Once Was Love25 Mar, 2013 01:06 AM
When I met him he was my night in shining armor he did everything right he made me proud to call him mine. I thought that what we felt would never change then one day he asked me to marry him, it was a dream coming true. He made me go crazy. He just did everything that I thought no one could ever do for me
My life was wonderfully going right after everything I went through. I knew he was mine he was the one I wanted to spend my life with. But then it all changed. we were taking about having kids and being the happy family getting our own place and living a great life. Then he just started changing.
It all came from him. He didn't wanted a family and all. He wanted to do was play the game. I didn't understand. I thought everything was perfect. Once we moved to north Carolina. It all came. Life ain't the same. My hopes and dreams of becoming a mother is over. All we do is fight and have hateful words to each other. Life ain't good anymore I hate it. What should I do I know he's the one but I don't understand him anymore
He was my hero. I don't know what he is now. I don't know if he's hero or my destroyer what should I do. Do you guys know? I need help....,...... I love him so much I truly do but all he does now is bring me pain. He has changed for the worst. He yells and screams at me. Makes me feel like shit about myself. I have a broken heart but I can't tell him about it because I don't want to hurt him but he hurts me everyday. When I bring up having kids he gets so mad. We live with his mom and dad. we were supposed to have our own place by now. I'm so hurt I cry myself to sleep most nights when he's right there beside me and he don't even wake up. He acts like he don't care. Why should I when I know he's gonna hurt me I feel so lost how should I tell him how I feel. I can't hurt him but when I try to say something he don't even care. He just gets mad at me. He does that a lot now a days I just want to die. help.....