Can't Get Up.

Clary Barns

07 Nov, 2016 11:11 PM

Alexis never thought she would be were she is now. Hurt, Broken, Scared...she never thought she could love someone so much as she does now..only for it to mean nothing to that person. Alexis is 14, she has been depressed for 3 years now. She is a small thing, fragile, to the point of breaking, she couldn't be fixed. She has long blonde hair, and golden eyes. She has cut for the longest time, her body is covered in wounds, scars. She never wears shorts, skirts or short sleeves, she loves watching the stars, but she is terrified of the dark. she hides in her room, where she wont be put down. She has two little brothers, Ian, and Kody. She never see's them, not anymore. most of the time she sits in her room and she wonders why she waists her life away, by doing nothing but pitty herself.... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Depressed, Hurt, Falling
Votes: 3

Till death do me apart...

Scenekid

05 Nov, 2016 01:30 AM

Sooo...I haven't visited this site for a long time.I used to read all the stories when i was depressed.Found people that shared my pain and feelings.Let me introduce myself firs.My name is not important,im only a poet that will stay with his pen ,until im seeing her.This is a story about how one person changed my life,and saved me from myself. One year ago...i was so bad at the time.I was soo lonely,i used to stay at home,doing nothing,spending my days writing stuff,about nothing of worth.I was just wasting air.But then something happened ,something i cant describe.It was a girl i met.She had a boyfriend,so i lost my hopes,of doing anything at all with her.She was in long term relationship,and i was a nice guy and didnt want to ruin someone's life.The night i met her,we spend the whole evening togheter,talking,smiling at each other,cuddling...watching sunrise...yeah...maybe best night of my life.I... [Read More]

Tags: Broken, Love, Life, Story
Votes: 19

I Tried

Cassy

03 Nov, 2016 01:48 PM

I sit, trying to work on homework as my boyfriend puts his hands all over me. I don't like it. No. I hate it. But I can't say no. I wish I could, I try, but because.....of what happened,I can't say no. I can't say the word. I try, but I can't break up with him. I am shackled to him through chains of repression and stupidity. The class ends, and I haven't gotten anything done. I tried, but I can't concentrate, when I'm being violated....I can't really concentrate at all. I try, but I can't. I think I might have ADD. According to my research, I have many symptoms of ADD. My friends call me spacey sometimes. They get annoyed when I can't listen to them when they talk to me. I think I should tell my parents about my concerns. Well, I tried, but they dismissed it. My... [Read More]

Tags: Failure, Suicide
Votes: 9

I can only hope

Tru Caylao

29 Oct, 2016 02:26 PM

Hi my name is Tru and I have this friend, his name is Jamison. We just met this year but I new we had an instant connection. We hang out a lot in school and we talk over the internet at home. Everyday in band I would wait on him because I play a flute and he is a percussionist so it takes him longer to put all his stuff away. Right as I we were about to leave one of my friends asked us if we were dating. Jamison just froze and my instant reaction was "no we aren't dating we're just friends." Jamison seemed kind of sad but I just didn't like him like that. As we walked out of the band room. He said "I do kind of like you though." It wasn't a surprise to me because I could already tell. My reaction was "You make... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Sadness, Fight, Worry, Suicidal
Votes: 8

How Should I Feel About My Life?

Mitchell Harrison

26 Oct, 2016 09:20 AM

Help me. I can’t deal with the stress anymore. Every day is the same thing. I get physically abused, mentally destroyed, emotionally ruined. What have I done wrong? Why won’t anybody help me? I’m sorry. Do I deserve this torture? Even if it is from a family member I love and care for? I would do anything to help them through a tough time and in return I get hurt. I always end up hurt. No matter how much support I give others, no matter how much I care about them, they always hurt me. They always leave. Everything I’ve done is flushed down the drain. Most of the people that leave me, I would lay down my life for. I’m trapped in an endless cycle of betrayal, deceit and suicide. The ones I love, my Uncle, my Sister, my Mother, they have all tried committing suicide. My Uncle was... [Read More]

