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What just happened?

JSweet

24 Mar, 2016 07:30 AM

Anika. My best friend. My BFF! What she did could be forgotten but not easily. She betrayed me and everything I stand for. I don't understand, what did I do?? Did I hurt her somehow so she felt the need to do what she did?? I don't understand...

It was about two years ago that I met Anika. We became instant friends. Similar taste in music, similar opinions, similar style and just similarity in everything, but we never got bored of each other. We told each other everything, even super gross stuff that we did. I trusted her with my life, I think she felt the same. One day, at our hell hole of a school, we notice something immediately. A new kid. HE was gorgeous. We looked at each other and ran over to him introducing ourselves. His name was Travis, he also had similar music taste as us (which BTW, is SUPER important). We started hanging out with him all the time and he became one of our closest friends, and of course, ONE of us had to fall in love. Turns out it was me.

As weeks go by, I love him more and more. Of course Anika knows by now, she's even trying to get us together. I'm not sure what happened during that week but in the end I found out he liked me too. The happiness I felt was unbelievable. I couldn't stop smiling. The next time I saw him I was really nervous. My face was probably all red. We were together for about two months after that.

Then, I don't know what happened. I was shut out. Everyone was avoiding me, Anika, Travis and even Payton (she's one of my closest friends other than Anika and Travis). I was really sad and confused and mad. I'd listen to sad songs at night to make myself even more sad. I don't know why I did that. Maybe it made me feel better. A week passed and I was fed up. I went straight up to Anika to ask her what the hell was happening. She kinda just stared at me. Like if SHE was the one who was confused. "Didn't he tell you?" That's all she said. Then she walked away. My best friend Anika just walked away from me. TWO YEARS and she throws it all away. "Didn't he tell you?" What was she even talking about?! Obviously I had to find out what the f*** was going on. I finally went up to Travis and asked him to explain. He looked at me with a straight face. No regret. No sadness. No happiness either. His eyes were just blankly staring at me. "I don't love you anymore. You bore me and you are annoying as well. Sorry but it's true." Just let that sink in. Seems super fake but that just happened. Took me a while to let it process. Later that evening I was thinking of everything I ever did in my life. I kept thinking what he said was true. I am boring. I am annoying. I am nothing. Suicide seemed like a nice option. What would be less painful? That weekend was spent shedding tears whilst listening to every sad song I know including Led Zeppelins first album which I found sad. Monday was painful. Anika, my bestie, holding hands with you-know-who. The betrayal. She kinda looked at me and laughed. Then kissed him. *sigh* Love. I wanted to go and die. I wanted to die in a hole with my music. I just want to go. Let me go Lord. Let me die.

Summary: My ex-best friend Anika is now dating the love of my life Travis as they both laugh at my sorrow. Charming isn't it? Well life isn't perfect. Nothing is perfect.
It's life.


What's the point of living, if there's nothing to live for?

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Sarahy says:
09 May, 2016 03:59 AM

So sad!!!

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adreyanna jones says:
14 May, 2016 01:26 AM

i know how you feel about the whole best friend leaving and going out with you ex boyfriend. its hurts. i know how it feels to be lonely to be left out. i am left out every day. my friends leave and they don't care anymore and forget. it really hurts, i know how you feel. i try to forget every day it doesn't work.

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Mall says:
14 May, 2016 11:46 AM

since this is very recent i can only say that if they hate you, you hate them back. don't think of committing suicide cause i had the same feeling. don't run just stand against them. i am a 15 year old teenager but have faced the worse in my life. my first crushed betrayed me but in the end i went and kicked him. i no longer believe in dating. i only want one. so its ok.

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MiTsuO says:
17 May, 2016 01:29 PM

IT`S LIFE!!!!

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Beth says:
20 May, 2016 01:27 PM

I know something like this hurts, a lot. Believe me, I went through something quite similar to this. Unfortunately this happens a lot. The only advice i have for you is to not let them get you down. You are so much stronger then them. Forget them. Get new,better friends, people you can really trust. Don't worry about getting a boyfriend to quickly, it will happen soon enough. Just be yourself and keep your chin up.

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Justgonnaread says:
28 May, 2016 04:34 PM

Pls dont suicide theres more important than that u can move on I know its painful u can still live there are other that u may find.. Ure life is more precious than u can imagine u can meet the one at the right time...

