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I Hope You Are Happy

F-F

04 Jun, 2013 01:49 AM

I’m a 16th yo girl and fell in love with a 25th yo guy. He is from India and I’m from Indonesia. Here is my story.

We met on the biggest social network facebook. I got an advice from my friend to add him, so I did. That day was only 2 more days before my 15th birthday. He started conversation by sending me message on the chatbox.
“Hi”
“hello”
“how are you”
“um,,I'm fine,you?”
That was the first conversation between me and him. I thought it wouldn’t be longer. But I was wrong, he kept on sending me some casual messages at morning and night. We started to talk about hobby and our favorite things. To be honest, he was really polite to me (as many guys are always talks rude in social networks) and I liked him. But only “like” no more feelings.

Day by day passes, we become more closer. One night, we started talking about love and he said that he love me and he will always love me. I realized that I am also in love with him so I said that I loved him too. We have started out relationship from that day. You will never imagine how perfect he was. He not only loved me, he really cared about me, about my studies, my health (as he is a doctor). I was really happy with him. I never thought that I will love someone that I never seen. I really understood the meaning of love with him.

One night, I started to talk about marriage with him. He is a Hindu and I know that he will do an arranged marriage. I knew that he will never be mine in real but I just couldn't leave him. He said that he will do anything for me because he loves me a lot.
I was sad to be talking about that with him. The only thing I was afraid of is living without him. I really didn't know how to live without the only one that I love.

*March, 25th 2013*
Me : baby where are you? I miss you so much ..
Him : baby we need to talk.
Me : um, about what?
Him : since yesterday I had a fight with my parents. They wants me to get married very soon. But I refused. My mom fell sick and then she wants me to marry a girl that they have picked for me. I can’t believe they did this. My mom said that she will die if I don’t do this. I decided to fulfill my mom’s wish so I will marry that girl.
Me : when?
Him : she said on 12th April.
Me: (silence)
You know how it felt? It was like getting an accident, I felt broken, pain and hurt. If he marries that girl it means he will leave me forever. He even showed me the picture of the girl at that time. 12th April is only 1 day before my birthday. I don’t know what must I do. I just don’t know how to live without him. But truth is, I want him to be happy, I simply will be happy when he is happy. I know that he is getting older and he have to marry very soon. We had a webcam chat at that time, and I saw him crying, but I won’t cry because I wanted him to know that I am happy for him.

I might smiled, but inside I was dying. At that night I told him to accept the marriage because this is the best way for us (actually not for me). I wasn’t doing drama, but this is my real life. He was in a relationship with me for about 2 years. We started on my birthday date, and we ended on my birthday too.

About a week before his marriage, he has been really busy. He said that he had to prepare for his marriage, I tried to be calm and understand. One day before the marriage he didn’t send me any message as usual. I have been waiting whole day, waiting for his ‘good morning’ message, or maybe only a ‘hi’. I was looking at the monitor of my laptop, refreshed the page and hoped that he sent me a message.

At night, I was still on my seat, waiting for him (as I thought that day was my last day with him). I looked at his profile and his friends started sent him greetings for his marriage. I cried again and again. My heart now was in pieces.

*April 12th
I slept in front of my laptop. I again checked the message box. I didn’t get his message. I thought about sending him a message, maybe the last message of mine. Hi A.. Congratulation for your wedding, hope you found the best and last person to be your life partner forever. You know I am so happy today, because the person that I love has found his happiness’s way now. Hope today will be the greatest moment of your life. Hope you can build your own sweet family with your wife which will be longlasting and romantic. God bless you and your new family.

Best Regards,
F

I still love him and I don’t know how to forget him. Loving someone does not always mean to be the owner of the person, sometimes love needs sacrifices. I really pray for his happiness. Now is the time to let him go. Even my heart don’t want him to go.
*Baby, I really love you a lot. You just made my life wonderful. Thank you for everything. I will always love you.

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liliana says:
26 Oct, 2013 02:12 PM

So sad

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bhe says:
30 Oct, 2013 04:05 PM

you have a big heart! I know God prepared someone worth of your love. He only prepared you into the best man you'll ever have. and you're right loving someone also means letting him go sometimes!. just keep it in your heart and think those memories to make you smile upon you think of him.

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shafi says:
03 Nov, 2013 03:59 PM

did he ever reply to ur msg or buz u anytime askin abt urself

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Chandershekhar says:
11 Jan, 2014 12:29 PM

I am working in my office and my girlfriend is very angry with me i read this story and i am crying and saying to her that i would die but never marry any other girl i don't want to see her tears for my happyness

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Jayita says:
20 Jan, 2014 03:04 PM

Very sad.

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ankit says:
23 Feb, 2014 09:38 PM

your story is very very very much good.....i loved your story and your feelings a lot.....
you are a really very sweet girl with a kind heart......you are really very sweet, dear

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Altayeb says:
03 Mar, 2014 12:11 PM

your story is so sad to all mankind
i like it and i hope you will get better soon
God bless you

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josee abin says:
25 Apr, 2014 10:25 AM

can you give your email-id? please....!!

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josee abin says:
25 Apr, 2014 10:28 AM

I deeply and heartly agree with your sad story....!!I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more..........be happy n smile :)

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selva says:
14 Jun, 2014 06:14 PM

Sister you are really great

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tanushree says:
21 Jun, 2014 04:16 AM

aswan story yrr same as mine bt sm different

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neeraj says:
22 Jul, 2014 09:46 AM

ohh this is the same story that happpened with me .. but this time the girl cheated me for her physical desires .... I still love her ....

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Harsh says:
21 Sep, 2014 05:15 AM

Really nice love story....

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DAZ says:
31 Oct, 2014 10:15 AM

i have no idea about this story, it just so sad. i hope the best for this girl. you'll find your true love.

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Day says:
12 Jan, 2016 09:39 AM

Very sad true love story

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Heregul says:
13 Jan, 2016 04:34 AM

Very sad touching story of your life, I believed God will bless you with some one who will be kind and accept who you are.

God bless.

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qaqa says:
18 Jan, 2016 11:31 AM

how sad story..

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Dim says:
13 Feb, 2016 10:38 AM

dear you choose to say a best word ...its means alot for him too...love is love wether far or near...when we fall in love its hard to bear or sadness ..your story means to all of us

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FFR says:
23 Sep, 2016 03:31 PM

thank you so much guys for the support. i thought by writing it can at least erase my pain at that time but then it touched many people. i'm so glad. and for those who wants to know about him he's now living with his wife and 1 boy. and currently im continuing my study as well :) again, thank you for supporting me i believe each one of us deserved our own way of happiness:) -FF

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Disha says:
01 Jan, 2017 04:39 AM

This story just touched my heart but yet m afraid dat one day the same is going to happen to me as i am a hindu indian girl nd my bf whom i met online is muslim....

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Samrat Mishra says:
20 Apr, 2018 06:48 AM

hiii i read ur story its really touch my heart
my gf is indonesia and i m hindu i not marry any girl i m waiting fir her
she just say she live ne but cant be toghter now becoz she muslim and her family not acept me i say i change my religion for u but she cant ....so i also decide that i leave without marry bachealor and single ......and i m leaving sinle rightnow .....waiting for her

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shravani says:
09 May, 2018 07:08 PM

Dear it's really heart touching story .I too love one boy who lives in Mumbai and I live in pune . I can't go and meet him because still I'm not settled by my own so he of my age and his Buddha and I am Hindu our family will not agree to marry him his name is shree my true love my life . I want to be with him for my hole life .I also don't have his number because it has been changed so .I have not got his any reply

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