Sleepless Eternity

Cailin

04 Jun, 2016 02:55 AM

Sometimes I can't sleep. Sometimes I can't eat. Sometimes I can't calm down. Sometimes I can't stop thinking. These times are usually the times when I'm awake in my room, laying on my floor in front of my window submerged in the heat of my blankets. All of my body is under blankets and sweaty except for my head, poking out and looking at the stars if there are any. I like to think. I enjoy thinking about the wonders of life. How we ended up here, if there is an after life. Each night I think of something different. I am not going to say that these things I think about bring peace to my mind. I am not going to say that because thats a bold face lie. They actually bring me much frustration, anxiety, and sometimes panic attacks. So no, my thoughts are not peaceful. They drive... [Read More]

Tags: Thoughts, Sleepless, Nights, Imagination
Votes: 9
8497 2

Goodbye my almost lover

Chana Lei

12 Jan, 2018 04:46 AM

I wasn't exactly looking for love that time. I was a girl who just want to have friend. I sign up on that online dating app without any intention of attaching myself to anyone. I was happy I got a lot of messages, people who wants to meet me, who wants to know me more. They always asked me about my weird hobby. Sleeping.People who shower me compliments. And some people who spoke nasty words. Well that's life. There's always good and bad. But of all those messages your message was the one that pissed me off! To the point of almost blocking you. For some reason. I didn't. I replied. So I'm ugly huh? And yeah, I was thinking, maybe its his way to got my attention. And sure it was. And that's the start of our day and night conversation. I was so happy talking to him over... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken
Votes: 11
8487 2

why me?

destiny peavy

11 Jan, 2017 03:39 PM

There was a 16-year-old girl name Annie, in the 10th grade she was so happy she had her friends, family and her loving boyfriend. She was always trying to make people happy. Always made good grades. But for some reason, kids were always picking on her.she tried to tell my teacher but she did nothing (thanks, public school system). She felt so low, didn't have any friends, and was a complete outcast. She tried everything to fit in, I hated school. Others would call me names, take my lunch, and beat me up. It wasn't a bad kid, in fact, she was pretty laid back, and never cause harm to anyone. One day she and her boyfriend went on a date to the movies. 30 minutes into the movie Jack said “I'll be right back I'm gonna get some candy and something to drink” Annie said “okay babe”. 20 minutes... [Read More]

Tags: Break Up, Bullying
Votes: 20
8447 4

Because of him

destiny peavy

23 Aug, 2017 12:03 AM

I know no one will probably read what I have to say because it’s a lot.. But, I just had to get this out of me I can't take it in anymore. Alright here it goes. It happened on February 11, 2014. We were shy we didn't talk much I know but we would look up and smile at each other no matter how wrong our day went. We were in love. I could tell by the way we looked at each other. To this day I still feel bad that I did it that I didn't tell or show or be honest with you why I did it I guess I was just too afraid to see how you would react. You told me you were afraid of losing me and I was afraid of losing you. Later on in our relationship we had started to drift away I... [Read More]

Tags: Unloved, Crying
Votes: 4
8426 5

tell us

monica

18 Jun, 2010 08:29 AM

she stares into those big brown eyes that used to contain all the love in the world for her. she tries to press herself against his chest to hold him one last time but then he put his hands around her arms a pushed her away. she felt her heart shatter and all she wanted to do was burst out and cry, but she kept it together."why, why dont you love me is it some one else? well is it? what did i do wrong?answer me?" all he could do was look down at the floor wishing that the earth would swallow him in one peace. he didnt answer her, every time she asked him a question he tried to hide his face. he was no longer in love with her and yes there was someone else. he felt that he owed her at least an explanation but he didnt... [Read More]

Tags: Explanation
Votes: 2
8315 1

My First Love

Vivian

12 Oct, 2016 05:18 AM

I was in 8th grade when I met him. He came to my church for a program( he doesn't go to church) with his friends... We talked to each other after the service had ended :) I did not feel any kind of intimacy towards him.. Then after that day, we usually hang out together with our friends and then we became very good friends. He told me about a friend of mine whom he has been admiring ^^ then I used to tease him after that. In the course of me teasing him, the most unexpected thing happened and Yes, I was in love with him because I started to get jealous over that grl???? And... Then I stopped teasing him, I didn't hang out with them after that. After some weeks, he came to my church again, this time on his own. Then I smiled at him and... [Read More]

Tags: True Love, Devotion
Votes: 13
8273 3

Broken

Nourhan Yusf

04 Aug, 2010 04:04 PM

A year ago there was that guy he started talking to me like a lot but i wasn't that interested actually i used to like hate him so much .. and he said that he wanted me and loved me but through the time i believed him and we talked a lot on the phone and we used to like meet a lot and shit .. but then things started to change, he started to change and stopped calling me like he used to ! then we like had a fight and everything was over then i called him and i fixed things up and everything was okay again until i did the most stupid thing a silly girl can ever do. we were like together but not bf gf but we were hooking up so i went and i dated another guy and the one i actually loved kept... [Read More]

Tags: Breakup
Votes: 3
8160 0

Indian Maiden

loving man

07 May, 2018 04:19 PM

There was once a very beautiful Indian maiden, who died suddenly on the day she was to have been married to a handsome young warrior. He was also brave, but his heart was not proof against this loss. From the hour she was buried, there was no more joy or peace for him. He went often to visit the spot where the women had buried her, and sat musing there, when, it was thought by some of his friends, he would have done better to try to amuse himself in the chase, or by diverting his thoughts in the warpath. But war and hunting had both lost their charms for him. His heart was already dead within him. He pushed aside both his war-club and his bow and arrows. He had heard the old people say, that there was a path that led to the land of souls, and he... [Read More]

Tags: Death
Votes: 2
8141 2

I'm Sorry

Megan

23 Oct, 2010 12:54 PM

At first I thought we were best friends. Running free in the fields, letting go of our worries. We trained for hours but you never pushed me. But then came competition day. We were last to go. When it was our turn I was ready. Ready for the jumps. Ready to win. Ready to make you proud. As the jumps when by I felt you smile during every jump. But then came the final jump. It was high but I knew I could take it. When it was time for me to jump I lost my footing and triped while we were in the air. I collapsed, making poles hit the ground. You weren't hurt luckily. But My leg was bruised. My fall cost us the competition. We lost. Due to me. You were filled with anger as you dialed on your phone. In minutes, a trailor came in the... [Read More]

Tags: Lost
Votes: 2
8093 0

it gets better

toni

23 Apr, 2015 08:13 PM

There has never been a day when everything is okay. All my problems started when I was 8 years old. I was sexually abused and I didn't tell my parents until I was 10 years old and we took him to court they didn't arrest him. I developed depression when I was 10 and started to devolop anixety from living with my father who told me that the world is dangerous and was very observant of strangers. I guess that is from what had happened to me but I thought he was just being annoying at the time. At school I was very shy and anti-social and got bullied a lot due to my stutter that my dad often made fun of me because which made it worse. But I still had friends and I seen my mother every weekend who was very different to my father. My mother is... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Abuse
Votes: 3
8088 3