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Something i can't bare to read over

Kristen

01 Jan, 2012 04:44 PM

Two summers ago i was introduced to a wonderful guy named Kalabe. At the time i didn't know him all that well so i wasn't really interested. I heard he was interested in me, but i had been hurt before so i was scared. We talked a lot and i started developing feelings for him. He came over to my house one day after school where we sat and watched movies. That night he asked me out and i said yes. I was very happy but i was scared, i didn't want to get hurt again. I put that behind me and focused on what i had; i was happy again.

As our relationship went on we got really close and i fell in love with him. We spent a lot of time together and when we weren't together he was all i thought about. I never had feelings for someone like i had with him. I was caught up in him and i never wanted to let go.

We dated for 11 months and one day everything just changed. That day he sent me a text telling me that he needed a break and that he loved me and he promised we'd get back together, he just needed his time. At first i was upset so i sent him a mean text but then i apologized and told him I'd give him his time.

Weeks went by and we were still talking to each other but i found out he was talking to another girl. I had been hurt again, the whole time i thought we were getting back together but it was all a lie. I feel he told me we would get back together because it would ease my pain. Lying just made everything worse. Soon enough him and the girl started dating, i felt like my heart had been ripped into pieces. I couldn't stand to see him with another girl after the things i had been told. I was hoping that when they broke up he would realize what he lost and that i was still here but he didn't he started talking to another girl.

After i heard he was dating someone else i tried to move on, i had to find someone that could make me happy again. I started talking to this guy who i thought would be something good for me, he would tell me all the things i wanted to hear. I soon found out he had been talking to his ex while he was talking to me. i told him i didn't want to talk anymore and at that time i gave up. I just wanted to be alone. Sometimes I'll talk to Kalabe it makes me happy but it also just hurts me even more. I still love him and i don't know when i will ever fully move on but for now I'm not in a hurry. I'm waiting for that right guy to come along and love me with everything he has, until then i will give myself time to heal.

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liz maya says:
10 Jul, 2012 02:18 PM

i'm so sorry, hope you find someone soon.

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Prav says:
12 Jul, 2012 12:18 PM

it wil take time but surly ul get the person who wil love u like hel

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David jeremiah says:
15 Jul, 2012 09:07 PM

Wait for de one who will luv u,dont giv up till de end of war

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sona says:
16 Jul, 2012 11:48 AM

itz too sad..
but hope ull get some1 soooon

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caroline says:
22 Jul, 2012 09:37 PM

Sooooo sad! don't worry u will find someone soon!he was a jerk my advice is to stay nothing but friends with friends :)

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Waqas says:
31 Jul, 2012 06:57 PM

Well its really sad to hear it, according to me we should never fallen in love coz it always hurts 1stime....the same thing happen with me also..so all we cn do juz wait fr a right person...!!!!! and that's why am always silent and that's my another word for my pain....

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Kiran says:
05 Aug, 2012 07:31 PM

Dear Kristen, sry abt ur sad story, but i guess you were in a hurry. You were hurt, yet u thought gettin over it by movin on would wipe ur tears. Set your other priorities, divert your mind and keep yourself busy. At right time u'll definitely find your soul mate.:)

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kinley says:
08 Aug, 2012 10:51 AM

i am sorry it reminds me of my story i can feel the connection n i know what you are going through. but i hope you find someone who would heal all your scars. gudluck:)

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thea says:
25 Aug, 2012 07:24 PM

its really hurt.. i can relate to your story coz me its happened 3 days ago,..

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