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I pushed her away...


09 Jul, 2010 07:00 AM

I never knew my best friend Kayla was a lesbian. (I'm a girl) I had a boyfriend, Damon, who I really cared about but even after 5 months I didn't love him or want to be with him. So Kayla revealed to me one night at our routine sleepover, that she was a lesbian, and that she was in love with me. I was shocked, I loved her, but did I LOVE her LOVE her? Was I ready to "come out" and deal with mocking or disappointment? We kissed that night, and I decided that I loved her too. We took a picture of us kissing. Somehow, Damon went through my phone and found the picture and threatened to tell everyone. Being a complete moron, I told him I'd do anything if he didn't tell. I was so selfish, i just couldnt lose my social status. I lost my virginity to Damon that night, he told everyone about it, and he told everyone about the kiss. I tried to explain to Kayla, but she hated me. I had betrayed her. I dropped out of school and went to live with my older sister Kelly. I still love Kayla, but she hardly answers my calls and she has a new girlfriend, as does Damon. I ruined my life, I should have just acceped

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Lexi says:
17 Jul, 2010 07:44 AM

Awwhh, I hope you are okay.

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Julie says:
23 Jul, 2010 02:23 AM

that HORRIBLE! what an awful guy! Xp poopy on him hun he should go fall off of a cliff. i cant believe someone would make you do something like that because of something they looked for! what a big nosed BLAH! i REALLY hope you and kayla work out somehow!!!

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Alice says:
22 Jun, 2012 11:38 PM

You deserve the best :( I really hope both you and Kayla can make up one day!!

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Dina says:
02 Feb, 2013 01:43 PM

WTF?!! this is so HORRIBLE! im so mad right now, i feel like i want to kill Damon, and i cant believe u went the wrong way. i mean why u have to do anything for him to stop telling anyone about the kissing? its so obvious he will tell everyone. next time, if u dont want bad happen to u again, then ask to ur teachers or family to help u!

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saro zums says:
01 Aug, 2014 02:47 AM

Damon? Should be named Demon????????

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Alexis says:
21 Sep, 2015 01:01 AM

Omfg I feel so bad

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