He cheated...
Brokenheart
28 May, 2011 04:00 PMI used to be this girl who laughed and smiled all the time... but that changed when I met this boy at school... It was September of 2010 and I was upset about this boy named Enrique who broke my heart. So my friend decided to call her ex-boyfriend (Gio) and explain to him what happened. He told me that everything was going to be okay and that I'll move on. Later on at night when my friend was sleeping I called Gio and talked to him for 2-3 hours. He explained to me that he did want to be friends but wanted to take it more further... I told him I felt the same way. He asked me out at school and of course I said yes. Days passed by and he gave me my first kiss on October 12, 2010 a month before my birthday. 6 days later he cheated on me with the girl that he loved. I cried every day and ever since I was upset and never smiled. He then lied too me saying he didn't cheat, but I knew that he did. He gave me a hug and I noticed that I missed him so much... eventually i went back with him...(yes i know I'm so stupid!) later on I broke up with him again because as I was looking through his notebook I saw that he was still choosing between me and the girl he loved!! I was angry (especially because it was 2 days before my birthday) and left him that day... Days passed and I missed him so much! I wish that I could hold him and tell him I love him! I was upset that we weren't together and i also saw that he was flirting with a girl (Madi) in my class that i disliked A LOT. I got jealous and I cried every night thinking that he didn't love me anymore. Then once again he came to me saying that he was sorry and he promised that he wouldn't make me cry ever again.. and I was probably drunk or something because I said yes... I regret it I don't know if i was thinking or not. I was with him for 2 days and he kissed me again and I was happy..because I thought he wasn't lying. Next day in the morning at school i saw him and I was excited i gave him a hug and told him i loved him. I sat at my desk and he kept coming up to me giving me a kiss on my cheek. When I went to math I saw him go out of the class into the hallway to "use the bathroom" and I also saw that the girl he used to flirt with (Madi)go and also "use the bathroom." Then my best friend came up to me saying that my boyfriend Gio the one who "loved me" made out with Madi in the morning in the coat room also when they went to "use the bathroom" they were also kissing and having a great time. As soon as I heard this was ready to cry. I tried so hard to hold in those tears. Gio came back into the room and told me he loved me I ignored him because I couldn't even look at him anymore. i was so upset and enraged. I had my friend tell Gio that it was over. I was upset I couldn't believe he cheated on me again. he broke his promises and he lied... He lied!!! When I got home the only thing that I could do was cry. My friend's said I wasn't the same anymore, that I changed. Every night I would cry, and call myself stupid for going back with him!! I wouldn't smile and I wouldn't laugh anymore... my friends were right.. I wasn't the same... I loved him and he did this to me! I couldn't believe it. That's when I stopped trusting people because I didn't know if they would betray me the same as Gio did... I couldn't move on my heart was broken and I tried to move on, but I couldn't... every time I think about it I get so upset... I just want it to stop already... I want to forget this pain and move on... I loved him so much... but he didn't love me </3
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Comments
Post a Comment31 May, 2011 08:22 AM
hey..i been with the same problem like u had..but u cant let urself cry over someone like that..cause there is another boy out there who would want to make u happy..and smile alots..reading ur story made me cry..boys like that are never worth the tears..i know u must love him alots..but u gotta let him go..so u can move on and find a wayyyy better boy that treat u right!!ok but i know it take time to heal..so hope u get better soon ok!
p.s-SMILE!!!!!!!and Be happy!!!!(that my quote)
31 May, 2011 09:25 AM
OMG , Im so srry sweetheart , Boys cheat & they are asshole's but u shouldnt let something like this bother u , u will get over it to soon , ive had a similar story , but eventlly now a year passed and i care less about him :') , and trust me when he see's that u dont care about him , he will get so pissed .. <3
31 May, 2011 06:11 PM
Aww that's sad! I don't like people who cheat
:(
01 Jun, 2011 04:38 AM
hey girl what a sad love story...been there...we almost have the same situation....just be positive...i know you can make it....yes, it is very painful, but as you go along, you will learn to carry on... remember that time heal all wounds, maybe it would not be fast and furious but i'm pretty sure it will.. just take each day at time and i'm pretty sure you'll come out fine...your life doesn't end just there, but instead it will just a beginning of your journey...just be strong..love is always be painful..always remember that god has prepared someone better for you...all you need to do now is to accept and most of all love yourself before you love others......you can make it.....just be good to that person....don't hold anguish in your heart..kill that person through his conscience.....that's the greatest revenge you can cast to the person who wronged you....
