My time with the beautiful soul18 Oct, 2017 01:59 PM
I am now in Saudi Arabia. Studying in 11th grade.... i made and Instagram account when my friends said to make as soon as my 10th grade was over. I posted my drawings got many follow request.... well I did not know what i was doing....
one of my follow request was of this guy named dilshad. He send me a request for chatting..first i was scared but then i accepted...
Dilshad : Hii
Me : hii
Dilshad : how are you?
Me : i am fyn
Dilshad : i am fyn of course. where r u from?
Me : Kerala, India
Dilshad: me too
me: kerala where?
Dilshad : malappuram
Me : oo me too malappurram where?
then we discussed about ur family and guess what.. he is near my place. then one day he messaged me....
Dilshad : hey rida how are you?
Me : hii i am fine how r u?
Dilshad : i am fyn
Me : why dont we become brother and sister?
Dilshad : kk.. that will be fun
me : mm then?
then we became close even though we were seperated by land basis. actually if i am honest to you i had a crush on him because he was so nice to me ..... but one day.....
Dilshad : how is this grl ( by sending me a girl's picture)
Me : nice is that your sister?
Dilshad : no..... my crush she comes to my tuition and i love her....
my heart sank but for his happiness i said the way how to propose her. My friends all said i did a stupid job. but i knew he was happy that she said yes to his proposal.
Me : you didnt message me..... so long we talked
Dilshad : we broke up sis...
even though i felt sad somewhere someone was saying he is gonna propose me.... but..
One day i put a status saying i am gonna die due to i had fight with my friends so due to that sadness and he saw my status and asked me
Dilshad : r u mad rida?
Me : what is it with you?
Dilshad : what happened to you?
Me : no one loves me i hate my self
Dilshad : Should....i....love..you?
Me : what do you mean?
Dilshad : will you marry me?
Me : i need to think
there was nothing to think i know but something was stopping me to reply him by a 'yes'. i asked my friends they all supported me by saying me to say yes if his behaivour and he is handsome. both of those qualities was a positive mark for him and i replied a yes for his proposal.....
now also our relation continues... its just a month our relation started i know there is so many truth behind just to make it short i made it short....
i said him all the truth that i had crush before he proposed me but then he asked me why i didnt propose him... you all might have that question in your mind right? well i was scared to because i thought what will be his reaction? i said him i was fat he said i need a wife with good heart its not important to have a pretty wife....
I wish god will make us together........