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16 Jul, 2010 02:32 PM

It was there. Love. the day i met her. I knew she was young and i knew there would be consequences she was 17 at the time. and i was 24. i loved her Dearly. Everyone told us that we would get caught that we would be in trouble. (more like me be in big trouble) But society didn't see it as rape. They saw it as friendship. We were in no rush to move things along.
Until one night we were alone in my house and she insisted on us watching a movie. I asked her to pick one. When she had to pick the movie I felt her tremble and i saw the fear in her eyes. She knew something was up and she didn't tell me. About 15 minutes into the Movie. I got a knock on my door. And it was the police. I was shocked. I wasn't in trouble But she was. Her parents were frantic and they were yelling at me like I was a demon or something.
Later on that night I got a phone call from her parents saying that She's too young to be with you. She can't be with you. She has to think about her life before she knows what she needs to do. At that moment. I knew something else was up. The call was just a warning. I drove over to her house and noticed the police there. Now things started to get eerie. I blame myself for what happens the encounter with her parents. I walk over into the yard and the father attacks me. literally hitting me and punching me. The mother stands back holding back tears, but they came out like fire works. I didn't know any better. I walked over the the mother and she wiped the tears away. She slapped me then hugged me. (Everything seems like a movie now). I didn't know what happened. The police officer comes over to me and pulls me away from the sad and upset mother and father. They walked me into my lovers home. And took me to her room. it was beautiful. Like any other teenage girls room. I Followed the patterns on the walls and noticed a note on the wall, the police officer was quiet, I walked over to the note and I almost killed myself for what was written. "I love you Dimitri. And I know you loved me. We are two separate people. I am a teenager and you an adult. So, I made a discussion, today will be my last night with you. because if you can't have me then. No one can. i hope you understand that I mean well. And that you took over my whole heart." A tear leaked down. For knowing she killed herself to be with me.
It is the first time I had told the story to anybody. Let alone the internet. She was a dear girl. And She was the one I loved dearly. It's been a year after her death and i still haven't found the ability to let myself love anyone else.

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Aly says:
19 Jul, 2010 11:54 AM

This story reminds me of my fave book. Vampire Academy... But just because the lead male in the book is named Dimitri and was 24 while the lead girl whom he met was 17...
But anyway, I liked the story... It was really sad.

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Lexie says:
20 Jul, 2010 05:41 AM

Omg...thats amazing..Thats a deep deep love to kill yourself to be with someone.

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che says:
23 Jul, 2010 01:18 AM

it was really sad..
the girl reminds me of what i am before..

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Julie says:
23 Jul, 2010 02:01 AM

that's so sad, i knwo how you feel, to have someone love you so much that they die for you, its really horrible but its also amazing that any being can care for another that much, i hope youre doing better, keep on living.

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isabella says:
23 Jul, 2010 10:24 PM

OMG...she killed herself for u...but how come u nvr told her u loved her in the first place...did she evr told u tht she liked u...but it was a rlyyyy nice and deep love story..hope u can move on in ur life

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sara says:
24 Jul, 2010 07:27 AM

OMG .. she killed her self coz she can't have you !! and u didnt tell her that u loved her .. not once !! is she crazy !!
allah yr7mha :(

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Sheline says:
28 Jul, 2010 04:03 AM

i can't belief she actually kill her self to be with you! It was very very touching i am already in tears

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alexis says:
28 Jul, 2010 11:03 PM

that is really sad and im not even going to say that i know what your going throw cause i dont but one thing that i do know is that you should move on i know she would want you to be happy and if you do end up falling in love again always remember your first love and remember always tell people how much you love them dont make the mistake of waiting till tommorw tell them today!

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Angelina says:
06 Aug, 2010 12:25 PM

Your story really touched me, it blew away the misconceptions I had about guys.. I wish your love rests in peace.. I would jus say you to move on because you jus cant get her back.

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Alan says:
05 Sep, 2010 11:10 PM

I was going 2 do d same 4 my guy 3 days before bt i reaisd dat he would kil himslf if i do dat. My story wud b on dis site only within few days.

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