Crushes

Love<3

09 Apr, 2011 04:52 PM

A long time ago, when i had a crush on one guy. I always think about him no matter what and never let him go. so, I'm attraction to him and i keep messaging him because he need to know how i feel. Then he told me that he like me a lot. But few months later, he post the status up saying "Its not fair. its should be me. not him.</3" I cried all the time over him. I had a crush on someone else. He said he don't like me either. I cried all the time also. I realize boys hate me even more. I still love one person that he never know how i feel about him. I feel like i hate myself. I feel like I want to kill myself but i couldn't. I wait forever until he come along. I never had a Boyfriend in... [Read More]

Tags: Hurt, Unloved
Votes: 0

james and me

no name

29 Jan, 2011 11:48 PM

It was the first day of 6th grade,i was starting in a new school.I didn't really have a good attitude towards this,because it was my first time in a private school.I walked into class late that day and there he was sitting across the room.To be honest i didn't really pay much attention to him (lets call him james). As the school year started rolling along i started liking James,he was very shy though i thought he didn't like me. One of my friends though (lets call her anna),sort of went out with him nothing really happened it was a one time thing (for him). She was head over heels and madly in love with him. She told me during November that she had feelings for him, i tried forgetting about it and moving on. I started talking to another boy in my class (lets call him Jacob). Me and... [Read More]

Tags: Love
Votes: 0

One Sided Crush

LK

23 Oct, 2010 07:29 PM

Although it's not as sad as other stories posted on this website, I just really want to put out my feelings, and let it go. The first time I met him was in journalism class. Even though I'm a freshman, I still can have classes with upperclassmen in electives such as this one. I haven't really thought of the upperclassmen, I felt that they were people I didn't really need to associate with because we were in different grades. But I talked to some of them, by connecting with golf, and some funny stories, until I talked to him. He's a great guy, smart, funny, someone I know is really mature. But I realized that he was 17/18, I was really sad, what kind of senior would go out with a freshman right? But I still talked to him, IMed him, and just plain enjoyed myself when I'm with him.... [Read More]

Tags: Love, One Sided Crush
Votes: 0

Loving in the dark

jane

23 Oct, 2010 10:43 AM

NOt good at writing stories (note: English is my second language) ok ,so here we go. im jane, im in love with a guy that's 56 yrs older then me. he is married and got 3 kids one of them my age. i met him at work and we fell in love since the first day we met. i feel sad because ive never being in love before until now and i know that this wont be forever, one day this will end and i will broken heart. (try not to judge really hard) we been having a 6 years relationship and nobody knows about this, i know all this is wrong but i will never tell anybody or his family or anything like that,but this is true love. the kind of love you see in the movies!! really! sometimes i feel that i know him from somewhere but i... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Depressed
Votes: 0

Is it me or him?

immatured bitch

22 Oct, 2010 05:21 AM

THE SEARCH IS OVER!... that was what I thought when we set the date of our wedding,I'm not getting married because both of us planned to, I'm getting married because I am carrying our baby. I'm am 19 years old and he's 22. Our relationship started when I was on my college days all of our schoolmates envied me of having him as my boyfriend,he's the kind of man every girls would be dreaming of,he had the qualities of a perfect boyfriend.He had even supported his studies by himself as a working student in our school. During those times I was not that totally attracted to him, I might have admired him but not as much as making him the apple of my eye. Days went on I noticed myself falling for him, I started to get jealous whenever there's someone who'll seat with him in his own chair, It... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Hurt, Pain, Need Comfort, Help
Votes: 0

Those 3 words.

Melissaa

12 Oct, 2010 07:16 AM

Well first of all, if you read my first story ;On the dance floor then you would understand how much this situation abit more, if not well.. lets just say a friendship was ruined, a heart shattered and regret all 'round on the dance floor that night. Typing in my MSN password i was hoping only one name would pop on at the side of my screen saying 'he' is online. There he was, online as always. Jeremy was online. I clicked his name, but stopped. Should I say hello first? Would i seem annoying? Or too obbsessed? Better leave it. I clicked the X and instead clicked on my best friends name. Me-"YO MA NIGGAH! HOWS YOU KAAARMEN?!" Karmen-"Hey hey ma homiee, pre good, you?" Me- "Crap." Karmen-"Jeremy. You need to get over him! Hes hurt you so many times! Its braking you into pieces mel!" Me- "I just... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Love
Votes: 0

mistake

janice

03 Oct, 2010 11:07 PM

i was 16 years old and just finished high school. i had a boyfriend who was an American Filipino. we were classmates since we were first year and by the time we graduated, he had to go back to America to live with his dad. i was devastated of course. who wouldn't be when the one they love would leave and go to some distant place? well, that is when i learned that i could go with him. aside from he's rich, he's handsome, good-looking, but that was not the reason why i love him. anyway, i was okay with studying in America but that would mean i would leave my grandparents here in the Philippines. you see, i was an orphan and my grandma and grandpa raised me up. when i told them that my boyfriend invited me to go with him, they said it was okay..but it wasn't... [Read More]

Tags: Lost, Love, Heartbroken
Votes: 0

what is love?

Jessica

22 Sep, 2010 02:55 AM

What is love? To be happy and comfort one another when you have that down day, to know each other you?re likes and dislikes, and to love each other for all of you, it can be such a wonderful or horrible thing to have. So why is it that I love you for everything you are, I comfort you when you have a down day, and I know everything there is to know about you, I do everything I can to keep you happy no matter what, and yet you could care less. You look down on me like dirt. You say you care, but if you really loved and cared for a person like you say you do, you wouldn?t do the things you do to me. I?m tired of it, I don?t think I can stand one more night lying in bed, crying, wishing for you to say... [Read More]

Tags: Darkness, Love, Hope
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Words i use when i cry

Katherine

10 Sep, 2010 06:02 PM

What is love? Is it cold, and mean? Just like life... Or is it something different? A love that will sweep you away, only too leave your core with a fuzzy warmth. And looking into your lovers eyes with contempt that he/ she is 'the one'. i wouldn't know, you see. I used too be in love, or so i thought. But love is just life, and just as cruel, just as heartless. I need , you, too tell me i'm wrong. That love DOES exist. That love IS real. Because I'm not so sure anymore. this is my story... The start of my depression, was startling. Like right then and there i realized, that life sucks. Nothing, anchored me down to earth anymore. Just family, and sometimes friends... Day dreams took over my days, and everything was imaginary. This is when i reached for the razor. Some of you... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Breakup, Heartbroken
Votes: 0

My Story

pooja

19 Aug, 2010 11:06 PM

I don't know wen it all happened... maybe it was wen i was in 4th... his name was Dhruv... a sweet guy... but we were good frndz... but never lovers... i was too young... and didn't know much about love... then later on many crushes i had... but i never really found any guy liking me... and then wen i was in 10th... i saw him, pranav in a movie... i did as many research i could on him... he became my everything... i joined fb to talk 2 him... i became his frnd... but then i realized he had another gf and that he was a gr8 flirt... yet i loved him... i don't know y... he deleted his account... and he deleted me from his life... i still remember his b'day... and then i moved on... again many more crushes... and more dreams... wow... it feels gr8 to... [Read More]

Tags: Love Life, Crush
Votes: 0