Sadness forever, Happiness for me doesnt exist
Anna
11 Aug, 2011 08:00 AM
I was a girl who grew up with my grandmother and grandfather. I've always wanted to be with my mom and dad. But they are separated. My mom got married again and she lives in Japan. I only see her whenever there's a special occasion. I feel so jealous whenever I see my classmates during parent's day that they're with their mom and dad. I feel so alone. I feel so i'm not loved. She can't even take us there because she's afraid to her new husband. That one day, I fell in love and gave everything to that guy and later on, he just dumped me and he is loving another girl. He ruined my life. My mom hated me. My family hated me. It's like deep inside, I am not going to do what I did if she's only here guiding me. But later on, everything is okay. But still my heart feel so alone. And then, after a years,, I met a guy named Roel. He changed my life, he respected me, he loves me, he cares for me. He's the only man who did that to me, respect me. So after a months, we became official. I truly loved him with all my heart. Loyalty, honestly, trust, love. Everything. But we're in a long distance relationship. I still felt alone even though he makes me happy but still I want him by my side. Everything went well. Til' the time came that someone told me that his family don't like me. They hated me because they taught I'll just cheat and replace him with another guy. Because i'm still young. Because I am just after of his money. But hell no, I loved him because he respected me. Rich or poor I will still love him. He told me not to give up.. So did I.... Then everything is getting better..
After a year, something happened. He saw a picture that a guy is holding my waist. And he is my close friend since elementary life. A brother to me. But he didn't listen to me. He thought I cheated, he thought I played. But I Didn't at all.. So sad.. Then he broke up with me like nothing happened. Like in just one snap he forgot everything about us. Our Happy moments :(
And then I still didn't give up. He came back to me. We got back together, but something is missing. Or should I say are missing. Love and trust. It's not 100% anymore. We always fight, misunderstood each other. Now, I am thinking that he's sick and tired of me. They're just using me. Tripping on me. I don't know what to do :( my heart is so sad. I feel so alone and unloved :( Someone is trying to ruin our relationship and he doesn't care at all. And even if it's his family he isn't reacting. He doesn't speak. He's not standing for our relationship. My life is so sad. Everyday goes by, no one cares for me. No one loves me. No one appreciate my efforts :( That's the story of my life. Sad, useless, worthless and alone :(
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Comments
Post a Comment19 Oct, 2011 02:03 AM
Thank you for giving your time reading my story. Comment some advice! I'll appreciate it. Thanks.
19 Oct, 2011 05:13 PM
dont worry. i suffer though the same thing so dont feel so alone.:(
20 Oct, 2011 12:41 AM
Aww.. :(Don't feel alone too. I'll be here for you. Thank you so much...
20 Oct, 2011 01:59 PM
Endure it since u luv d guy.it ll be alright.luv is all about endurance and patient.d guy ll understand bt u ll jst ve 2 be patient.ur relationship ll return 2 normal again.quote me
22 Oct, 2011 01:05 PM
hey there, i think you is missu?ng something. what about your grandparents, dont they love you? you life seems very bad, but just think about what i say!
22 Oct, 2011 01:07 PM
and if i sems mad, i am not. i just want you to think about it
23 Oct, 2011 02:20 AM
See, I am from India... I haven't heard a story as sad as yours yet.I believe that you will learn to love again, just keep faith. There are many better men worth you.. no offense to Reol. You at least have grandparents to love you!!! Keep faith. God will do you good.
23 Oct, 2011 08:17 AM
Coly : Thank you so much and I will surely do it.
Manduzz : Yup, they super love me that's why I cherish them and super love them more than anything.
