“Be still my tongue, for I know not what to say; My life is lived in darkness and here I will remain.”
- Ronnie Radke
"Watch me from afar, don't come any nearer."
The only time I realized I fell in love with you was the only moment I found out that you had already belonged to someone else.
If life taught me anything, it taught me to never trust a man again. It taught me to never fall in love again. Because humans will always let you down. Being alone might be better than being hurt a thousand times over and over again by the same person who never even gives you a glance.
" they say "everything will be fine, just keep hoping" but the question is when? how? what if already lost hope in the beginning?
I'm sad alone
no care in the world
once i'm gone in to the darkness
you can never bring me back
- -me ''Emiko"
If only you understand. If only you walked in my shoes and from my point of view. You do not realize how much I went through. Just for you.
It sucks how some people use you when they need you and then they put you aside like you didn't even matter to them from the beginning...
You help your best friend the best you can to make them feel happy, you will be there for them when they need you... but in the end you will be left alone with your pain without anyone there to help you when you need them the most.
I like sitting in the dark... Cause It makes It easier to forget how lonely I am.