I'm worried that I never will forget you.

im all alone,
dont know what to do,
help me, help me,
im living my life behind a mask...scared,
i dont know when the next hit will be,
hopefully it puts me out of my misery

I smile and laugh with you; 
I walk and run with you;
I sing and dance with you;

But one thing is for sure, I can never have your feelings the same way that I do..

The saddest and scariest thing is not getting hurt but get accepted and now knowing when your lover will change their hearts about u...

when I first saw you, i urgently admire you..
it was because of your looks, your smile and your eyes.. that day , i said to myself that i finally met my ideal man.. and as days passed by, we get closer to each other, and we teased each other almost everyday.. youre so cold ,, you havent noticed that i fall for you..

I am missing someone but i am missing myself more...........

i keep trying to find myself, but i'm smothered in all these lies. can anyone hear me dying inside?

Whenever I look up at the sky, I think of you.

for a day i wana be real and admit my fears
but the reality is so depressing
i fake to be brave

So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. 
 ~ the notebook.