Bullied02 Jan, 2014 09:37 PM
Well, today I am going to tell you my story on how i am bullied.
In Kindergarden through 3rd grade, I was always the most happiest kid ever! I was always nice to people, (which I still am now) and I always cared about people (which I still do)... But when 4th grade happened, that all changed....
In 4th grade I was still smiling. Until I met a boy, he was really cute! He always was the "Bad Boy" of the class, I don't really like bad boys but he changed all of that. I was always on cloud nine when I met him. One day I told my best friend about the boy and that I had a crush on him. I told her not to tell anybody. She promised she wouldn't. Well instead of telling nobody, she told all of the school! I was already in a relationship with somebody in a different class, but that ended quick. Throughout the school year, I always got called slut, whore, ho, and hooker. I became very depressed. I thought I had friends but all they were were just fakes dared by the popular girls so that they would be "accepted" in their popular groups.
*1 year later*
I began 5th grade, I thought everything would be great! But no as more people came, more people just bullied me. I was thinking about cutting myself, I said I will stay strong, I will never cut. The people at school just got worse, telling me to go ahead and dig a hole, make a grave, and hide because they would kill me. Or saying kill yourself! Trust me the world will be better without your slutty a**! I didn't want to tell my mom or dad because they would just laugh and say oh baby you do have friends! I seriously wanted to commit suicide. But I always said "No, somebody out there will just love you, someday" I counted down the days till Middle School... then it came.
*summer before middle school*
I was so excited! I thought everything will be better! I thought I was going to a Middle School that didn't include the people in Elementary but in that summer everything changed. My parents decided to change the schedule and now I had to go to the same Middle School that everybody else was going to. I began thinking,"what should I do? commit suicide?" I couldn't I just couldn't, I believe that everybody's life is special... except mine...
*in middle school*
The time had come, I was in middle school, I felt like I didn't belong, I pretended that I was sick a lot of time so that I didn't have to be bullied for one day. After a while, people got meaner and meaner. Telling me to go kill myself and that they would do me the favor of giving me to the dogs to eat. I never thought that they would be that mean to me... I just thought that all of this would clear up.... so far it hasn't... as I write this I'm thinking should I just-just die..? -From a victim