My name is Jaquee am 13 yrs old. My story is long sorry... AND has some bad language. Comment when done reading. This is a true story. It started in 7th grade. Johnny wasnt the kinda guy I'd fall for or go out with. But he was taken by my friend Leslie. They broke up because they wanted to stay friends. He started saying Sh** about Leslie. She was my friends and i couldnt see her take this so i slapped him. From that day forward Johnny and i started to hang out. I was falling for him to fast. My sis well best friend told him tat i liked him, which was true but i kept on telling them we were friends and it was gonna stay that way. That same day we had to sit outside of the class room to read since we were ahead of the... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sadness, Happiness, ForgivenessI try to lose myself in music. I have encountered many embarrassing moments that tend to intimidate me. Especially when I'm around this boy I used to like. I find it hard to express my feelings and so I may sound a little odd or over exaggerating. But I don't feel right and sometimes I get these feelings of confusion and even hesitation. It feels like I don't get support or I just don't want any. Many times I would stop what I was doing and ask myself 'what's wrong with me?'. Yet I never quite got an answer, most probably because I can't choke out the truth from beneath. I'm scared that if people know me for who I really am, they will hate me and turn away. I'm scared that I will get hurt and most probably think of that thought I had over a year ago. I... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Sad Story, Hope"Eva, this isn't how it ends." He whispered. Tears flowed freely from my eyes. I didn't care how ridiculous I looked, all I wanted was him. I grabbed his hands, holding them tightly...I never wanted to let go. I never wanted him to let go of me. "Y-You can't leave me! D-don't do this. I don't know what to do...I can't do this without you." I sobbed...my whole body shaked with my tears and pain. "I'm sorry." He just whispered. "Lin-Lincoln...No. Please. Don't." "I'm sorry." He whispered again, and leaned in to kiss me on the forehead, "I love you, I love you more than anything in the world...And I always will." I shook my head. It wasn't enough. I needed him to stay by my side.I wasn't anything without him. "Why are you l-leaving me? I-is it something I did....?" I choked, my voice barely audible, "I can-I will... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Forbidden Love, Alone, Love, Pain, Missing, Memories, SadIt was two years ago. He had asked me to go ride bikes with him, but I refused. I was mad at the time. I'm not anymore. Anyway, he decided to go by himself..... He had gotten hit by a car. I ran to his side to see his bike handle bars had went through his chest. I pulled it out and tried to hold the wound closed. It didn't work well because I didn't have the necessary experience to stop the bleeding. I sat by his side holding his hand in mine. He kept mumbling about things I didn't understand. He gave a tight squeeze to my hand and whispered "I love you..." before the life left his eyes. I still remember that day...his blood on my clothes, the look in his eyes as he whispered to me, and the moment his eyes closed forever. I sat there cradling... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Death, Love, Alone, Missing, Memories, Pain, SadnessI never had any family. I was bounced around orphanages and foster homes from birth till I was 18. I was lucky.. I didn't get seduced by the dark side. I finished college started a company. I beat the odds. All I ever wanted was a family. A wife and children but I was always ashamed of my past and if a gal got to close I would just vanish. Stupid I know. Then one day out of the blue I literally got smacked by this gal in a grocery store by her buggy causing me to drop a dozen eggs. It was very funny and as the "eggs" cleared she was just the most beautiful lady. Long blond hair, green eyes. What a site! She was so embarrassed but it was just a funny moment. She offered to pay for the eggs which of course was not an issue.... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Sadness, LoveThe weird thing about me is that I have this huge amount of anger inside me that I can't seem to get rid of.. though I keep it all in..there were times when I would snap ..just like that with no triggers or anything of that kind?.i would be lying if I said I don't know the cause of that anger.. I would be a damned liar! Just like your perfect lying? Hey my stranger, you added to my anger.. tons even?cause although I didn?t trust you enough .. I believed you to be a kind person?one with a heart of whiteness?. But you know what? ? I am not stupid as you think me to be .. I had this nagging feeling that this day would come.. ! it just came sooner than I expected ! Does it seem stupid to you that I am talking to you on... [Read More]
Tags: Anger, Sadness, Depression, Missing, Memoriesi wont post my real name because i dont want people to know this part of me, but this is my story..... Ever since i was little i was lonely, my parents would always fight, and in my country (bangladesh), if anything wrong happned my dad would sometimes slap me. i was a very bad student because i couldn't care less about studies. suddenly my parents decided to move to canada, and i was upset but not that much because nothing ever meant anything to me. i was different from everyone. i didnt talk, no nothing but everything changed when i went to grade 5, where i met this boy who was my classmate. he was very kind, gentle and nice. aldo he was the type who wans't really into relationships or dates. and he was really smart. he was different from other guys, and i didn't even notice, but... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Heart Breaka boy gave his girlfriend a challenge to live a day without him & if she did it he would love here more.... the girl agreed and she didnt talk to him for a day without knowing?? He had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from cancer...!!! she went to his house the next day tears falling down her eyes as she saw him lying in his coffin with a note on the side ''you did it baby,you can do it everyday'' -shannon-... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, DeathI am Sammie, I have been tall all my life, I am friends with all guys, I am biracial, and I am very easy to hurt. I don't know what to do with life, it all seems so hard. Well let me take you back to 2012, when I first meant Chris. Chris is a cutie, tall, blonde hair and blue eyes. He was my best-friend, but things started to get weird... He knew I loved him, I made it obvious. But at the same time, I couldn't stop. I wanted to but I couldn't. Feelings wouldn't leave, so I gave in.. And that's how it ended. We stopped talking, I stopped thinking about him and it finally vanished. I started talking to Ben, who is my best friend but I believe I have no feelings, its complicated. Ben is also hansom, tall, brown hair brown eyes. The sight of... [Read More]
Tags: Help, SadnessIt was 2011. I was in 8th grade and I had just left a dreadful summer. The bell rang and school was out. Now going to sonic after school was a cool thing to do and so I did it. I saw you sitting there. Wondering if you noticed me or even recognized me from summer. We sat there. As awkward as two people can be. Had a few chuckles here and there. Then we exchanged numbers and went on our way. Starting that day I had a new texting buddy. You were such an amazing texter. Keeping our conversation going and bringing life to them. We started hanging out at the Amphitheater and slowly I grew onto you like a vine twisting and hooking it's self to a rail or wall. Now I didn't have any intentions on letting you become the biggest thing in my life but you... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Stupidity, Unloved, Hurt, Memories, Sad, Broken Heart, Sadness