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I Let Him Down


03 Nov, 2012 03:12 AM

Well, it all started in elementary school, his name was Jeffrey, had beautiful long hair. He was neglected, beat and bullied. He liked me in there and I did the same. In high school, we were best of friends, until they started bullying me for Liking him He ignored it blinded by love, I couldn't be hated so I told him something I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I told him I liked another guy, I could see the hatred and sadness in Jeff's eyes, he came with scars to school. Teachers nor students cared...

I was still in love with him, even though he did not know that. He invited me to his place and we ended up making out...Word got out somehow and we were in deep shit I could only save myself I couldn't save him so I told him the same lie AGAIN. During the next years He was quiet and soulless. He turned Emo, only wearing black and blue. I knew I was to blame for this. Now you may be saying that he was over reacting, but he wasn't I knew the pain he was feeling It was killing me too, I walked away from him and left whenever he came around, I thought I would die if I didn't talk to him.

So months past to sign, nothing exiting he came to school with scars all over his body, His hair completely back, people bullied him and called him the moon, or some crap, He was pained by this he hated everyone he cut even more He hated life, and everyone in it. Jeff did pray to God for a better life, Jesus must not have liked him, Jeff's life got worst too kids beat him up and he stabbed them back, he was accused of starting the fight and had 3 years in Juvenal...

When he came out he did something terrible Something I wish I could change I let his life drop out of my hands so life, this day is the worst day of my life. So after school he told me to come to his house so I did He took a large knife and stabbed himself I called the ambulance, it was too late I went to his funeral no one else came besides his mom & dad, and his Best friend Dylan. I know I let you down! and by the time you read this the same will have happened to me!

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kimberly john says:
12 Feb, 2013 01:15 AM

wow.....such a sad story.....that is life...

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Lyana says:
17 Feb, 2013 04:41 AM

Stay strong.... never give up hope

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stefan says:
17 Feb, 2013 12:43 PM idiot... he should've had focused on school. I was in same situation but I would never do something like that lol (never cutted myself tho, my parents would kill me if I did that LOL)

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Emily says:
21 Feb, 2013 09:12 AM

that is really sad......... i have a friend that cuts himself and i dont ever know what to say or do around him......some days he is really good and then others if you said anything to him he would blow up in your face......i wish all his pain would just go away and he could have a simple easy life

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louna says:
22 Feb, 2013 10:28 PM

god!! it's a terrible story
you should be strong !! you can

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Isaac says:
07 Mar, 2013 03:34 AM

That is a sad and beautiful story...ignorant shallow people like Stefan will never understand it.

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RachelThesoulesswoman says:
08 Mar, 2013 03:27 AM

Thanks for all your words and "doubts" Yea, still alive and doing well still very sad though :(

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jeffrey says:
16 Mar, 2013 09:07 PM

hey u know wat my name s jeffrey !!!its so sad that u killed me in the story!!lol anyways nice story !!!

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RachelThesoulesswoman says:
16 Apr, 2013 02:23 AM

Yea, sorry I killed you Jeff

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araceli Monsevais says:
19 Aug, 2015 06:38 AM

This almost made me cry ... i think its a wonderful and sad story .!

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