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Athram

27 Aug, 2011 10:15 PM

My story is a long one. At fist, I started messaging a guy on Facebook. We started flirting in January, 2011. After awhile, He seemed uninterested in me. I felt crushed because he meant the world to me, he was always there for me. And then he wasn't. He's changed a lot this year. He got an ear piercing, and his whole character has changed. It's almost like I never knew him.
There's this other guy fro Spain that's been talking to me this summer, but he's getting bored, and that hurts my feelings. It's like I can't be good enough for anyone. I found out at school yesterday from some other girls that he's done the same thing to them. I felt so tricked. I'm mad at him, I can't believe he did that to me. Even worse, hes coming back to Texas from Spain, and I had said I'd hang out with him. I have NO idea what I'm going to do.
Everyone tells me I'm beautiful, my mom even is more protective over me than my sister because they think I'm prettier. My mom told me I'm beautiful, but when she gets mad at me ( which happens a lot ) she hits me, pulls my hair, and tells me I'm ugly. That's ruined my feelings about myself. Every time someone tells me I'm pretty, I say thanks, but it doesn't mean anything to me.
There's is this one guy that I've liked ever since 6th grade, and now I'm a freshmen in high school. He's one year ahead of me, and he just got his license for his motorcycle. Honestly, though I talked to those other guys, I've always liked this one guy. And I found out recently that he's liked me long long time too. I feel different about this guy, I can't put my finger on it.
This past Wednesday night, I wrote my best friend a not about all that I told you about him. If he ever said I'm beautiful, or if he loved me as deeply as I love him, I feel like that would fill up the hole in my chest, I didn't want him to see the note, but she showed it to him. She doesn't know I know that though... I know this because she told one of my other friends. The guy I like, she told me he didn't want me to know, but he does love me back. But she didn't tell me about the note. So now he knows everything. Which, I'm happy he does, but I wish he didn't know. At school, I've caught him looking at me. I don't know what to do. But I'll just go on casually, because he doesn't know that I know he saw the note.
Please please tell me what you think I should do. I love this guy more than anything, and I'd do anything for him. I even want my first kiss to be with him. So I'm saving it for him. If he died, or disappeared or anything, my world would crash into a black hole. Please please write me. Thanks for reading my happening story - athram. My email is: marthacoates93@yahoo.com

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mariyam says:
01 Dec, 2011 12:09 PM

why don't you tell him that you love him...?? you know that he also loves you so there is no harm by telling him right..??

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jessy says:
01 Dec, 2011 06:02 PM

I REALLY INJOYED YOUR STORY IT WAS INTERESTING ...YOU KNOW SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOT TO STEP UP AND THINK DONT BE SHYY...LOVE IT BEST STORY IVE EVER HEARD...YOUR A GOOD STORY TELLER AND ONE DAY YOU'LL HAVE ALOT OF COMMENTS.. BEST STORY EVER...KEEP IT GOING...

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Luis says:
07 Dec, 2011 12:55 AM

Just go for it u got to take risks in live :)

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Amberly says:
07 Dec, 2011 08:39 PM

I would just go with the flow just ask him if he wnts to hangout sometime

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Angela says:
09 Dec, 2011 04:43 AM

Your story is very similar with me and i used to think that i'm the only one who faces this kind of situation but now i found your story and all i can say is just let time handle it coz if he's really into you he will definitely approach you one day and also the special thing about that is that he'll learn to value you and what true love means.

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breanna says:
10 Dec, 2011 03:24 PM

heyy i felt that way to try to talk too him dont put your self under a huge rock smile back pertend ou kno everthing (: GOOD LUCK!

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breanna says:
10 Dec, 2011 03:26 PM

and also my story was the same i loved this guy and he was everything to me and i didnt kno he loved me and as i went out with him he liked someone else my heart was broken and crushed i wanted to hide and just get away from everything bacause i thought i was the one for him just be happy hoping he loves youuu so muchj bye now(:

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Juliann says:
27 Dec, 2011 03:27 PM

report ypur mom to the police she sounds like shes on crack

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ashy says:
30 Dec, 2011 06:49 AM

EY I JUZ FEEL DAT U SHOULD MAKE SURE DAT HE WILL SATY WID U KNOWING UR GOOD ND BAD SIDES......Itz lyk nw u r young nd hv d feel of insecurity....u havnt realised wot u hav....lyk u dont knw whether u r good or bad......so nw if u go 4 a date,u will love hm lyk anythng nd expect d sme frm him......but if lyk he juz gt infactuated wch stayz till he getz u...den u gna regret a loot......so i sugest better knw urself wot u r....wot u got....den c if u too need a guy lyk him....juz coz u find him loving dnt go 4 him....c dat he can take good care of u wotever haapen.....ppl learn thru upz nd dwn....hpe u dnt get hurt....tc......ma prayers 4 u to tke a good decision.....

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Tabbie says:
27 Feb, 2012 11:34 AM

Hey talkin to him would be the best idea take my advice because i am not gonna use it

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Baba says:
04 Mar, 2012 08:54 AM

I think there is a different than being a cusaal dater (as in getting into a situation where you go on several dates) and going on one date.I say yes to almost anyone unless I know something about his character that I should stay away from One date is affirming. It encourages him to ask other girls out. I see it almost as a gift for his future girlfriend/wife he knows girls will say yes so he continues asking. One date is not a kiss, its not a commitment. Also, he feels you gave him a chance and still thought he wasnt the one for you rather than writing him off immediately which leads someone to think its their looks, etc.I think its fine for one date .just my two cents on the topic BUT I wouldnt lead a guy on past that date.

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