Tags: Life Story
Votes: 12

Alone

Sheri

28 Oct, 2016 05:17 AM

This is well... a story of myself i usually do myself as a dragon cause thats how i escape... i mix my fantasy into my real life... but this time... im not going to... Most of this started back when i was admitted at the hospital, recently diagnosed with extreme depression and severe social anxiety. May 20, 2016 i was brought into emergency for self harm. After a few hours of waiting the doctor took us to the psych ward... or "psych emerg" security guards nearby as well, they were friendly yes very friendly. Another few hours pass and its clear im going to be staying here so im all excited thinking that its all going to be a joy ride. I have my phone so what could go wrong, the only one who kept me sane in that small room was my boyfriend we dont live in the same... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Suicide, Suffering, Sadness, Crying, Self Harm, Breakup, True Story, True Love
Votes: 10

Homura´s Story

AnyeSlevaker

28 Oct, 2016 12:31 AM

I´m not perfect. Nor will I ever be. I can get as close as I possibly can, though. I tried and I tried over and over and over again to make myself as perfect as I possibly could. It would never work. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Her name was Homura. She wasn´t the best looking, nor was she the most popular or smartest. All she had was her smile, which hid deep sadness that could drown an ocean if it was let out. She slowly walked around the city, not quite sure of where she was going or what she was doing. After stopping, she looked around a bit. She sniffed and thought to herself, ´mmm....smells like butterscotch pie...´ She smiled a bit as she walked toward the amazing smell. She ended up at a small and cute yet suspicious-looking stand that had a couple small pieces of pie sitting out. She looked... [Read More]

Tags: Depression, Sadness, Happiness, Heartache
Votes: 8

Expectation Hurts

Asif

26 Oct, 2016 04:29 AM

This is my saddest part to share. Love those days in my life which I used to be with her. And I’m trying to forget those days which still making me dying every moment, from which I can’t get myself back, it’s just like a one way ticket to a heart break town. Ruhi, it was her, we came into relation in our high school. Before we’re together I was one tough to look at girls, as a thought that “Man! These girls are useless”, this is how I use to be. But this thought wasn’t long last for so much days. Soon, I got myself in her eyes and arm. She had a crush on me, but she doesn’t have a way to speak with this tough guy. Somehow, by a chance she ping me as thinking it’s a friend of her. But I got it, that she unaware... [Read More]

Tags: Hurt, Pain
Votes: 3

Her....

bremybok77

24 Oct, 2016 11:28 PM

It's embarrassing. To have such strong feelings towards someone I barely even know. It's pathetic.... But, it makes me smile. He makes me smile. He doesn't know it but every time I see him or he sees me, I get butterflies. I feel as if I'm on top of the world and can't be taken back down. He makes me so happy... I love him. His smile is just so amazing... I can't help but to stop and take a second to let it sink in. His voice is like a harmony, not too high, but not too low. It's just right. And his laugh, oh, his laugh, it melts my heart. Once he's done, I just wanna hear it again. Just one more time. I love him.... I talked to him for the second time today. The bell had just rung to go to 7th period and I was... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Love, Unloved, Heartbroken
Votes: 14

It's Here It's Gone...

Arianna

23 Oct, 2016 10:33 PM

[December 10th, three weeks til the winter formal.] His name was Derek. The bad boy in school. He was always getting into trouble at it kinda made me mad. I mean i was the one who kept the school neat and tidy he was messing everything up. I hated him. [December 15th, one week til the winter formal.] I really wanted this guy to ask me to the winter formal. Hes been my friend for awhile. His names Derek. He makes me so happy. I really like him but, I couldn't tell him i did. It would ruin our friendship. So, i was gong to wait it out. I was walking to my locker when Dylan came up next to me. He was so close i felt like he was going to kiss me. "You must be the girl who takes down my graffiti." "Yes and." "Just wanted to see... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Loss, Sadness
Votes: 15