Devika : Hi, thank you for your advice. I appreciated it. I'll always keep my faith in God and you too okay.. Godbless
24 Oct, 2011 07:48 AM
thats good :D
25 Oct, 2011 09:03 AM
Don't worry :), there are still a lot of people out there waiting for you. based on your story, you're a good girl and you're a special one because you've been through all those things and yet you still fight. God Bless Anna and whenever you need a friend, I'm also here :). E-mail me if you want "kenregala30@yahoo.com" ^_^
25 Oct, 2011 02:50 PM
I know how you feel and your not alone im always here for you:)
31 Oct, 2011 04:33 PM
Don't worry,after some time you'll be good. Your wounds will be healed. There are many others who will give anything to have someone like you. Don't give up,don't lose your faith. God bless You forever! :)))
26 Nov, 2011 10:11 AM
Dont ever feel like that no one will ever care about you .
from what i read u r an amazing person and if he cant see that you love him and would give anything to be with him then his loos not urs be strong and one day that person will come and be ur prince charming. I am the same way my relationships have bean nothing but fail after fail and now i am happier then ever be safe :). selma
10 Dec, 2011 07:09 PM
Omg this story was really good but it creeped me out how all of us this stop basically happened to me too and what happened to your dad
11 Dec, 2011 12:53 AM
Yu guys are so amazing, thank you for the wonderful messages, I will never forget you guys. Even though we don't know each other personally but you guys gave me the comfort ineed. Thank youse much guys!!
10 Jan, 2012 11:06 PM
Hello anna....my advice...u always should be strong. and one things, dont let ur hope in GOD lost ok? God will comfort u like no one else can gv to u. Matther 7:7....read this if u\'re Christian. it will comfort u
10 Jan, 2012 11:07 PM
*Matthew 7:7
17 Jan, 2012 06:44 AM
all men are dog.....they never understand a women heart,,i am also suffered with that kind of pain....its hurt lot
02 Feb, 2012 11:03 AM
I was with the same guy three times because I loved him so much, and each time he dumped me and left me in the gutter. I am happy in my life now I have a new man, it gets better, believe me. You are not alone!!
03 Feb, 2012 10:02 AM
Thank you so much guys. I'm so blessed that god gave me some people like you guys who can understand me. I will never be alone because y'all are there for me. Thank you guys!!
06 Feb, 2012 01:00 PM
don't worry someday that special someone will come and sweep you off your feet love just has to wait dont expect as soon as u want it but im here 4 you girl :)
07 Feb, 2012 12:10 AM
in this universe everyone is facing the same prblm anna even me too.......
07 Feb, 2012 02:13 AM
go away from him if he really feel he loves u he will back with first trust and love other ways i m sure u will find a perfect one good luck hey just ignore him belive me if he really love u he will back like wht u want
07 Feb, 2012 01:07 PM
God bless u.. Same story here dear.. Tc
08 Feb, 2012 04:43 AM
god bless u i wish he ill be one day he will be only your,s jst belive in ypu,r love... !!
08 Feb, 2012 06:48 AM
dearr your story is so touchy
forgive your mother for not being there for you we're all humans and we do mistakes ..
let go of your past and move on because not all boys are jerks.. reol leave him even though you love but relationships couldn't continue without TRUST and LOYALTY .. there's many guys in the world so don't waste your life on loving a wrong one !
09 Feb, 2012 10:50 PM
anna ur story very sad & so touch many people like u. u r not alone. I'll pray to god in ur life become good. Trust to god. love u sweetheart always keep smile plz
10 Feb, 2012 05:52 AM
don't give up...you are not alone and you are not unloved your family loves you although you think they don't God loves you....we girls are precious we don't need to ruin our lives just because of them stand up girl....your perfrct you'll fine the one someday...
10 Feb, 2012 06:34 AM
Come on Do you believe this lunatic? hahaha, Funny story by the way :P
10 Feb, 2012 06:35 AM
Ah Sorry, Well it's sad anna! Stay strong and let the good times roll :D
10 Feb, 2012 10:23 AM
My dear friend your emptines and lonelines can only be filled by God. You might love the guy bt u mst learn to love God above everythng
11 Feb, 2012 05:37 AM
dont worry every thing is ollright,
11 Feb, 2012 06:24 AM
just pray and let your heart be healed... love God first before anything else
11 Feb, 2012 07:50 PM
Well Reading this story made realized that
this girl needs God..Never feel Alone God will always been for you ...
