Showing sad stories for tag "pain"

Broken Heart

Beth

09 Jan, 2010 10:22 AM

Heart Broken It was a fine afternoon when I was speaking to a close friend on msn , and she was telling me about this boy she liked and had found on Bebo and I asked her to show me him , and when she did I knew from that very moment I liked him , it was all kind of weird. I then added him as a friend, he accepted and it all started from there really! I told my close friend that I liked him, but she was not very happy with it, she had said that I stole him from her , like I was taking him away, but I wasn't we were just friends starting out then things had changed. I liked him a lot and it turned out he liked me too. But he felt so bad that there were two other girls in the... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Pain, Unlove, Cheated
Votes: 3

First funeral

Raven

06 Mar, 2013 02:27 AM

Recently I went to my grandfather's funeral. He was 97 years old, and he was hospitalized a few weeks before death. He had 5 daughters, one of which is my mom, whom I love very much, of course. He had some gallbladder problem or something and was dehydrated when my aunts admitted him to the hospital. He got a bit worse, then got better, and began recovering. I saw him while he was recovering once, and he said his signature line, "Long time no see!" in raspy English. (my family is Chinese-cantonese, and all the adults in both sides of my family came from China.) He seemed to be getting better when I saw him, and I told him that he'd made it this far, he'd definitely get better. He shook his head and whispered in Cantonese, "No use." I almost cried then, but my mom had been there for... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Pain, Funeral, Sadness, Depression, Hospice, Hospitals, Tradition, Tradgedy
Votes: 2

Nose Candy's Sweetest Demise

Nikki Necronomicon

02 Jun, 2013 01:17 PM

At the age of 12, I remember when it all started. I believe it was some time in September when a long time friend of my sister, payed a visit. I didn't really mind him coming over, for I didn't pay much attention to him and my sister's actions. As the night progressed, I noticed they took frequent trips to the bathroom and repetitively kept rubbing their noses. I approached my sister's friend, Carlos, and asked about the situation. He just laughed, and I asked if they were doing cocaine. He replied; "Yeah, do you wanna try some?" At first, I was hesitant. Growing up, I was taught that drugs were bad, so I didn't want any part in it. Later, my curiosity got the best of me and I agreed to do a line. He set it up in the bathroom, and handed me a dollar bill as he... [Read More]

Tags: Addiction, Abuse, Drugs, Sex, Suicide, Hurt, Depressed, Lost, Sad, Life, Pain
Votes: 2

My Life.

Kay

02 May, 2013 10:15 PM

It's 5'O clock. 5.2.13. I'm 16 years old sitting here thinking about my life.I have a bad self esteem issue. You and other might not think it's such a huge deal. But it is. To me it's a big deal. Yeah some adults might say it's a phase you go through but this started when I was little and has been going on and on forever. I found a solution. Might not be the best but it helps. Without my smoking I'm scared to see what would happen I feel like it keeps me sane. So I have less then a month of school left and I feel like its going by so slow. I'm failing all my math class yet I don't care. I know that's bad so why do I do it? About two months ago I moved out of my dad's. Why? Well he seems to love... [Read More]

Tags: Worried, Hurt, Family, Father, Brother, Mother, Unloved, Pain, Alone
Votes: 2

The secret.

Liv

17 Jan, 2013 10:33 PM

I can’t handle it anymore! I whispered desperately out into the darkness of my room, and threw away my phone. I had been through so much during the last days, this was the last straw! I felt like I had been raped… I had tried to commit suicide earlier in the week, but I had called a friend that talked me from it, but now, that wasn’t enough anymore… Nothing could save me now… Nothing. I went over to the cabinet where I kept my clothes and pulled out a hidden drawer, despite being half blinded by tears I could still see what I was looking for, it was gleaming in the weak light in my room. I picked it up and tried to see my reflection in it… My pride, my blood stained pride. A big Sami knife was resting in my hands, its blade covered in dried blood.... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Love, Lost, Lost Love, Broken, Suicide, Suffering, Pain, Secret, Cutting
Votes: 2

Will we still BFFL after this?....

