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like it was just yesterday..


01 Oct, 2010 06:05 AM

I was twelve when i had my first love. Alex he was a close friend of mine. He always was there for me when i needed him. Then after school he confessed he loved me. And so did i so we dated for a while then at September 14, 2006 we were official. We were like any couple we loved each other. And always wanted to be together. He always calls me like there's no tomorrow. And he always picks me out and drop me off my house. But on January 12, 2007. It was so different he didn't call he was distant. He was silent and stiff. And i missed the way he says the word i love you when I'll i love he'll say...

Alex: Love you too..
Me: Why? not i love you why just love you?
Alex: I don't want to talk about this your being childish.

He left me and walked away without saying a word i went home crying and when i reached home i expected a call from him then he didn't call at all and i waited all night. and so the following morning after that day no show at my house i walk myself to school. I felt so depressed. Then on our anniversary he didn't say a word at all. We past by each other he didn't even say hi at all. He would just look at me even at lunch. I always went to the bathroom a lot to pull myself together. I kept looking at myself in the mirror and say all these things in my head. It frustrated me. And then unknowingly I collapse in the bathroom floor. This time i was expecting him to show up in the hospital but he didn't. Then when i got back to school i was sad,angry and heart broken where was my Alex gone? Was it me? Did he want to let me go? but he was just afraid too. I couldn't bare talking to him. later that night he called me to meet him at the park.I was so surprised.I went because i was curious on what he wanted to talk about.So i went even i if i didn't want to go because i was afraid he'd let me go.

Me: So what do you want to talk about.
Alex: Well, I know you have a lot on your mind this is your chance to say it.

I started to cry..

Me: I hate you. You left me alone when i needed you. You never called like you use to. You never said a word, You left me in the dark, You kept secrets and when was the last time you said i love u and i feel so pathetic after all this....
Alex: Why do you feel so pathetic?
Me:But after all that i still love you.

He stared at me as i cry. And came closer and hug me tightly.

Alex: I'm sorry i thought pushing you away will not hurt you because...
Me: Because what?
Alex: I'm sick..
Me: What do you mean by sick?
Alex: I have brain tumor.
Me: since when? why did you pushed away why didn't let me in as you are supposed to?
Alex:Since last six month ago. I thought i could fight it. But it's getting worse. So to save you the pain. Because i hate to see you suffer i needed you to forget me. So i stayed away from you. But I can't, I can't even last a week I'm in love with you. And the more i try to ignore you the more i feel i want to just die. I'm sorry baby. I love you. I just want to be with you right now. Let just hug each other like this.

After that day we turn back to normal. We were so happy. He was recovering and everything was perfect. until January 2, 2007.It was my birthday he planned this romantic picnic set up in the park where we made up.I was so happy.I was holding he hand then he told me.

Alex: I love you so much baby.
Me: I love you too.
Alex: Please say forever.
Me:Forever and ever.

Then his hand started to lose up from his tight grip. I look at him screamed his name. He didn't answer i started to cry called an ambulance. But there was nothing they could do. But i could never could forget him forever and ever. And still today i still love him like it was just yesterday..

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Leanne Morgan says:
05 Oct, 2010 02:31 AM

omg that is the nice's story i have ever heard i have got to say that even it left me a tear down my facw this is wan happend to me aswell i know how hard and it hurts to be in the same space as someone like you but what i did was i kept my head up high and made myself safe and happy just like how he wante'd me to :) xx

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kitty says:
08 Oct, 2010 08:06 AM

dat is a really sweet story, its really heart touching i hope u never 4get him n luv him 4ever as he wanted u 2 n pls dont loose hope live ur life happily cuz dats wat he wanted

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jailine says:
08 Oct, 2010 03:55 PM

omg im really crying this is soo sad!!!!!!!!!

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um... says:
13 Oct, 2010 10:11 AM

not gonna laugh but that was the exact same story on another website that said it was purely ficional...

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christina says:
16 Oct, 2010 12:44 PM

after reading this story i just couldn't stay away, i'm writing a comment for the first time ever, even though i read these all different stories very often. and after reading this i'm shocked. feels like a movie and it really hurts that actually it's not.i can't even imagine how you felt back then and even now. i guess it just made me think how life can be so cruel sometimes ,but at the same time so beatiful. end was terrible, but at the same time it was beautiful and very touching,cause i think it wouldn't be better for you to say goodbye to him at hospital or somewhere else. it was just you and him and nothing really mattered in that moment.i think it was the best way he could say goodbye and he did it like he wasn't going that's just incredible

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hmmm? says:
06 Nov, 2010 05:39 AM

at the beginning it said he became different on January 12th 2007 but at the end it says her birthday-January 2nd 2007?
time travelling?

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Ann says:
08 Jul, 2011 03:10 AM

i liked this story before i saw ''um...'' comment and ''hmmm?'' comment. this story was a great fact before, and now it's a bad timing copied fiction.

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sweety says:
09 Aug, 2011 06:58 AM

i love you

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teresa says:
16 May, 2012 12:22 AM

its a lovely story, with such a wonderful ending, love all the way , from both sides. God bless you, to have found such through love , it is a blessing. You are blessed foever throughout your life no matter what life may put in your way. You were loved in life and are still loved beyond this universe BY YOUR BEAUTIFUL BOYFRIEND. I hope you are happy now, and havefound a new love to carry you through for the rest of your life love . God bless you. Teresa.

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Sarah says:
25 Jul, 2012 09:41 PM

So sad... It made me cry!...

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liv says:
30 Aug, 2013 03:07 PM

So sad.
be strong. ..
I know what yu feel...

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rojit naorem says:
06 Apr, 2017 05:14 AM

So sad..Be strong.

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