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how can i move on?

chris

26 May, 2010 11:12 PM

nine months ago, i met a girl. she was perfect and beautiful and sexy. her smile, her body, her hair... everything was absolutely perfect... her skin was the perfect complexion with the perfect tint of tan, her auburn hair flowed like water, and her pale green eyes were always shielded behind long, long lashes. after one month of becoming pretty much best friends, i fell in love with her. we shared our first kiss when we were laying under the stars one night and everything progressed from there. we were dating without the label, because i never really asked her out. we were together for four months before i lost my virginity to her, and she lost hers to me. and, that's when i was sure that she loved me just like i loved her. we spent every day together, when winter came. we didn't see each other much from there, but we still spent hours on the phone. i called her christmas morning, and she didn't answer. this was the first time that she'd never answered my calls, and this was also the first time i had called her all week (she always called me first). i sent her a text message two hours after i called her "i'm coming over." she didn't reply, so i jumped in my pickup truck and drove to her house. her parents were gone for a Christmas cruise and she stayed home, so i suspected her to be there. i knocked on the door- no answer. i knocked on her bedroom window- no answer; her curtains didn't even move. i walked around the back through the snow, and reached under a garden pot and got a key to the back door. i unlocked it and walked into the house. i called her name several times, and she never answered. i walked up the stairs, and saw her bedroom door open with her laying in her bed. i smiled and walked over to her, kissing her lips softly. she didn't wake up, and she didn't even stir. i began to panic as i saw a note that said "please forgive me for what i've done, chris." on it. i opened it, and read it again and again and again until it finally hit me- she was dead. i looked around and saw an empty bottle of pain reliever on the floor with not a pill in sight, but the seal looked freshly broken. i reached for my phone, and called the police... they tried to revive her blueing body, and pronounced her dead thirty minutes after i got to the house...

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Lorien Pereyra says:
28 May, 2010 09:21 PM

wow. i almost cried on that one

rely sad

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tania says:
31 May, 2010 10:29 PM

Sad Story i feel bad 4 u:[

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marrissa says:
02 Jun, 2010 12:05 AM

i'm sorry if this is true. this is deep. but you know what? There has been worse. an old freind i had lost her son to an accedental gun shot on her birthday. she's about 27 now. she lived passed it and is living happily with two kids. you should move on too.

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Laura says:
02 Jun, 2010 10:41 AM

i actually cried reading this cuz i was in a similar experience except i stopped him in the middle of commiting suicide and i know its hard but you will pull threw it trust me

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victoria says:
02 Jun, 2010 10:49 AM

is this true? how old are you?or she? so sad i know :(

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Laura says:
05 Jun, 2010 11:43 AM

victoria idk if the story is true but im thinking it is and its posibile trust me i know that the almost same thing happened to me and its something i wouldnt want anyone to experenice

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Salena C says:
18 Jun, 2011 09:18 PM

I know it may be hard to move on after something like this n it may not seem possible but trust me it is even though we cry n everything were not weak n thngs like ths help us teach us and make us even stronger each day we may go through hell and back but in the end its worth it hope you learned from this and is doing better

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Tris says:
24 Mar, 2012 12:57 PM

Its really sad.i almost cried.i also attempted similar suicide but iwas somehow saved.i stayed in hospital 4 more than a month 4this

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Sarah says:
19 Jul, 2012 09:01 PM

So sad ...

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Umair says:
09 Feb, 2016 05:20 PM

Why did she kill herself?

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