lost innocence22 May, 2011 10:28 PM
June 29, 2009, 4 days after my 15th birthday, I was just getting off of work. I had to take my dog for a walk. Mom and dad weren't home. I walked on the lonely dirt road. A man in a red sweatshirt was in the distance coming towards me. I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone. But I didn't know who he was. The closer he got the more I realized I couldn't see his face. Only his piercing black eyes. He watched me with every step I took. When he finally reached me he stole my dog from me and hit her over the head. The next thing I know I am on the ground and he is on top of me ripping my pants of. His dirty scarred hand covering my mouth. I could feel the tears running down my face. I remember thinking that this was not the way I wanted to lose my virginity. But then I blacked out due to so much pain shooting between my legs. Suddenly I cam to and he said to me in a deep voice that I will never forget, "If u tell anyone about this, I WILL find u. And I WILL kill u" he ran off and I ran home. I was in so much pain it was unbearable. Nobody was home still so I got in the shower and cleaned my clothes. When I told my mom it was too late. 2 months had already gone by. Will I ever be able to trust a mans loving touch? Or will I be scarred forever?