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May says:
31 May, 2016 12:31 PM

I can't believe that someone would do such a horrible thing. It just ain't right! I thought LOVE was supposed to be special and loving!! >.<

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mercy says:
04 Jun, 2016 09:24 PM

it myt b painful bt juc forget them n muv on..such iz lyf

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CRob says:
14 Jun, 2016 04:36 AM

Be thankful they're no longer part of your life!! They are obviously evil & thrive on hurting people. Be proud of yourself & the fact that you're a good person & were a good friend. You can't help that they turned out to be fake! Don't let them bring you down because that's what they want. Go on with your life and be happy!! But stop listening to all the depressing music. :)

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CeCe says:
23 Jun, 2016 01:08 PM

Omg it broke my heart when Travis and Anika started dating. Fuck her life ur WAY more better

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Brandon says:
26 Jun, 2016 09:34 AM

Don't let them get you down there are many other things in life and death isn't the only answer your life is a precious thing you can do many more things yo you just forget about them and move on go and meet new people who you can trust don't let them get to you

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adarsh says:
02 Jul, 2016 08:34 AM

same thing happen with me too....now i can't trust anyone ????????

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cindy says:
04 Jul, 2016 09:58 PM

Nw I dnt even knw if its gud to Hav a frnd or nt,why do they always betray us,do they deserve better than us? Hmmmmmm

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Sakshi says:
15 Jul, 2016 06:03 PM

I know how does it feel to be betrayed.. Especially by your best friend... I am facing this problem right now and feel ending my life... She broke up our friendship and seats with some other girl in the classroom and I have to sit alone... It is so miserable... I want to die.. I am unable to concentrate on my studies.. Because of her I am living a joyless and colorless life... I don't know what's wrong with her but she has really made my life so sad.. I want to run away from my life... I want to die... I have no one to sit with... Also she talks behind my back about me... To all the girls and boys... I am disturbed.... Life is hell for me!!!

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Ery says:
24 Jul, 2016 07:27 PM

Every time you think about suicide, think again. Think of what you want to accomplish in your life, even little accomplishments and do something for that instead. You are so young. Belive me, you are going to heal one day and you are going to make new friends and love other guys. Maybe someone will break your heart again, but you are going to be stronger every time. Focus on important things, on what you love doing and let them have their fling or whatever. Karma is a bitch and they are going to get back the horrible things they did to you. And when that day will come, you are going to be too occupied on being happy to care of their stupid little lifes. I wish you the best. And remember no one deserves your tears, they're too precious to spend on someone who didn't appriciate you.

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JSweet says:
30 Jul, 2016 07:51 AM

I just want to thank every one who has posted a comment because it makes me so happy to read them and know at least somebody cares, for those going thru similar problems, I hope you make it past your problems and find happiness because there is light at the end of the tunnel, you can make it. I believe in you. Thank you all.

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Erin says:
07 Aug, 2016 12:29 AM

You can't build happiness on someone else's pain.. Just sit back and watch, dat relationship won't last.

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varian sithole says:
27 Aug, 2016 09:34 AM

dont commit suicide coz life if kinda like hell... ol will be well

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lava says:
14 Sep, 2016 02:13 AM

i know how u feel..i had gone through the same thing.. my best friend of 5 yrs did tht to me...

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Span says:
26 Sep, 2016 09:33 PM

get a new boyfriend and make them jealous..im so f***king ma at them rn. i wanna slap them.. ugh i hate iittt..sorry this happened to u

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Lyrah says:
02 Oct, 2016 11:26 PM

WTFFF is wrong with the world mumma!!!

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Angel says:
10 Oct, 2016 04:39 PM

So so sad but I whould so beat the fuck out of her I'm here for you hang in there she not a friend and that guys an asshole I'm so sorry

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Xali says:
22 Oct, 2016 08:12 AM

I would've slapped her/him (whichever one)right there
and then

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sylvia says:
15 Dec, 2016 09:22 AM

so sad, I went through a similar one but mine is a bit worse than yours

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elda.t says:
20 Dec, 2016 08:39 PM

Anika's just too evil, she crossed the line. Travis... well- a butt-face, jerk, hooligan, motionless, stupid, idiotic, everything bad. I hope one of those 2 snakes do the same thing to each other, you know "KARMA", is waiting for them, don't worry.
P.S. trust your best friends, but not with your heart, have benefit of the doubt.

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eldat says:
23 Dec, 2016 09:39 AM

Let "KARMA" take care of them.

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ShdiamondChaney says:
03 Mar, 2017 08:08 PM

I have 3 bffs and they will not do nothing to me like that

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he shan says:
17 Jul, 2017 01:14 PM

dont be too...sad dont do sicide as bcz.. in life will hav ups and downs but miracle do happen .the time make them pay for u..

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nobody says:
21 Aug, 2017 03:58 PM

well... that's made up story but good anyway, keep it up

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Bella says:
04 Oct, 2017 03:57 AM

GET REVENGE THATS THE BEST THING EVER!!!

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