01 Jun, 2011 01:00 PM
Thank you everyone :')
02 Jun, 2011 03:55 AM
what a sad love story..reading your story made me cry...i hate people who cheat...'move on girl.,boys like that are never worth the tears...all you need to do now is to accept and love yourself before you love others..'okey dear.'smile ^^,
04 Jun, 2011 01:13 PM
God wont let you be unhappy for a long time,just dont give up like this you will find some 1 better and he will make u forget all your tears and sadness he will make you happy and keep you happy and you will be Laura once again the girl who laughed and smiled all the time.
07 Jun, 2011 05:37 PM
Thank you Omer and everyone(:
04 Jul, 2011 11:40 PM
I'm so sorry for u Laura, it was so sad. I hope u'll find some1 that love u so much and will never betray u. n I also hope u'll be a strong girl that could face every problem in ur life. u have to keep smiling and remember that u still have so many people that love u n care about u.
23 Dec, 2011 05:18 PM
Awh i hope that you are ok now dear - i read this feeling deep empathy with you because the guy i love is also called gio. he decided he didnt want to be with me once i returned from my holiday to ireland (he did not trust i was faithful). i am told i cry in my sleep at the moment; but i wont call him (only new years eve to ask for his friendship at least). i know im worth more, but i feel worthless.
the upside to ur story laura is ur so young (not to be patrinising) - im 25 and stil have problems finding the right guy, but i keep up hope that i will - and i pray you will too xxxxx
24 Dec, 2011 11:43 AM
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07 Jan, 2012 02:02 AM
Hey i know its very painful. when we just see that person we have a lot of questions that why he did this to me , why he cheated me but at last the heart also says that somewhere deep in our heart we still love that person and want him back. and so we are still waiting. i hope that person will regret himself saying that . "shit man i lost a lovely girl" and that day you'll get your smile back and if u didn't get that person so wat , just say to your heart that that person does not deserve you ok so smilee
19 Feb, 2012 09:14 AM
okay i dont want to be mean or somethin but why u r acting like an angel besides its your fault you kept trustin him while he fucked you up several times and for all whos posting this comments okay come on stop acting like "mentors" cause when its comes to you youll be down in the dumps and totally fucked up
16 Mar, 2012 04:02 PM
n wat abt wen a gal hrts
19 Apr, 2012 04:35 PM
I have witness this a lot every single day my friend would get her self into a relationship like urs. She was so madly in love with him so much that everytime he came back and ask for a next chance and dumbly she give him the chance. Getting hurt over and over again. I couldn't take it so I sit down and tell her that she must be strong, build up herself and just find back her happy part other than what she and the guy once had. The more a person hurt u is the more strength and heart strong u build that u knw how to decrease ur feelings for any guy until u get to knw him better. Good luck with it still.
08 Jul, 2012 09:21 PM
Sumhow dis story feels lyk its talkng abt me. The only difference is dat i was cheated on more times than i culd count. I feel great bcz i hurt him back.
09 Jul, 2012 01:55 PM
i can relate to this story, my bf always cheating on me for more than 5 years but i keep on giving him chances hoping he'll change but he never did. I loved him too much that i forgot myself..
01 Aug, 2012 02:51 AM
Sad... But i promiss u to get better soon ;)
03 Nov, 2012 01:45 PM
Dont worry dear....u will get some1 who will love u more....cheers