12 Feb, 2012 07:10 AM
Dnt avoid change, take every change as a challeng, some lead to success and some is like steping stone to success.
12 Feb, 2012 07:49 AM
life to booooring for me also pls i m alone can anyone do love pls hello anna maine ye vaada karta hun ki duniya ki har khusi la kar dunga..
12 Feb, 2012 07:59 AM
hi;
in life we do not get perfect. but with GOD you will be guided. For me i think you should not think of what others do unnto you but what u do unto others. Whatever you will encounter during the day even if u got hurt be thankful you survived it .trust to the LORD he will make a way... God Bless
14 Feb, 2012 08:02 PM
anna stay strong coz God never forsake us,n yeh read mathew 7:7,God wil provyd sum1 special out of your imagination,try n pray n ul feel a burden pull out from u..
14 Feb, 2012 08:11 PM
Don't forget that there's always a God loving you. You're not alone. He got a very good plan for you. Just trust in Him and never lose faith. Maybe you forgot about your Grandma and Granpa :) God Bless you.
15 Feb, 2012 10:37 AM
dont let this affect you.. what u ahve to do is tell himstreight up how u feel about the situation.. dnt let nobody treat u like that, wether u love the person or not.. he sounds like a great guy, but it also sounds like hes lettin others opinions affect ur realationship with him... talk to him, if he doesnt listen and acts ignorant, tell him that theirs a high risk of u brakin up wit him.. dont bother listenin to his family, wat matters is u and him.. thatall...... wish u luck:)
16 Feb, 2012 12:27 PM
No man is worth your tears - and the one that is never makes you cry
17 Feb, 2012 10:37 AM
hello anna,your story is very sad......i know u alwayz tried to search happiness but u found only sadness,but keep faith in god..he'll help u bless u,....many peoles r suffring with this kind of pain even me too...but in last evrythng will get better...dont be upset anna...i love u....keep smile plz....byee
21 Mar, 2012 10:45 PM
Dear Anna,
I've been through something very similar to what happened to you. Stiff your upper lip and carry on living happily, that's what we should do currently! Life continues, there is no time for tears. Face the future with a brighter smile!
02 Jun, 2012 04:36 AM
God loves you more than anyone ever could. Jesus he died just so he could be with you, he promises to never leave nor forsake.He's the only one that can never let us down. He is perfect and did everything so you could know him, ask him for help and guidance, ask him to show you what's missing,
21 Jun, 2012 04:27 AM
This story really got my attention. Unlike all the other stories on here, this one is very touching. I think that you should tell him how you feel, tell him the truth about the picture. I can relate to you . The only problem is that I never told the person I loved anything and now I can't even look at his picture without bursting into tears. Don't ask god to get rid of your sorrows, ask him to give you the strength to get rid of them.
20 Jul, 2012 08:53 AM
i'm so sorry, but u'll be okay. i feel like that too alot of times, but i have learnt that sometimes you just have to stop, and let the tears fall. and when its all over, even if you don't know what's coming ahead, you'll be okay.
31 Aug, 2013 08:11 AM
Why the man been such an idiotic and torture women?! That was unacceptable. You can still fight whatever its kill you. God always love you more than everything. Be strong I know you can do it. And i feel very sad when i read this. I just remind me of the past. May god bless and protect you.
01 Dec, 2015 11:13 AM
I am not happy with Love is my wrong
03 Dec, 2015 02:12 AM
I just feel the same cause I'm growing up with my grandparents, my mother geeting marry with another man and my father too. I feel like Im jealous when I saw my friends with their parents but I always feel happy because I have my grandparent besides me, and there is a time that one man will come bring back your happiness cause he is your true love, don't give up,I'll be by your side and I pray for you to be a happy person in your life time.