LoVe iS HeAvEn bUt HuRts LiKe HeLl01 Jul, 2013 12:12 AM
It was a time when i was in 10th Std, it was my birthday when i meet my friend, she was with her friend. That was the very first time that i had love at first sight..!! She introduced her friend to me. We started talking to each other and suddenly we exchanged our numbers. It was 10th Of Dec and on 14th Dec i proposed her and on 18th She said Yes.It was a memorable time i could ever think of.!! Everything was going fine between us. Day by day we started becoming close to each other.
After a year i started working by which i was not able to give her time. But still our relation was going good.!! She use to understand me and my silence. As i being a short tempered guy she always use to bear my anger. At times i use to abuse her but later, when i use to calm down i do use to apologize for things i have done and for hurting her. She is to be very possessive so i use to trouble her by making her jealous by talking to other girls, because i use to love when she use to be possessive. We were almost done with 2years.
When we passed out our Higher Secondary Course, she wanted to take admission in law college, where there were guys too. I allowed her to take the admission. In between there were ups and downs , fights & misunderstandings by which we stopped talking to each other for weeks. Slowly slowly she started lying to me i caught her number of time but use to forgive her and use to ignore things , however she started ignoring me. She said she wont be able to contact as her father came to know everything about us. And ultimately i saw her with a guy holding each other hands and sitting . That was the time i was totally broken down. I was under depression it was very difficult for me to believe that she was dating some other guy since 6months almost and i was with her for 4years which dint matter to her. Atlast i had to move on, which i did and now she is happy in her and so i m.
But still sometimes i miss her alot thinking about the things which she did for me, every effort she took just to make me smile.! I still love u alot i hope you come back..!!:(