Explanations

Joanna

04 May, 2015 06:16 AM

I grew up in my loving care of my grandma, uncle, and dad. But, both my grandma and uncle disappeared one day. I woke up searched the house and all that is left is me. I never received an explanation from dad it just happened. Then, summer came and the people who disappeared reappeared took me to their place to spend my summer days and so, the summer days end and I unwillingly come back to my new life. I don't really remember when but woman lots and lots of woman suddenly appeared at my home. And I really never understood. But theres this one woman who get to stay beside my dad during night time and I really still didn't understood until one of the woman whom I like more than the woman that stays with my dad explains what role she plays. I've hearted of an existence I've... [Read More]

Tags: Family, Childhood, Broken Family, Stepmother, Hurt, Expectations, Sadness, Loneliness, Broken, Emotional
Votes: -1
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woow

amy louise

19 Oct, 2013 09:57 PM

I'm one of those girls who barely fall for a guy easily I've only ever loved two lads in my life so far. I've been used, played&lead on a million times it hurts so bad..anyway, it was back in summer 2012 I was sleeping over at my best friends house and we went out to meet some friends and there was someone I'd never seen before, he had sparkly blue eyes! we were having a big water fight and he got water in my hair so I pushed him in a bush and he went home, after that I didn't think anything of it, a few weeks later I checked my messages and got one it was from him he was being really nice and said sorry for what had happened the other week, we started talking more and more but I thought of him as a little brother as... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbreak
Votes: -1
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I Failed

ddangkochimp

27 May, 2013 02:28 AM

Hi there, call me simply ddangko,, well, just straight to the point that I've failed at my first job after 3 months probation. yes, I didn't pass that probation, and I'm always rejected whenever I apply job. All the interviewer I faced always look at me like,,"ah, you failed the probation" I used to work at junior programmer at some digital agency. Sooner I've found that the workload was really out of my capacity,, I don't have a strong logic and problem solving ability that a programmer should (have been) have (had). Maybe when it comes to learn, I had lack of catching and convincing a brand new thing that came up to me simultaneously. In any scope of subject. So here now it hurts me a lot that I realized I only made my private tutor feed up,tired, irritated, bored,annoyed…this happened to all the tutor that has ever taught... [Read More]

Tags: Failed, Depression, Confession, Sad
Votes: -1
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The broken bond.

Andrew

21 May, 2013 01:19 AM

Singing and acting has clichés, some accept and hail you for talent, others see you as the spawn of Beelzebub himself. My (former) Father was the later. He believed that I was in a homosexual relationship with my best friend, thought I sold my soul to the devil, called me "fat ass," or "faggot" and even saying things as horid as " If you don't lose your virginity by the time you're 15, I'm buying you a call girl." Because of the verbal abuse I was receiving, I saw a therapist, upon discovering this, my father disowned me. It hurts when you are so disgusting, even your own father considers you unfit to be his son. His last words he ever said to me were, "Son, its a fucking disgrace my name is attached to you." The look of hatred in his eyes was just like the one of the... [Read More]

Tags: Depression, Disowned, Hopeless, Disgrace, Hate, Bullied, Alone, Sad
Votes: -1
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Love of my life. A sad one. NM <3

Marouf

31 Oct, 2012 01:26 PM

Alright guys so I'm going to tell you about what happened with my life. I'm going to make sure that you guys don't get bored or something. Sit back, relax and read this story, it's not special though, but moments are special for me. <3. So alright, I'll start it. First of all my love was different, it will remain different. Haha yeah I never wasn't a playboy or something. Was never interested in all this. Okay so my name is Marouf. I just turned 17 on 28th October. Life treated me badly, was just average life. Still I love my friends who are close to me. I just love them, they're the best friends I could ever get. They are Hamza, Sohail and Obaid. These 3 guys are the best friend of my life. Alright I'm from Dhaka Bangladesh. And I don't know much about my country cause I... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Betrayal, Unloved, Hurt
Votes: -1
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The People Who Know

Jessica

30 Dec, 2011 06:55 PM

I grew up with friends that you would always remember. The good ones who would always be there for you. But I can never forget how they were always broken somehow. One of my friends was Jordan. Her father worked extremely late hours, her mom drank every night and smoked every day. Her older sister had every tattoo and piercing possible, her brother made her feel like an idiot and she had to care for her younger sister who was a toddler. Then of course her dad got repositioned and moved to another state. I think I was her only friend to, that person who would always listen no matter how crazy. Then there was Courtny and Samantha. They lived in a 3 bedroom house with 4 older brothers and dad. I'm not sure about their mother though sometimes it sounded like a divorce other times an accident. Their dad... [Read More]

Tags: Lost, Love, Friends, Pain
Votes: -1
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Shattered inlove

ChantEbiet

26 Aug, 2011 08:30 PM

Me and my guy friends has been friends for 18 years. Only 2years ago he told me he has feelings for me since 6years back. He has a girlfriend and a baby girl of a year and 8 months. i stayed with him and his parents for 3 months and the girl and baby came over weekends. We couldn't keep what we feel for each other a secret. And because i know how he feels for the other girl and how shes treating him and know when we are together he is happy. We have been seeing each other for the past 4months. The thing that breaks me is he said that he wants to be with me and never want to loose me and i know it's true. But he cant leave his girl because of the child. I think its unfair towards the baby. He's almost never there,... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Adultery, Love, Broken
Votes: -1
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endless love

B.

20 Apr, 2011 01:18 PM

It all started sophomore year, when i moved to another high school, at that time he was one of my classmates boyfriend, as he said for the first time "hi" i knew that i will always feel something for him. We started talking to each other more and more each day, we started seeing each other even though he was going out with her. We started dating without anybody knowing that we wore more than just friends. One day he called me and asked if i wanted to go to his house, saying that he broke up with my classmate, i rushed over to his house and that's when it happened, that's when i lost my childhood, i gave my virginity to him, i can still remember trembling in his arms as he kissed my shoulder. I was a child then, about 16 years old, after two days i found... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Missing, Unloved, Heartbroken
Votes: -1
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loosing a loved and boyfriend

terri-jo linklater

23 May, 2010 07:14 PM

one day i met up with a really nice looking guy that looked like the boy i met when i was younger and i found out that was him and we stared hanging out and it was love at first sight , started going out for almost a year probably about 11 and a half months between those months i lost a good friend , she had committed suicide , broke my heart and couldnt stop crying until i would see him , i kept my head high for him , just to see him happy every day . probably around new years (09) i went to his house while he was babysitting his little cousin , and before i left his house i kept on telling him " i love you soo much " and he kept on telling me " i love you more " , and he... [Read More]

Tags: Love , Death, Friendship
Votes: -1
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friends

courtney

31 Jan, 2010 10:08 AM

i meet him in 10th grade, his was in my 5th and 8th hour. we started to talk and we became friends and within a week i was talking to him 24/7. he would call me ever night at 10:00 and we would talk till 12:00am even if we had school in the morning. him would ride his bike 3 miles to my house every other day. it took me 1 week the fall in love with his. and everyone asked if we were going out but him so no he told me that it was making him mad but then he did care anymore and thats when i new that he started to love me. We were talking more and more everyday. we talked about are pasted, what we plan to do in the future. everything was great we were so close and it seemed it we were already... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Lost
Votes: -1
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