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I've missed him ..

nadine

21 May, 2012 12:05 AM

All this time, years apart ..I've missed his smile, the way he used to make me laugh just by being there, the way he made me fall in love with him without a single effort this is the only thing he was good at. Circumstances were tough and I could't be with him but also couldn't forget him. I've tried so many times but can't get him out of my mind cause every single detail in my daily life reminds me of him.

Sometimes I pretend being assertive and try to move on with my life but in vain. He has never told me he loved me but somehow my love for him grows everyday.. I always wonder what he is doing? who is he with? does he even miss me? these questions are killing me , his absence is killing me but I just can't call him and say those words to him there were times I dialed his number and tried to call but I failed miserably, I can"t confront him just can't. I know he is a good person but it just wasn't a good timing the whole world was against us and I didn't fight for us nor did he.

what hurts me the most is that I have never got the chance to tell him this, he left without a goodbye and never bothered to ask if I'm fine or not, If I'm still alive or not, maybe we're not meant to be together but it's tearing me apart. It's been a year now and I can't forget him ....he is always with me. I always feel him close to me. He is the best thing ever happened to me but everything was quick it's like everything occurred in a blink of an eye and the worse thing is that I realized that I love him after leaving each other and I wanted that. I wanted some time to think and clear my mind. I regret so bad asking for that cause I'm in pain right now I feel that my heart is torn apart and I hurt myself a lot trying to put it all back together. My life is empty, my heart is empty and I don't know how to heal I don't know how to move on and let him go. I'm fed up trying over and over and failing. I want my life back ..

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Anthony says:
20 Nov, 2012 02:28 PM

thats so gay and stupid WTF is wrong with u

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ritzzie says:
22 Nov, 2012 10:06 AM

I can relate to ur poast so well. I'm going through a same kind of situation now, and I know how hard it is. It was as if you were writing about my feelings. Hope u find happiness somewhere! :)

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Ramya says:
23 Nov, 2012 12:20 PM

nice very touching......while reading i can feel that eyes are crying........

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Ntando'Tunia says:
15 Dec, 2012 01:30 PM

I'm going through the same thing. Just be strong honey.

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Morgan says:
18 Dec, 2012 08:05 PM

I say that you call him and see what he thinks about the whole thing and then if he wants to try it then try it...but if he doesn't then move on. Because you can't be with someone who doesn't want to be with you. Just remember that everything happens for a reason(:

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karlie says:
27 Dec, 2012 03:31 AM

just be strong i know how u feel and call him and see how he feels about u its worth a shot

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Tyler says:
30 May, 2013 12:33 AM

She feels how she feels. Stop being so mean about it Anthony

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selam teshime says:
31 May, 2013 10:36 AM

realym, i feel sorry.please try to get him

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