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My friends

Sam

26 Aug, 2010 06:24 AM

Story begins about a year ago. I was still in high school. I had everything I wanted. I had close friends. Two of them were really close to me, and I considered them my best friends. One of them was a boy, and one of them was a girl.

As time passed I grew closer to both of them, the guy became like a brother to me, and I fell in love with the girl. Everything went well, and I thought she was in love with me as well. She gave me hints all the time, we kissed, she cried on my shoulder. Of course I told my best friend everything about her, how much I liked her. Me and him were hanging out every single day, he wouldn't leave till it got really late, say 4am. Days continued like this, and I fell in love with her more and more.

After a while my friend encouraged me to tell her how I felt. It was kind of tricky, because we had always been friends. I decided to just go for it, and I told her.

I was crushed. She didn't love me back, and I was wrong about the hints. She just saw me as her best friend. My heart broke, and I spent more time with my best friend to cheer up a little bit. Not a week later I decided that the three of us should go out. So we did.

As we went out I could tell my friend was hitting on her, and she seemed to like him back. I asked him, and he said it was nothing. It wasn't much later that I found out they kissed, and my heart broke again.

My friend knew how I felt about this girl, to me she was the love of my life. She still is. They started seeing each other, and as time progressed I got less attention every week. I didn't see my friend anymore, and I didn't see her anymore either.

I felt alone and decided to ask them why they didn't want to see me anymore. My friend was angry with me, because I didn't give them my best wishes right away. I should've been happy for him, although I could not be happy for him. Not this fast.

As more time passed I found myself alone, they did not contact me anymore and would ignore all my messages and calls. I did not know what to do so I spend my days alone. After some months I got an e-mail saying they apologize but don't want me in their life anymore.

Here I sit writing this story, and I'm still alone to this day. I cannot forget it, and cannot move passed it. I know it's not the worst thing ever, but to me it is. I lost my two best friends and the girl I love.

I am alone

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stevm says:
28 Aug, 2010 10:10 PM

i some what know how you feel but its not your fault they are in the wrong he lied to you and he went out with her after he knew u liked her they got mad at you for no reason u should show u don't care and maybe they will be hurt like u because they are in the wrong they should even have the right to be mad at u

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Love says:
01 Sep, 2010 01:07 PM

Aww. Don't worry its not your fault, it's theres. They are horrible friends because of what they did to you.

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POLOKO says:
09 Sep, 2010 06:54 AM

Sorry

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Dalia says:
12 Sep, 2010 03:17 PM

that's really sad..i'm so srry for you..i hope u find better friends than those..true friends never do such a thing..you shall get out of your depression & live your life!

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Romeo says:
20 Oct, 2010 01:41 PM

Boss all i can say is, this is not only happening to u, it also happened to me some years back, but look at me, all happy and i got my true love now and she is not only my love but my best friend as well, i also became just like you, but the friends i didn't like much gave me hope nd got to be my true friend and helped me out of the depression. So boss don't lose hope, she was not yours so it means there is a beeter girl than her waiting for you, so live life and find your true love.......

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Liq says:
06 Dec, 2012 07:24 AM

what kind of friend are them...you shouldn't be alone...there's a lot people who wants to be your friend...

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