THE SEARCH IS OVER!... that was what I thought when we set the date of our wedding,I'm not getting married because both of us planned to, I'm getting married because I am carrying our baby. I'm am 19 years old and he's 22. Our relationship started when I was on my college days all of our schoolmates envied me of having him as my boyfriend,he's the kind of man every girls would be dreaming of,he had the qualities of a perfect boyfriend.He had even supported his studies by himself as a working student in our school. During those times I was not that totally attracted to him, I might have admired him but not as much as making him the apple of my eye. Days went on I noticed myself falling for him, I started to get jealous whenever there's someone who'll seat with him in his own chair, It... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Hurt, Pain, Need Comfort, HelpI'm sorry if its confusing but I wanted to tell it all. Ok so their was this girl (me) and I liked this guy named Jason and my friends thought he wasn't good looking and wasn't good enough for me but hey I didn't really care about looks, I go for personality but I really didn't know anything about him, I didn't even know his name, nor how old he was but he looked around 18 or 19 but I didn't care cause age is just a number but anyway I liked him for 4 years and a couple months, I always seen him around but I never had the courage to go up and talk to him ... So one day me and my friends were in a little group and we seen him and he was also hanging with his friends in a group and I told my... [Read More]
Tags: Happy, Sad, Painful, HurtI had loved this boy unconditionally.I did everything to make him happy, even though I was not happy. I gave everything he wants without thinking what I want. I even permitted him to cheat on me just so he knows how much I love him, but everything I did was not enough, he still left me. I was the nicest girlfriend he could ever have, but what went wrong? You see, when we broke up, I came to realize, everything that I said above was what's wrong in our relationship. I loved him unconditionally without loving myself first unconditionally. I was so insecure with myself that I thought I don't deserve any man that loves me. And so I make this pedestal so as to remind me, every man, in fact everyone is above me. If you see me, you would think I was so confident, but inside, I was... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hurt, LessonsDear friend, Remember that time when we first met? I was nothing in your eyes and you were nothing in mine. We were strangers back then; shy to take the first move, yet somehow we managed to break that wall. I started chatting to you, made a joke and you burst out laughing. We became friends. We built on our relationship by joking around and testing our trust. We moved unto secondary high school and our bond became stronger with every day. You see, I was the one you kept to when the times were hard. I would joke around and you would laugh away. I was the only best friend you had back then and I would be there for you at every demand, every day of my life. When I was off ill, you would cry because no other friend could make your day. It was all quite... [Read More]
Tags: Left, Abandoned, Hurt, Pain, AloneOnce, there was a little girl and a little boy. They met in kindergarten. They grew up together. He would push her on the swings. They would sit at lunch together. They would play basket ball together they were what everyone called "perfect" they thought they had it all. Then the boy realized when he saw she had bruises, she was in so much pain. He would always ask where they came from and she could only say "If I tell you my daddy said something very bad will happen to me" so the little boy told her "I will protect you" so she told him "My daddy hits me because I'm not good enough" and the little boy cried while the little girl told him not to shaking his arm. The teacher came over and so he wouldn't get in trouble she told the teacher. The little girl got... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hurt, Memories, SadAs with every love story, it started off with a great beginning in some troubled times. For me these troubled times were my mother getting re-married to a man she met less than 30 days prior to their engagement. As I have never had a father figure in my life for 14 years of my 17 years of time on this earth, this upset my life dramatically. This led to arguments all the time, feeling alienated and un-comfortable at your own home. Already feeling different from my family all together this pushed me away further. It lead me to not wanting anything to do with them, no other attachment than that we shared the same blood in our veins. An outsider within my own family I was, unforgiving and heartless I had become over these times. For I could not see this was not my decision although it affected my... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hurt, Pain, ManipulationSorry for my bad punctuation and any mistakes. Im not really a good writer but here is my story I want to tell my story so here it is So in primary school I had really good friends by after that we all when our separate ways I tried to keep in touch with them but the drifted away except one my best friend I have know her for 7 years and we are inseparable. but that's not my story in year 5 I moved house about 20 minuets away but I don't want to move so I stayed then after primary school I went to a close high school and I know nobody not even one person from my primary because of the distance so I had nobody so I hung out with my brother for the first few weeks because he was in his fifth year and I... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Broken Friendship, Depresstion, Friendship, HurtThere was a boy named Aarav. He was like a cool guy and fell in love with a girl namedd Ruhani...They became friends after a friendship of three months they both felt addicted to each other in themselves.Aarav didn’t had the gutts to tell her about what he felt for her.Both were confused in their minds about what was that feeling they felt. After some time Ruhani talked to Aarav and told him “Aarav! I think that i am being addicted to you, you know like i always want you to talk to me when i want to and whole day long we both have been chatting with each other and i think we both know each other pretty well,but i think its just not this addiction i feel that i have started liking you alot” she finally told him.He was so confused about what to react and say so... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, Missing You, True Story, MissingYou didn't care. You always told me that with such arrogance, that of course, l was led to believe lies. I walked, planning to express my love for you, not knowing if you would just laugh in my face as I wept at your feet. You wouldn't care. I was almost reaching your house when my heart knotted painfully and plummeted to the ground. You Stood There with your arms around her, your lips impaled to hers in heart-wrenching kiss. I broke into a run, thinking of how stupid I had been, and now of my despondent mood. I noticed the rough road my feet were pounding on so hard that the small rocks felt as if they were slicing open my toes. I turned to see you holding that girl away from you, your eyes wide with desperation, you came after me. Did you care?Maybe you did. Just as... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Hurt, PainThere was this guy named tyler, he is my step brother's friend, he has been a family friend for a long time. He and i never really got along i always thought he was annoying and just a pain, he was just always their and i never could stand him. One day he writes me on facebook, we have a causal conversation nothing too bad or good. He started flirting with me, my mind was in a million places at once trying to get the fact that he was actually flirting, i never seen him in any other way then just someone i knew that i thought was annoying, he started telling me he would shower me with compliments and that he would treat me right all the things he knew i wanted to hear. we kept our conversations private so no one would know we were talking, but it... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Used, Hurt