Stephen12 Aug, 2015 01:41 AM
It all started back in 2014,I was watching The royal rumble, when i get a kik message from stephen asking me how the paperview is going and we start talking for a while, and then he tells me i have to tell you something.
I said okay and waited for him to respond,He told me he has a crush on me since i turned 18 and that he really liked me.
I was completely shocked i had no idea that my stepbrother had a crush on me. We started talking and the more we talked the more i was falling for him, He made everything better and he made me smile. He made life seem so much better, He and i talked for months, Ittl one day he met this girl name Rachel,she became his whole world, that's all he talked about was her.
I felt like I just lost my entire world. They dated for a while, one day he came by the house and we talked and he kissed me and at that moment i thought he was choosing me over her, Boy was i wrong. He went back to her and said what he did was a mistake, So we stopped talking.
Then they ended things and things started back up with us, We ended up having sex in the bathroom, I felt more and more close to him than i ever have before. He then met someone else her name was megan, He cut me off again. They just ended things and I really wish things would start up with us again.
I miss him so much I miss his kisses his laugh his smile his everything. Just wish he knew how i truly feel. I love him so much and i just wish he would give me one more chance.
He and i had something special we had a connection. He keeps choosing other girls before me and i never know why, He wants me but choose other woman. I really just want him to be happy and be with someone who he truly cares about. And just wish that girl was me. just wish we could have a realtionship that is amazing and special and just everything that we could ever want. I try every day to forget about him, but the more i try the more i'm thinking about him and thinking about wanting to be with him. I just can't stop falling for him. I love him and i want him to know that.
I never really liked him before all this,i just seen him as my brother nothing more nothing less,but i guess i always knew he liked me just for how he act towards me and how he was always their for me i like him so much now that i can't see myself without him.