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Shawn Easton

23 Aug, 2012 03:31 AM

It all started during freshmen year in high school. There was this girl I've had my eyes on for a while, but since I'm not really popular nor an attractive person I always doubted that I would ever be with her. Soon comes the time where I have a few classes with her. In the beginning I still doubted that we'd ever even be friends but when we did start to talk a little I got a vibe from her that it seemed like she liked me. When I found out that she enjoyed talking to me I was always excited to go to the classes I had with her just to even talk to her.

After a bit of time had passes we started texting a lot and I mean a lot, we had many conversations about our lives and everything. At this time we were just good friends that cared for each other but I still had feelings for her. She started calling me cute and I felt great being complimented because I'm really not used to it. We started to get more into our friendship and started saying love you all the time, at this point I knew she had to like me so we started flirting and talking about hanging out. I felt great for once as if it seemed like I found somebody that actually cares for me. I started to feel attached and she did too but neither of us wanted to stop and I felt as if this was something that was going to last and before I knew it we would be dating.

A month or two passes by and everything is still the same nothing has changed but I was thinking its been a little too long and I was getting a little tired of it, but no matter what every time she text-ed me I stopped whatever I was doing just to text her back, I knew I officially had deep feelings for her to the point where I would feel heartbroken if I even thought about her with somebody else. We talked a little and I started to understand that she likes a lot of other guys too and one is my friend which is even worse, next thing I see on her phone is her texting all these guys about her problems. I felt a little crushed because I thought that was all something that went between us but she liked to talk to these other people about it but she talked to them the exact way she talked to me as if she liked them. Well enough with the boring details, I finally decided to ask her out and what she said to me was "I didn't think that you would ever like me like that.",

I was excited because I thought she would say yes instead she said no because we are too good of friends and she doesn't want to lose me. I just went with it because I didn't want myself to seem desperate but no matter what, she is on my mind 24/7 to the point where I sometimes wish I never met her. She gets dramatic with me a lot now And it feels like her feeling weren't the same as before. I have usually been a depressed person but this has just been making me more depressed. I started doing hard drugs again because I felt the same as I did before I met her. Alone...

But I still tried but now she has no feelings for me anymore since she's popular she started looking into the more popular and good looking guys. I've been feeling heartbroken. Ever since and kinda just gave up on girls and relationships. I'm still hoping She will come back to me and we can be together but whatever. This story might even not been too interesting and I apologize for that of I wasted your time I just needed to get things off my chest this is a very long and confusing situation that I don't have time to type about.

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Joseph says:
29 Dec, 2012 11:20 PM

It wasnt a waste of time, its really hard to deal with, understandable but the only choice you have is to move on, by moving on time allows you to heal the pain that you have suffered

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Chels Gomez says:
30 Dec, 2012 02:35 AM

i feel the same with this guy but i wouldnt recommend doing drugs its gonna affect u badly when u grow up trust me <3

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mkm says:
30 Dec, 2012 04:37 AM

It's not a waste of time. This might actually be my own story.

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sasha says:
30 Dec, 2012 10:15 PM

It wasn't a waste of time. shes awful. i bet your going to find a girl that make she looks like dirt.

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Ashh says:
01 Jan, 2013 07:30 PM

Your story is as really interesting as it gets. And since u bluntly expressed your real feeling before and during this unrequited love ,a lotta pple including myself can relate to your some well-wishers said above , don't ever resort to drugs, as they are made to only destroy your self. No matter how hard, try to move on. And don't ever look back on that girl.

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arundhati says:
03 Jan, 2013 08:30 AM

plz dnt b spoil ur lyf for dat prson.. who cnt c ur luv for her othr sid she only thngss abt beauty nd popularity .... i thnk real she iz real loserrr.... who dnt c her luv....

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arudhati says:
03 Jan, 2013 08:36 AM

dear.. dnt fal in love alwayz raise in love... so plz no more west of time nd go ahead... no matr how much u cry for her instd dat it rly matrs how u recovr nd go forward.... nw dis time you also show her dat only beauty nd popularity doesnt matr... real love iz forevr...

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03 Jan, 2013 09:55 AM

Its okay friend its happens in life , its not big deal of which should get concern look forward life is expecting more better .

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