hand was avoiding all the arrows cupid had thrown at me. Until I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, Confused, Help, True Story, BetrayalSo, get this. I was sitting around my house, listening to sad songs that any other time would make me cry. Why did I want to cry? Because of the worst mistake I have ever made and how numb I had come to most everything in my life. Here is my story (perhaps it's not the saddest, but I think that maybe if I just tell someone I'll maybe be able to actually feel something again besides depression, and since I'm too embarrassed about it to tell anyone in public, why not tell people who have no idea who I am, right?) BEWARE: I'm Pouring my heart out right now so it will be long. Don't feel obligated to read it all. But if you do, I hope you learn from my mistake. So, I've always been a shy person, I'm not the popular kid at school. Don't get me... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Depression, Sad, Betrayal, Love, Long Distance, Hurt, Alone, PainHi, I'm Reyjee Calizar, and this is my story. When I was in High School, I was a problem at my school, they also call me a JOKER, But everything has changed when I saw Erica. She was my classmate, she has been a friend of mine for two years, a good friend. Then one Day at the school when our teacher is explaining something, I moved in at the seat next to her and I told her "I have something to tell you", and she said "Ok, but after the class please". I couldn't wait so I told her "I need to tell you this right now", she replied "Ok..ok! what is it??".Then I said "Erica, I will only ask you this once..Will you say yes if I ask you to be my girlfriend?".She was shocked and couldn't say anything. I didn't speak either after I told that to... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbreak, Betrayal, Unloved, Sad, CryI fell in love with this guy, He's 21 and I'm 18. Every time we got together I fell more and more in love with him. We would text each other everyday. While I was on vacation in Oklahoma, that was when I started to fall for him. He was the only guy I felt completely safe with. In his arms, when he holds me I felt so content. When other boys would hug me, I never felt that way. He knew how to make me laugh and how to make me smile. we slept together, not in a sexual way. We just cuddled next to each other, and fell asleep. One day after I slept at his house. He was gonna go shopping with this girl AKA his best friend. He told me things like I would be the first girl he would take on a date, how I'm... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, True Story, Heartbroken, Pain, Breakup, Alone, Tears, Betrayal, Sorrow, Memories, Hope, Hurt, Depression, UnI used to be this girl who laughed and smiled all the time... but that changed when I met this boy at school... It was September of 2010 and I was upset about this boy named Enrique who broke my heart. So my friend decided to call her ex-boyfriend (Gio) and explain to him what happened. He told me that everything was going to be okay and that I'll move on. Later on at night when my friend was sleeping I called Gio and talked to him for 2-3 hours. He explained to me that he did want to be friends but wanted to take it more further... I told him I felt the same way. He asked me out at school and of course I said yes. Days passed by and he gave me my first kiss on October 12, 2010 a month before my birthday. 6 days later... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Betrayal, Tears, MissingWhy? Why did he just completely avoid me the whole day? I sat in my room deep in thought. Maybe he just needed time with his guy friends, or maybe-. Tears began to run down my pale skin before I could finish. Who am I kidding? We've been dating for five months, he's probably going to break up with me. I woke up the next morning shaking. Today was the day he was leaving me and I can't even think of a thing I did to make him end things. *Time Skip; At School* I walked into school as pain pierced my heart like a blade. There he was talking to some random girl. Is she why he's breaking up with me? He turned and saw me and walked over to where I stood. "Hey Melanie," he smiled at me making me want to scream knowing he was playing me.... [Read More]
Tags: Cheater, Love, Bullying, Depression, Unloved, Betrayal, Sad, GirlI was his and he was mine. In my mind, we were the perfect couple and i thought he felt the same way. He told me the sweetest things. He said I was the best thing that ever happened to him, he couldn't imagine life without me. He told me he doesn't know what he did to deserve someone like me. Life was great. We were inseparable...or so i thought. Months passed, and we grew more and more apart. He became distant, started flirting with other girls. Worst of all he started flirting with my best friend and to my misdemeanor she flirted right back. I read the texts, i saw them together. I saw how they looked at each other as if they had some dirty little secret. It broke my heart, tore me to shreds, and left me remains to decompose. In my mind, I believed I couldn't... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Sadness, Love, Breakup, Betrayal, Lonely, Angry, Rage, Tears, Move OnIt was a hot summer morning; I woke up feeling dizzy and stressed out. I was not in the mood for work, so I decided to take a one day leave. But I don’t want to spend the whole day staying at home and lying in my bed. I wanna go somewhere, somewhere where I know I can find peace. So, I jumped out of bed, took a shower, put on my comfortable clothes, my favorite shoes, put on my makeup and I am ready to go. I hit the road to visit my significant other… so excited at last I finally have time to be with him. It may be a good time to patch things up...we are on rocks this past days. When I finally arrive at their house, there was his little sister standing in the front door. So I smiled at her and asked where her... [Read More]
Tags: Betrayal, Love, Life, Unloved, Cheated, Sad, Hurt, MemoriesI want to tell everyone, that we must think and decide everything better and think about the affect that will happen in the future. Because one day we will regret what we have chosen and I fell in the same mistake over and over again, and believe me, never hurt anyone you love because karma does exist. I was a playgirl back then, I never cared with boy's feelings when I suddenly told them to "breakup". But one day my friend introduced me to a cute decent boy. My friend told me I should stop messing around with boy's feelings, and stand only for one boy. My new journey started on cold winter. He was the smartest boy I've ever met, glasses and sparkling eyes made me drown into him. It was hard to convince him to be my boyfriend but finally he fell for me too.He helped me in... [Read More]
Tags: Break Up, Heartbroken, Playgirl, Cheated, Lies, Unloved, Betrayal, Sad, Hurt