The love of a father17 Jan, 2013 08:43 PM
She slowly pushed the blade in to her arm and pulled it down her, feeling the sting, feeling the sense of freedom from everything that had been in her head. There was the singular sharp, sweet sting as the blade sliced her skin. Not to deep but deep enough to make herself bleed, she whispered to herself, "It's just one cut. I'll be ok, just no more." She put the blade down and wiped the blood from the cut she had just made. She looked back down at the blade. "I need more," she thought. She picked the blade up and put it to her arm and made one more, and another and another. After she realized what she had done and how full her arm was of cuts. She cried and started wiping the blood from her arm. "Why did I do this to myself." She looked down at the blade, "Why did you do this to me?!" She screamed, "What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why did I pick up that damn blade?! What made me think like this?! I have a perfect life and not a care in the world. Why have I done this to myself?!"
Her dad heard her crying and came in to see what was wrong. He took one look at her arm and said, "Get in the truck we're going to the hospital." She looked at her arm then back at her dad, "Why do we need to go to the hospital it's not bleeding that bad. Why would we need to go to the hospital?" Her dad replied, "I'm taking you to the mental hospital, you have some serious mental issues. I don't even wanna look at you." She cried and got into the truck. "What did I do that was so bad?" He yelled, "you fucking cut your damn arm! What the fuck else do you think it would be. You're just a mental bitch that doesn't know what the hell she's doing to herself. You will never get a guy with the scars and cuts on your wrist. You need serious mental help. Now shut the fuck up you little bitch." She whispered, "I hate you." He pulled over got out of the truck and opened her door, said unbuckle. She obeyed quickly. He grabbed her hair and pulled out of the truck and started beating her. After he was done, she was almost dead on the side of the road, and drove off leaving her to die. When she was found it was to late for anyone to save her. Her dad had killed her instead of helping her figure out what was wrong with her and why she had cut her wrist.
About two years later her dad was found in a closet hung by her belt, a note taped to the belt saying, "To my beautiful angel, Samantha, I'm so sorry for not helping you with what was going on in your head. I wish I could change what I did to you. I love you so much I can't wait to see you again. You were the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. I wish I could've been a better father to you. You were amazing at everything you did. I love you baby girl.
Your horrible father </3