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My lost boyfriend

iris

17 Sep, 2011 03:06 PM

Hei, my name is Iris and i'm 14. A few months ago i meet a boy. It is a classmate of my best friend and first time i saw him i didn't like he so much. But when i met him i was a boyfriend. And
unfortunately my boyfriend was his best friend. they was like brothers... And when they came to stay with me and my friends i was falling in love with him... His name si A***, let's call him just A. And he was very nice when he looked at me and smile beautiful and looked into my blue eyes and told me how beautiful they are... After that day i looking only at him, not at my boyfriend... And i've broke up with him because of A.


I meet with him every day and we were talking. And when he was gone i go and talking to my friend to help me to be with him. Every day i find out what he thinks about me, but another friend was in love with him and everything became complicated. I just wanted to have he just for me...I waited a week to decide who to choose. Me and my friend were thought that we didn't have to fight for a boy, but we were both curious to see who choose. I waited nervously to finish the class. My heart beets like it's coming out of my chest.I've go at his class and I was shocked when I saw him kissing with another girl. I was destroyed... That girl was not my friend... She was just another one.

I waited five days until they broke up and I hoped that I could have a chance. A. fell something better about me and he try to impress me. He hug me and kiss me on the cheek. I was happy. And finally we put together. After three days I realized that I was too shy.The Time when we were together was insignificant.

On the last day I was with my friends who laughed at him because he didn't stay with me. He was angry and he was breaking up to me. But we both wanted to remain friends. The boys from his class was laughing at me for no reason. He didn't know that i cried and I suffered. He said bad things about me and ignore me ... I do not know what he was doing this, I never understood ... When he finished school he went to America and I have not seen he all summer. Everyone thought i hate him, but I
I've cried every night because I loved him and love him ...

Now, when I see he at school I'm trying to think if there is something between us... He's changed and I've changed andt i hope to understand this, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, A.


I'm from Romania and i don't speak well English, but the story is 100% real and i hope to understand me, because nobody knows that and i would be grateful if you would give me some advice. cya. :-< ^^

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khallouki says:
31 Dec, 2011 05:34 PM

ur story is someaningful, I have understood you very well ,but you should know that ur experience in love has just started , even you love that person you can't get to him anymore so you have to find another person who is loving caring and gentle i am so sure he will replace ur last boyfriend , bcs it is not always like what we want it to be , we have to try my idea and you will be happy good luck , ur new friend from morocco

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sooki says:
02 Jan, 2012 08:05 AM

i understand.. i had a boyfriend when i was your age as well.. and we were together for 5years.. and he cheated on me.. i can imagine.. if you love him follow your heart and tell him how you feel and see what you can do from there....talk to him and see how he feel about you...

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Anmol says:
03 Jan, 2012 02:42 PM

Ya.. I cn smwhat undrstand u bcas mee too hv done d same thng to a grl.. M 17 nw nd i did al these to a grl b4 2-3 yrs... She just uses to stare at me nd me nd my frndz just laughd at her.. Ths cntinud till many days, nd then i was like addictd to her, if evn 1 day she didnt saw me i used to panic, like what hppnd to her nd al that
nd whn her dad got tranfrd nd she left d school that time i realisd hw much i lvd nd missd her...
So just try to ignore him, may be he would see his mistake..
Tc nd al d b?st

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saman shah says:
05 Jan, 2012 11:36 AM

leave him he is not for u

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Jamie says:
05 Jan, 2012 07:51 PM

Your story was so meaningful. I know what you are going through. I am 14 now but in elementary school I thought I was in love with this boy I was friends with. I thought about him all day and had diarys full of stuff about his. But one day I was crushed when he asked me about other girls. I thought he was kind of starting to like me. But i guess i was wrong. Just remember to always be strong and never let a guy change you no matter how amazing they are. Good luck and lots of love.

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mariam says:
09 Jan, 2012 04:56 AM

you have too know THAT u are just so young and u well full in love again with another gaY soon just like HOW YOU full in love with A ,,,, so hope allh the happynes for you in ur life ,,.... <3

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Acy says:
13 Jan, 2012 10:12 AM

you know iris, he's just ur someone and not ur only one.. as i was reading ur story' i was hurting too, ur ex and my ex did d same thing. but the difference is i was d last one to now that they have a secret affair while we were still in a relationship. but iris kip on loving, dont close ur heart' who knows sumday u'll meet him unexpectedly!! just remember dat all things happens for a reason..

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katey says:
13 Jan, 2012 05:21 PM

i understand.... i have so many problems that i want help. i dont think that it is fair that he laughed at ya...

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aditya says:
13 Jan, 2012 10:37 PM

very good story i like your store

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nasir says:
13 Jan, 2012 10:39 PM

.m 16 yearz old.wow wt a love story.i realy appreciate.but listen dear m also in love.n m also alone.He was only time passs just like my love...i pray to God u alwayz be happy in ur life.take care ur self

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May says:
17 Jan, 2012 04:08 PM

Your only 14 sweety!!!!!FOrget about love and romance for now. Time heals everything!!

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iris says:
19 Jan, 2012 12:54 PM

Thank you i really appreciate you comments. And i know that i'm young. Now i am 15 and A. is almost my boyfriend again. I can't belive that! But it's hard to forget the past...

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Mark Clement Joseph S. Ferreras says:
23 Jan, 2012 02:22 AM

Very well story...
I learn a lot from it!
Thanks

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megumi says:
11 Feb, 2012 01:45 PM

you know what your to young .. im at your age when i was fall in love 2 .. im 17 F then he broke me .. then becoz of that i started my life playing boys .. i am not to pretty ..then one day i realize .. their's many fish in a sea so i dont want to cry to the one that i know can hurt me ..

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jess says:
14 Mar, 2012 11:47 PM

its his loss, dont worry bout him.......

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wtf says:
18 Jul, 2012 10:38 AM

wait wait , u left a guy to go with his best friend .. and people feel sorry for dis stuff , i mean COMON , dam fools dont see tha other side o the story wut about her first boyfriend , i mean its sad and shet but what goes around comes around , bad karma bites ya in the ayuz , paybacks a bitch huh

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