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Gloria Venus

29 Oct, 2011 10:19 AM

I was 13 when I went out with Lawrence. I broke up with my boyfriend because I chose to be with Lawrence. We were in the same hostel and we even took tuition together. He was a month younger than me but I didn't care. I was madly in love with him. When he kissed me, it felt like heaven. I would do anything to please him. I just want him to be happy. He invited me to a concert one night but i couldn't go because I was sick. I knew he was mad but he didn't show his feelings. That night, my friend was there at the concert. She told me the next day that Lawrence was flirting around with another girl and that he was really drunk. I just sad that it maybe because he was too drunk. But later that day, he told me that he wanted to break up with me cause he had found a new girl. I was so,so,so sad... tears rolled down my eyes continuously and i couldn't stop crying. He told me that the new girl was May, she was my greatest enemy. I don't want him to date my enemy, of all the girls out there. Of course she was prettier than me, she have all the things I don't have.. I loved him so much and I don't want to lose him to my enemy. But he didn't listen to me and moved on. I cried and cried and cried until my eyes were all swollen. The next day, his friend Josh asked me out. He was actually my cousin. But since I wanted to forget about Lawrence and start afresh, I said 'Yes'. Our town is quite uneasy because people don't kiss each other in public. So, I and Josh kissed in a classroom one Tuesday morning. some girls saw us and spread the news like I was having sex with josh. I know I was wrong. But they don't know anything and they just spread rumors. I was so ashamed and I dropped out from school. I was scared to face reality. But I never forget about Lawrence. I still loved him all along.
I'm now,15 years old, in a new school, having a new boyfriend-Harvest. I love him so much,and i hope he does too. But i can never really trust boys again after that incident. I live on, with guiltiness in my heart. I hope everyone understands me. Some boys are not worth being trusted.
P.S.-I'm really happy now.

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dylan says:
12 May, 2012 05:03 AM

naaw,:( this made me cry,thats what happened to me but it was a girl who left me:(

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A nobody says:
12 May, 2012 09:46 PM

omg thats so so sad.Im feelin good that ur happy.BUT he shouldnt of done that 2 you,no man should

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Jupiter says:
12 May, 2012 11:13 PM

EW you kissed your cousin you gross

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reason says:
14 May, 2012 08:26 AM

ok so you dumped you boyfriend, to get with this guy and he dumped you for someone better. you got what was coming haha and seriously your cousin wtf!

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Max says:
14 May, 2012 10:11 AM

Well its so its good that u now have a man who loves and respects you.and i think that you should trust him and open up your heart to him

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genesis colon says:
15 May, 2012 06:39 PM

im glad you moved on and found someone better but think twice before going with your cousine bc thats nasty :)

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phinex says:
19 May, 2012 02:42 AM

Awww so sad and i know how you feel i have been dumped because of my bf found a new girl it litteraly broke my heart

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mika deming says:
20 May, 2012 01:16 AM

that is soooo sad!

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lipsa says:
21 May, 2012 06:43 AM

Ewww.! dats horrid.! But itz happy 2 learn dat finaly u r happy.. but b vry careful nd nvr trust boyzzz.!!!

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Nick channel says:
21 May, 2012 06:13 PM

wat about d guy u dumped for getting lawrence, he must've also felt dat u betrayed him. If a guy does something wrong all of d boys are 2 be blamed but wat u did wasnt correct either. Blaming is simple but if u luk at wat u did ur not dfferent either ur same as lawrence nd u have 2 accept it! m not judging u or something but dis d truth dat u have 2 accept !!!! (no offence)

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Jasmine says:
24 May, 2012 09:01 AM

so sad but i know how you feel but the cousin thing not good but the other people that have commented and said nasty thing shut up its her life not ur and like i was saying i know how you feel i got a girl and she means the word to me but thing happen x

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Love peeps says:
17 Jun, 2012 12:08 AM

I feel really bad for you. There are alot of boys like lawrence in the world. But there are sweet guys to and you should maybe trust the new guy he looks sweet. I experienced the same thing. But the guy was my bestfriend and hes just my friend now. But he still likes me. I was sad for about 3 months after he came and explained me everything now hes not my best friend but just a friend. I hate it when guys do this to girls.

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charles james says:
19 Jun, 2012 11:36 AM


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Himanshu says:
16 Aug, 2012 05:48 PM

All boys r nt like dat.I wish i could get a grl like u who loves sme1 really

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floriejing oabina says:
23 Aug, 2012 04:23 AM

i understand that you are 13 years old when this is happened but you already know that josh is your cousin.....
for this matter, i hope your past will not happened again...

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