Memories

Aut

18 Sep, 2010 12:19 AM

I loved him. SO much. His younger brother who was still older than I was, was my best friend. To me he was the most amazing guy that was alive...he is texting me at this moment to chill with him because we still do. we dated for a year off and on for about a year and a half and no matter how mush shit he put me through, I'm STILL in love with him. I don't know how to stop. my heart keeps ripping as if it isnt already torn to fucking shreds. I've tried dating other guys, tried falling in love, tried forgetting.....but it always comes back to him. He's 19 now and im 15..and I have too many memories of what used to be and what should have been. I was basically 18 anyways, how mature my mind was from everything I had been through in my... [Read More]

Tags: Lost, Love, Hurt
Votes: 1
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How Could you?

naomi

06 Sep, 2010 01:10 PM

No More i love you, no more tears, no more smiles, no more attention, no more comfort. no more anything, they just left me in a little cardboard box, it was pouring it down with rain, the cardboard was wet and i was cold then lightning begun. i was sat there all by myself i was free for people to take me, loads of people passed, but no staring in my direction of the little yelping and whimpering. my owner who was selling me was nasty and brutal, he picked me up by my neck and took me to the animal shelter. he threw me into a cage. he'd come back for me soon but then i realized nobody wants me. I'm just a dump stupid young frightened scared helpless touchy puppy, why would anybody want me, wait somebody was walking in my direction, it was a man in a... [Read More]

Tags: Puppy, Story
Votes: 1
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Knowing its going to happen

Person in love

05 Sep, 2010 01:25 AM

I'm 15 and live in Michigan, every relationship i had was bullshit, they all cheated every single girl i had, they talked to guys behind my back they made me feel like shit. I thought i was going to give up on love, I'm 15 and went through so much crap so i figured love is something that will never happen. Then it started. My friend was sleeping over my house and one of my best friends had his friend call me and act like a dumb blond so i guess it was a prank call, But i knew who was talking because i remember my friend talking about this girl named Jessica that he met and stuff. So i said Hi Jessica and shes like how do you know and she ended up getting annoyed of me so she said hang up you are annoying me. i said alright... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Love
Votes: 1
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My life is over

Mitchie

02 Sep, 2010 07:34 PM

This is my will. Hello, I'm Mitchie. I'm 17years old. My story is very short. So don't worry, its not a lot of reading. My farther abuses me. My step-Mum Abuses me. My step-Bro abuses me (sexually). When i was 15, i met this boy. His name was Joe. I instantly fell in love with him. Joe was all i thought about, and i could do was imagine his face in my head. We ended up being in all of each others classes and became friends. He had a girlfriend. I hated her so much. Then one day he broke up with her and asked me out. On our 1st date, He asked me to be his GF. I agreed. I thought he loved me back. On our 5th date, he told me he loved me. I was so happy. But then on our 2 month anniversary he spilled all... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Unloved
Votes: 1
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Enlightened

yhenzy

02 Sep, 2010 02:05 AM

for the guy I once loved so dearly.... I feel so lonely; much realization came up in my mind. When you have been hurt a lot of times and suffered a lot of heart aches?you will just grow tired. Even though how strong your love for that person, it just changes when you?ll realize that the love and all your sacrifices were not well appreciated and reciprocated. It is a wonderful feeling when you dream of a happy future together. But it was equally a very painful feeling when you?re just a few steps away from that dream, you?ll just realize that it wasn?t all you wanted. It?s not that you are looking or aiming for more?.it?s just that you are enlightened and it?s just now that you had opened your eyes and got a clearer view of reality. Yes, I love him and I dreamed my future with him.... [Read More]

Tags: Enlightenment, Love, Frustration, Realize, Freedom, Lonely
Votes: 1
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Summer Lovin'

Faraz Ardalan

31 Aug, 2010 11:56 PM

This summer, I met the most amazing girl. Her name is Zoe. She has red hair, and an amazing sense of humor. She was visiting New York for the second time from Ireland. I'm friends with her cousin, who I'm also in a band with. I had a huge crush on her when I met her (doesn't help that I'm a sucker for red heads, does it?). But I realized she'd leave at the end of summer; and not to get to attached. And also, after realizing how serious I was with my girlfriend, I realized the best thing was to let her go. Skip a few weeks. Her last week, she and her cousin have a going away party and sleepover. I really loved hanging with her and our friends all night. We decided to pull an "all-nighter." So; around 6 AM, we were oh so close. We were... [Read More]

Tags: Misery, Missing, Love
Votes: 1
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Coffee

nancy

27 Aug, 2010 05:02 AM

I thought my life is complete,I have a happy family, a good job and a quite stable relationship with the man I loved.. I don't know where it starts. All I can remember is since day one that I met this guy I felt so different inside. I'm not the type who will just swoon over every cute guy I used to bump into. Well the funny thing is, He's not cute, he's not nice and he's not typically the man I will like. At first I ignore the feeling coz I thought it's just a plain crush and aside from the fact that I love my boyfriend so much. But things get complicated each passing day..I felt so idiot whenever he's near and so totally shy and stupid..Arnold is my office mate and he's kinda snob. My other office mates used to tease me about my feeling for him.... [Read More]

Tags: Dilemma, Love, Confused
Votes: 1
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Love really does hurt

Rheine Canlas

11 Aug, 2010 03:50 AM

Well, I was in the 5th grade when I saw him. At first, I didn't mind him because I had another crush on this guy named Peter, who broke my heart. The first time I really noticed Jasper was when he was playing Silent Hill Origins on his PSP, I was really stupid because I said "My brother has that on his PSP. He already finished it." I was so stupid because he didn't even know me! Well, we connected because he found out that I play Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy. We talked and then were kinda like friends. The first time I really knew I liked him was when we were in our P.E class, we were on the same group and Peter (couldn't get over him yet) was on another. When we our group was finished presenting a game, we sat down and watched Peter's group next.... [Read More]

Tags: Dilemma, Love
Votes: 1
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little girl :(

kaylee

03 Aug, 2010 07:28 PM

Today is the day my mom and I moved into our new house. It's big but lonely. As i got used to the house i asked mom what day i go to school, and of course she says," Tomorrow morning...WHy"? I didnt answer, instead of answering i just walked away thinking how lonly it's gonna be.* The next day * when mom droped me off, i walked slowly to the front doors. As i entered the classroom the teacher looked at me and said " there's no reason to be nervous... I promise". It didnt help i was still nervous. when i entered everyone was staring at me, i felt like throwing up. As lunch came around everybody left the class room, and as always mom forgets to pack me a lunch. so i just sat in my seat til lunch was over . Then I hear a voice calling... [Read More]

Tags: Teenage, Love, Missing
Votes: 1
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one little thing can change everything

maddison

28 Jul, 2010 05:05 AM

i started working at a fast food store when i was quite young. on my first shift i met this boy named Jason, we got along really well talking about everything and anything as we were so close in age and were the two youngest employees there. we worked almost every shift together and began to get really close. everytime i was around him i got a funny feeling inside of me ( i know you always hear about 'that' feeling in movies but i had never experienced a feeling like this before ) after a while everyone knew that we liked each other. we were so silly we told everyone but each other. people made jokes about us going out but we would both just laugh about it. his parents were really into his education and he had up comming exams and his parents wouldn't let him go out... [Read More]

Tags: Loved, Lost, Moved On
Votes: 1
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