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My Little Furry Angel


21 Sep, 2011 03:54 AM

This is not a story about a lover,friend, or family. Just a cat. But not any cat. This cat was my everything. I didn't have that many friends in freshman year so I am pretty lonely. Everyday I'd go home on the same bus with the same bitch of a bus driver. Stressed thanks to all the stupid homework I had. But as soon I stepped in, there she was, waiting for me, like a loyal dog. I would always go into the kitchen to grab a bite to eat and sit on the floor. Then she would pop up from behind me. Purring and rubbing against me like I was catnip. She'd eventually roll on top of me and fall asleep on my belly while kneading my shirt. And as I looked at this little tabby cat, all emotions of the world washed away and I instantly grew joy and love for her. I felt that she was all I needed. This pretty much happened every day after school. Frequently when I was alone, sad and depressed she would show up and give me some of her magical affection. At school all I could think about was getting home to be with her and away from the real world.
When I left for summer camp after school ended it was hard to stay happy away from the one reason I wanted to be in the world. A couple weeks later I was sad to leave the friends I had made and all the cute girls I flirted with, but happy to be back with my cat. Then I was hit with reality when I got home. Turns out a while after I left she got sick. Really sick. A week later we took her to the vet and she was diagnosed with kidney failure. With very heavy and expensive medical treatment, she might live, two months most likely. She would still suffer though. So after a week of seeing her struggle to survival, only to move to just barely lap water or eat food, we put her to sleep.
I had this weird feeling she would be back tomorrow morning to greet me with the usual tender affection. That this was all just a nightmare I was waiting to wake up from. But when I did wake up without seeing her, it hit me, hit me really hard and painful. She was gone, forever never to return to purr in my arms. This huge empty hole that was sure to never be filled again. I barely made it through the rest of summer. Only to sleep, cry, and eat. Of course when school came I just hid the horrible pain and suffering. Trying to look like any other high schooler. My life will never be the same without her.

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Saran says:
23 Jan, 2012 01:51 AM

Its really really superb abt the luv u had on ur pet...

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kavya says:
27 Jan, 2012 01:56 AM

saddd..catty ws soo cute..its memories must always be wid .

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Mai says:
27 Jan, 2012 08:56 AM

i cried while reading this...i'm very sorry for your loss, but she was very lucky to have a friend like you, who cared for her so much.

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Reggie says:
03 Feb, 2012 12:32 AM

im really sorry about your cat i never met someone with such affection to their pet :(

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rhea says:
14 Apr, 2012 10:26 AM

oh ! ho sad :(

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Cyunyan Li says:
18 Apr, 2012 06:26 AM

I feel sympathy for you .. it appears you just like me .. I always feel lonely but I was always accompanied by a cat that I loved .. Unfortunately, he died due to illness ..

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marcella says:
19 Apr, 2012 03:10 AM

i felt the same thing.. but a rabbit i know how hard the death of a pet is. i cry my self to sleep too

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Hayley says:
07 Jun, 2012 05:07 AM

The same thing happened with me when we had to put my tabby down cuz he had kidney failure too. It was the night before we were moving and I was up the whole night crying and petting my one last cat we had. I woke up thinking it was a nightmare, I still miss him and my other two cats so much, it's hard to let them go. Xoxo <3

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Mukesh says:
11 Jun, 2012 05:27 PM

i had also a parrot named gangaram it slained by a cat. it was able to talk clearly with anyone .whenever i see any parrot i really miss my gangaram.

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wtf says:
18 Jul, 2012 10:31 AM

happend to a bro o mine , promised mahself i would neva eva neva neva get a pet , so i dont gotta do dis shet , i feel sorreh for ya and ima give ya a bro hug ya know -bro hug- animals > people sometimes right brotha

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CrystalWolfTear says:
21 Mar, 2013 03:53 PM

OMG that made me cry :'( i was reading this and thinking about my cat and what i would feel if i lost her.... my life would mean nothing without her!! awwww i know how u feel!!!!
R.I.P u surely were a cute furry angel!!!!

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