Showing sad stories for tag "confused"

I Dont Know

Pookie

14 May, 2011 04:23 PM

"I don't know" is my favorite phrase these days - when i say "these days" i mean since June 14th 2010, that's 11 months. I'm really confused about my feelings. First of all, this might not be the saddest story and i might seem ungrateful for my life at the moment but i really cant cope with this. I'm feeling so depressed and just literally want to die right now. I told one of my friends about this (the only person i could really trust with this) and they told me to go see a psychologist.. but i don't want to. I know - stubborn. I think its better if i get the pain over with and kill myself. Right now I'm at the point where every time i go in the kitchen or get hold off a knife, i press it against my face and it relieves me for... [Read More]

Tags: Lonely, Confused, Tragedy, Help, Psychologist, Psycho, Suicide
Votes: 0

True love or lies??

Chy Pettigrew

08 May, 2013 04:12 AM

I knew him in 8th grade. He was in 7th. I liked him but as soon as a I was in high school I forgot about him. Then I become a sophomore and hes a freshman. We start talking and being friends because he already had a gf. Then he starts telling me about all their problems and I knew my old feelings for him weren't gone. They started coming back up. We just remained friends and became close to being best friends. He even told his gf that he wasnt going to get rid of me because I knew everything and that we had equal problems family wise. I wasn't with a guy for 2 years. And he was everything I wanted in a bf. He hated his relationship because his gf was turning psycho. Even her closest friends knew it. soon he broke up with her. And then... [Read More]

Tags: Confused, Sad, Hard Decision, Love, Betrayed, Heartbroken
Votes: 8

What am I feeling?

Elizabeth

30 Jan, 2015 12:47 AM

Sometimes I think I try to hurt myself. I put myself in positions that always end up with me getting hurt. I don't know when I will learn and take a step back and ask what am I doing with my life? If you didn't read my other story, you should. It will help in understanding what I am going through right now. Well I am in my junior year of high school. At the beginning of the year I was doing really well. I got all A's on my first report card, and currently have all A's. Well a few weeks ago I started talking to this sophomore guy at my school. I honestly didn't think anything would happen. It was just meaningless flirting and him just being a horny teenage guy. Well I never expected it to go further than talking, but he wanted me to come over... [Read More]

Tags: Feelings, Questions, Love, Maybe, Hurt, Confused, Special
Votes: 5

coffee

nancy

27 Aug, 2010 05:08 AM

for Arnold: If there is one thing in my life that I would cherish the most.. it's probably the day I met you..You bring me my sweetest smile and my most painful tears..I got the deepest love for you and it cause me so much pain knowing I don't have any right to be part of your life.. You just don't know how a single word from you delighted my days, or how your voice disturb my system..It's worth keeping the memories in my heart. I guess it just have to end this way..not all love has happy ending no matter how great and pure it is. In a short time I learned that love can't be measured by length of time or moments shared because deep down in my heart I know there will always be a space for you... One time I experienced how to be truly happy,... [Read More]

Tags: Dilemma, Love, Confused, Heartbroken
Votes: 2

Coffee

nancy

27 Aug, 2010 05:02 AM

I thought my life is complete,I have a happy family, a good job and a quite stable relationship with the man I loved.. I don't know where it starts. All I can remember is since day one that I met this guy I felt so different inside. I'm not the type who will just swoon over every cute guy I used to bump into. Well the funny thing is, He's not cute, he's not nice and he's not typically the man I will like. At first I ignore the feeling coz I thought it's just a plain crush and aside from the fact that I love my boyfriend so much. But things get complicated each passing day..I felt so idiot whenever he's near and so totally shy and stupid..Arnold is my office mate and he's kinda snob. My other office mates used to tease me about my feeling for him.... [Read More]

Tags: Dilemma, Love, Confused
Votes: 1

Nicholas

bella

20 Nov, 2015 07:45 PM

There's this guy named Nicholas, He's sweet,kind,caring,the most loving person you can ever meet. We met on this site called meetme it's a dating site, we talked on it for a few months and we got close. We have met in person a few times, I have helped him with his school work and i'm making sure he graduates. He and i have been friends for a while, he is always their for me when i need him. One day, I wrote him a letter telling him how i felt about him, he got the letter and told me he doesn't see me like that, He doesn't want anything to ruin our friendship. I was so upset, I really truly had feelings for him and i still do. He doesn't understand that my feelings aren't gonna go away so easily like his can. One day, me and him went for... [Read More]

Tags: Confused, Love Hurts, Love Story
Votes: 4

Love or Lust?

Bethany Roberts

11 May, 2011 11:56 AM

Upon entering high school, one of the most popular advices that can be given is to not believe in love. And well what do we do? We believe in love. It was one of the beginning years of high school that I thought my life was quite honestly ?perfect?. Not to sound like a typical snotty teenager, but I had the life. I had the money, the boyfriend, and the ?best friends.? The posse and I did absolutely everything together, from eating to shopping to clubbing and to sleepovers. We also shared everything from books to clothes also. The year drifted by and we were still great friends. However, that began to change quickly the following high school year. I believe it was my last or second to last year of high school. I was still going out with the same guy but I decided to distant myself from the... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Hurt, Confused
Votes: 3