Showing sad stories for tag "Suicide"
Modern Fairytale
Alan
07 Jun, 2015 04:14 AMOne, please understand that I'm 13, and I must of screwed up many places, also if there are any error plz point them out to me. I would try and change it, if I haven't killed myself by then. Enjoy Love? What is love? Many people have defined it as a strong desire for humans of the opposite sex, but did anyone wonder what is the definition of desire? Well, most people would just answer ",an urge to have something or somebody," but still what is that urge that causes you to do so? To answer that question, that urge is simply just love. Now I'll cut the bullshit???? Molly, a skinny blond haired girl, never has understood what is the meaning of love until she met Matt. That night, a stormy summer night, had set a marking stone in Molly's life. Her mother, the only family she had left,... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Love Hurts, Lost, SuicideVotes: -15
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I'm sorry
Alessia
23 May, 2015 11:55 AMMelania- It's like im stuck in this deep dark hole of sadness... Questions surround me like, will i ever be happy again? How do i be happy? Statements like, i want to be happy again just flood my brain. 16 years of age, 3 year batteler of depression. For the past three years i have always debated on killing myself. Attemps were made, but my strength got the better of me. But now, its like nothing before. I am worse than i was, i am more sad than i was and really i am more scared than i was. Looking at blades are something so usual now. Cutting into my skin is something so daily. It's like it's a daily routine. I feel as though its time. Time to leave. Cutting is like it was so three years ago, crying too. It's time to end all pain. Im sick and... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Suicide, Pain, Funeral, CuttingVotes: 24
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This is My story
Courtney.
24 Aug, 2010 07:21 PMI was young, believing in possibilities that were always impossible from the start, that's what happens when you're young; you dream. I always was in love with dragons, everything had to be dragons. From clothes to pictures, to notebooks and books and bags. I was drawing pictures of dragons, writing stories about dragons, fascinated with the thought of seeing movies with them in it. But I was 10, what'd you expect? I started having these dreams in my head whenever I was awake. I had them everyday, it wasn't on purpose to pass time, it just happened. Those dreams became brutal when I was 12, my friends were in those dreams, and the people I hated died. I had no control over what happened in the dreams, and only one person knew what was going on at the time, but the help wasn't enough. At 13, the thoughts and dreams,... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Love, Suicide, SmileVotes: 8
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MEGAN'S STORY
sarah j clawson
18 May, 2017 05:53 AMMEGAN'S STORY Megan Meier His name was Josh Evans. He was 16 years old. And he was hot. "Mom! Mom! Mom! Look at him!" Tina Meier recalls her daughter saying. Josh had contacted Megan Meier through her MySpace page and wanted to be added as a friend. Yes, he's cute, Tina Meier told her daughter. "Do you know who he is?" "No, but look at him! He's hot! Please, please, can I add him?" Mom said yes. And for six weeks Megan and Josh - under Tina's watchful eye - became acquainted in the virtual world of MySpace. Josh said he was born in Florida and recently had moved to O'Fallon. He was homeschooled. He played the guitar and drums. He was from a broken home: "when i was 7 my dad left me and my mom and my older brother and my newborn brother 3 boys god i know... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Bullied, Hatred, Suicide, DivorceVotes: 6
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Suicide story
Keeley
12 Jul, 2018 06:16 AMImagine if you were standing there on the edge, imagine if you were lying there your arms soaked in your own blood or imagine if all the light in your life vanished and you were consumed by darkness. My life seemed normal to others, I was a 14-year-old boy who went to school and that was all they knew about me, but it’s not like they ever care as it’s the people in school that made me feel this way. I had one best friend and his name was Noah. Society tells you you’re not good enough that you are too ugly and that you don’t belong. However, society changes when you are dead, they suddenly care and act like they were a beneficial part of your life. But why should I care? I’ll be dead anyway. My family moved to another country when I turned 12 years old. I... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, DepressionVotes: 33
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I screwed up
Ethan
02 Nov, 2017 05:31 AMI have done a lot of thing's in my life that I am not proud of, but this, this is the worst. It's the start of my freshman year in college I figure out that there is an app to find people that live around you that are gay...I use this app, meet some people, talk to some people. Then I continuously message this one guy for a long time, hoping that he responds, one night after a concert he finally responds we talk for a bit, and plan on meeting so we meet on October 26th, 2016. It was the best night of my life, in a Walmart parking lot I met this man full of smiles, nervousness, and happiness he gets into my vehicle and we talk forever, and ever. The next day he asks me to do something with him so we go and hangout for the... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Suicide, SadnessVotes: 9
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I Died That Night
Silence
12 Apr, 2015 05:18 PMI don't really remember a time when I haven't experienced suicidal thoughts; they've been flooding my mind on and off for the past few years. It seems natural to say that I never really experienced an urge to live. I never understood how other people could say "I want to live forever" or "I don't want to die" and mean it. On the 4th of April 2015 at around 2:00pm I did something that I have been hesitant about for weeks. I don't even know the reason as to why I did it, I wasn't really feeling down or suicidal, instead I felt cruelly happy to hold the power to take my own life, as pathetic as it may sound. I held the morphine pills in my hand; thoughts racing through my head 'what will others think?' 'will they cry?' 'what does death feel like?'...I remained calm and open to... [Read More]
Tags: Resuscitated, Suicide, Death, Guilt, RegretVotes: 27
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how can i move on?
chris
26 May, 2010 11:12 PMnine months ago, i met a girl. she was perfect and beautiful and sexy. her smile, her body, her hair... everything was absolutely perfect... her skin was the perfect complexion with the perfect tint of tan, her auburn hair flowed like water, and her pale green eyes were always shielded behind long, long lashes. after one month of becoming pretty much best friends, i fell in love with her. we shared our first kiss when we were laying under the stars one night and everything progressed from there. we were dating without the label, because i never really asked her out. we were together for four months before i lost my virginity to her, and she lost hers to me. and, that's when i was sure that she loved me just like i loved her. we spent every day together, when winter came. we didn't see each other much from... [Read More]
Tags: Heart Broken, SuicideVotes: 9
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Middle school sucks
Anonymous
11 Dec, 2016 05:42 AMSo i guess I'll start this off by saying I've never really liked myself. My while life I've put myself down and called myself names. I felt worthless. I think i was born with depression, or maybe it just developed at an early age. I started selfharming at the age of five. I felt really angry and sad all the time and selfharming destracted me from those feeling and even helped me feel better. Im not saying to selfharm, its a awful thing and i hope i never get caught up in it again. Theres a couple reasons as to why i was depressed. For one, i felt like my dad was dissapointed because he wanted a son. He would always say things like "its ok for you to be soft because your a girl". Hes really sexist and i felt like he didnt expect anything out of me or... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Suicide, MiddleschoolVotes: 31
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My life
Jason
13 May, 2015 08:06 PMWhen I was young, I was adopted into a nice family, but it was ruined when we met a man named Jeremy Capello. He married my step-mother and abused me and her. He locked me in a bathroom and hit me for years until I turned 11. We never celebrated my birthday and he made my life a living hell everyday. When I turned 11 he left for cottonwood,AZ. Afterwards my step-mother started acting weird and she started acting like Jeremy. We moved twice.I started drinking when I was 12 and it ruined my life, but it helped me get over my pain. I stopped drinking when I was about 13 and a half. I started begging myself to die, I started taking pills. I kept taking pills until I met a girl who was also suicidal. We talked and learned we were compatible. We became closer, until she killed... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, SuicideVotes: 19
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