C.U

17 Aug, 2011 06:23 PM

-Its a bit long, Sorry. I don't know what to do, Im confused about so many things. My feelings toward this guy I met,and then there's Z.R, We have been Bff since grade 9,I don't have real actual feelings for Z.R anymore I did when I was 14,that was..3 years ago, I'm 17 now same as him except hes older by a few months. he wants to do "stuff" and I don't do that with friends I'm not like him I can never be that way, I don't and cant just sleep around with friends, specifically with friends that i used to have real feelings for,Its weird. I used to think that maybe me and him would/could have a future together..But i grew up at 16, I don't know why but I think its because reality hit me,really bad. I just suddenly grew up, I still party and drink, But... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Pain, Friends
Votes: 2

In loving memory

Essy

15 Jun, 2011 03:21 PM

Nothing's harder than loving someone who loves you, but then something horrible happens that separates you, forever. It doesn't matter how I met him, what matters is that I loved him more than anything, with all my strength and my heart, he was the reason why I smiled, my motivation my sun and moon, the light that shined out of my eyes. My heart was filled with so many beautiful things, his voice his name, his touch the color of his eyes the strength in his arms and the warmth in his embrace. His laughter came to me during the night in whispering winds reminding me that he wasn't that far away.Once we took a walk at the beach me and him holding hands leaving our footprints in the sand a memory that the ocean could swallow up, but share with everyone who sees the eternity in it, he was... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Death
Votes: 2

Love Has No Obstacles.

Chloe G.

24 Oct, 2010 11:54 AM

Love has no obstacles, right? Well, that's what I thought, until recently everything changed. I won't use his real name but I'll call him by his nickname, Storm. I've known him since sixth grade, but things didn't spark till seventh. Keeping in mind, I'm a junior now. I'll start with seventh grade. Seventh grade we were just in middle school, starting up what we thought were "relationships". We were complete opposites, Storm being one of those guys who was a bit on the tough guy side. And then there was me, the girl that everyone knew, the "goody good girl" as people would say i used to be. We got on the topic of basketball one day, and it was the 2007 playoffs, the Spurs Vs. the Mavs. That's what sparked us, he was the cutest guy i had ever seen, the sweetest, funniest, and most interesting guy I've ever... [Read More]

Tags: Storm, Love, Distance, Obstacles, Hurt, Pain
Votes: 2

thanks for the memories

callista newbie

14 Oct, 2010 07:31 AM

He was a boy who always been in my mind. he had hurt me a lot. i cant count how many mistakes he had made to me. and all i could do on those painful days were just pretending that i was okay and thinking that he still loves me. Well he is my ex, his name is Chris. maybe you are thinking that he is the one with a hot body and of course handsome. nope you're wrong.. he's just a fat boy. but many people called him playboy. and yes he is.. i didn't see his body, i didn't see his face, i just loved him too much. even until now. It was 22th February 2010. the day that i've been dreaming of had finally come. he called me and we were having some chit chat on the phone. and...surprisingly he asked me if i wanted to be... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Pain, Forgive
Votes: 2

Regret

isabel

17 Jul, 2010 08:15 PM

This is how my story started. My name is isabel im 13 year old. My best friend told me to cut school and go to her ex boyfriend house. Her friend had a brother that is older then me. His name is pedro and he was 18 year. So we went to his house and had fun. but the thing was that he was stareing at me but i kinda like him so we went to another house which it was their friends. My friend went to a room with her ex and i stay outside with the boy i like. he took me to the same room where my friend was at. Then my friends ex told the boy ( pedro ) if he kissed my friend then pedro would have to kiss me, i was really nervous cause i dont even know him and i kissed him. After... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Regret, Fake Love
Votes: 2